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Chapter 5: Awkward

Nessie POV

I walked out of the cafeteria and carried on down the hall. What the hell was Josh thinking. Why was daddy so angry?. All these unanswered questions. I was still walking down the hall. I took out my timetable Spanish with miss Brooks, my first of two lessons with Jacob. It was in building 6, I glanced around I was amazingly near building 5 so it couldn't be far. I turned the last corner and there was the building. It was the last building down through the courtyard and probably the largest.

I sighed a sigh of relief I had found it. I walked closer to the door. As I reached for the handle a dark russet hand grabbed the handle before me. I stood there shocked my hand still outstretched. My eyes darted to the left, my eyes caught his. His face just mirrored mine shocked. Well we couldn't stand like this all day. What could I say. Come on Nessie think.

"Ladies first" the voice shocked me back to reality. I turned my head fully to the left now. He spoke, his voice sounded so soothing, so special, so…. No Nessie snap out of it. You lived without this voice for 2 months now suck it up.

"thanks" I replied coolly, I grabbed the handle and pulled. The classroom was spacious, desks of two were situated around the room. It was painted a light lemon colour with posters covering most walls. At the front of the class there was a white board and a desk. Behind the desk stood a woman. She was about 5,5, had honey blond hair that was cut short in a funky bob. She was the teacher. She looked up at our approach, I didn't notice that most of the class were seated now and looking at me and Jacob.

"what's your name" she asked. Her voice had a soft edge to it.

"Renesmee Cullen" I replied.

"yours" now she was speaking to Jacob. I could feel him standing close behind me.

"Jacob Black" he replied using that masculine voice of his. If he only knew that it sent shivers down my spine. Snap out of it now Nessie. This is what my mind was screaming at me. I was brought back to reality when she started speaking.

"it looks like you two are sat with each other" she stated with a smile. I looked at her and then looked at where she pointed. At the back. At least not everyone can stare at you there. I started walking towards the seat. I could feel Jacob still close behind me.

As I got to the back I put my bag on the table and sat down. Jacob sat on the left hand side of me. I took out my stationary and looked back to the front.

"hey have you got a pen I could borrow" the same masculine voice asked me. Why couldn't he just leave me alone.

"yes, but shouldn't you have your own pen. I mean how did you get through the first 3 lessons." I replied with a sigh. I looked through my stationary and found a biro. I handed the pen to him and turned back to the front of the class. I couldn't be sure but I swear out of the corner of my eye I caught him smiling his wide grin. A grin I had missed for so long. It was like my own personal sunshine.

"good afternoon class, I am Miss Brooks. And welcome to Spanish" I quickly turned my attention to the front. I could see miss Brooks stood at the front of the class smiling.

I had learned Spanish from daddy a while ago, along with German, Italian, French and Chinese. Even the last one shocked me when he said I had to learn that. So the first 35 minutes of this class were just going over the basics. I had done this when I was three but still some students were having trouble. I gazed around the class, some students looked like they were asleep others just looked scared and confused.

"ugh I have no idea what any of this means" I was brought back to reality. I turned my head to the left to see Jacob holding a piece of paper in his hands and a dazed look all over his face.

"hola mi nombre es Jacob. Well what the hell does that mean" I laughed at his outburst. Maybe this class wasn't so bad after all. I stopped laughing to see him staring at me with wide eyes.

"why are you laughing" he didn't sound pleased.

"are you honestly telling me you have no idea what this means" I asked pointing at the line he just read out.

"no I don't. Do you know" now he was asking the question.

"yes. You said hello my name is Jacob" I replied with a smug smile.

The rest of the lesson went really boring. Miss Brooks was trying to teach the class about colours and what they have in there house. The only good bit was when Jacob had to answer what he had in his house. I started laughing when he said that he had a white horse that lived in his bedroom.

The bell rang. Time for music. My favourite lesson of the day. I started walking out of the classroom when an extremely warm hand grabbed my elbow. I spun around to see who it was. One guess to who though, no human is that warm. I saw Jacob looking at me with hopeful eyes.

"so I guess I will be seeing you in gym too. Have fun in music. Bye" he walked past me. I think to on goers by I must have looked like a fish. I mean I was so shocked my mouth did hang open a bit but nothing much. Something told me in my heart though that's not what he wanted to say. I spun back around to see him and Leah walking down the hall holding hands. If he only knew that I wish that was my hand that he was holding. Why can't I just get over it. I mean he is in love with Leah now, not me. It was something I would just have to deal with.

I was brought back to earth by the sound of the late bell. Oh great, I better get going.