Hi, my peeps. Since everyone was so nice and forgiving of me, I decided to give a treat in this chapter.
Oh, before I forget…I'm in need of someone to run ideas by regarding this story…kind of a beta-ish role. Let me know if you are interested. I have where I want this story to go, but you know the saying 'two heads are better than one'. Well, crap, now my mind's in the gutter.
Anyway…yeah…Disclaimer…Twilight, mine, it is not. (Hold your applause for my spectacular Yoda impression)
Chapter 10
I know I have said it before, but I want to reiterate that I hate Mondays. Waking up on Monday after such a wonderful weekend with Edward only reminded me that we were now going to be 'responsible adults'. Personally, I thought it was a completely ridiculous idea, but I knew it was what Edward wanted to hear, so I agreed to it.
Honestly, I still don't know what I agreed to. Edward said he felt something for me, but wasn't in a position to act on it right now. I understood, really I did. But, we never got around to figuring out when we would be able to be open with everyone about our feelings for each other. And I really had no clue the extent of his feelings. Lust was obvious. Especially after 5 times of being irresponsible. And no, I couldn't walk very well by Sunday afternoon.
So, back to hating Mondays…
I woke up wondering what the day would bring, wondering how I was to act when around Edward, wondering how Edward would act around me, wondering if I would get in trouble for sucking his cock in front of the entire class. I'm thinking yes on that last item.
Alice and Rose arrived to pick me up as usual and we continued to avoid the subject of Edward. By the time I had arrived back at Emmett's on Sunday afternoon so we could drive back to Forks, Rose was pretty sure she knew where I had been and Alice kept giving me worried looks that pissed me off. The ride back was quiet, not for lack of trying on their part. The questions were annoying, but I didn't tell them anything. I really didn't know what to say.
So, again, the ride to school was quiet. Well, unless you count Alice gushing about Jasper. Apparently, when he was kicked out of his own house by Edward, he decided to spend the night at Emmett's. And according to Alice, he is the perfect man and she is going to marry him one day. Insert eye roll here.
My morning classes were a waste of time, as per usual. I was at the point of sharpening my pencil in order to stab my temple when the bell rang for lunch. Crisis averted!
Now, usually, I would go to my locker and hang out until James came by so we could greet each other properly after a weekend apart. But, there were two things that prevented me from doing that. One, I was planning on ending things with him, but didn't feel like dealing with him yet. And two, I was still fucking sore after the pounding I received over the weekend.
So, as soon as the bell rang, I ran to my locker and threw my things in at lightening speed before running to the cafeteria, pushing anyone in my way. I slid in my seat next to Alice and pumped my fist in the air when I realized I was able to successfully avoid James. I'm the fucking man!…You know what I mean.
Lunch consisted of me staring at Rose and Alice as they talked about our next shift at the club and what songs we should dance to, but I tuned out so I could focus on the fact that I was only a few minutes away from seeing Edward.
Hmmm….Edward. The way he fucked me on the kitchen counter Sunday morning and then dragged me to the shower and…
The ringing of the bell cut my trip down Fuck Memory Lane, much to my chagrin. I bid goodbye to Rose and Alice and slowly walked to my locker to get my things for my last classes of the day.
I timed my arrival to Biology to be just as the final bell rang. This served two purposes. One, less time to have to pretend I didn't want to fuck my teacher. And Two, less time for James to pester me about where I was during lunch. Not looking at anyone, I rushed to my table and got out my things for class.
I almost gasped when I looked up to find Edward…oops Mr Cullen while on school property…glaring at me. The fierce expression on his face was foreign to me after the lustful looks I received from him this weekend. If he is acting like he hates me so no one thinks anything is going on between us…well give the man a fucking Oscar. I'm even convinced that I dreamt up the entire weekend and the man despises me.
"I hope everyone had a wonderful weekend." He stood in front of his desk and smiled at the class before his gaze flickered from me to James and the anger settled back on his features. Well, that' strange.
"I had a very tiring weekend and really didn't feel like preparing a lecture for today, so I am just going to have you go ahead and start on your homework. I'm not in the mood to give a boring lecture anyway, especially since the majority of you won't even listen to it in the first place." He reached on his desk and grabbed his textbook.
"So, open your books to chapter 8, read it, if you have been slacking and haven't done so already. Then, take a piece of paper out of your notebook and draw a diagram of the human heart. If you finish before the bell, bring your diagram up and you are free to do whatever you want, within reason, for the rest of the hour. Get started." Once finished with the instructions, Mr Cullen returned to his seat at his desk and began grading papers.
Being the fucking genius that I am, I completed the lame-ass diagram in a matter of five minutes and got up to take it to Mr Cullen. As I approached his desk, I watched his posture stiffen. Would you like me to make other things stiffen Mr Cullen? Without any true acknowledgement of my presence, he pointed to a corner of his desk for me to place my assignment. Shaking my head in confusion, I quickly returned to my desk.
Because I am one crazy bitch, I decided I needed to do something to get some king of reaction from Mr Cullen. I was at the point that any attention would be considered good attention as far as I was concerned. Fingers crossed that he'll yell at me and give me a proper spanking!
So, with devious thoughts running rampant in my pretty little head, I pulled out a blank sheet of paper from my notebook and began drawing. I'm not much of an artist, but I do make some kickass stick figures. Don't judge me!
After spending some time perfecting my little stick figure masterpiece, I decided to give it a title. I mean, isn't that was all artists do to their work? Plus, when it is hanging in the Louvre, I think the name will be important.
What to name it…
I got it!
I Need To Be Punished
Yes. I think that's the perfect title! I quickly wrote the title down before taking a moment to appreciate my cleverness. In a series of fucking killer drawings, I depicted a story, if you will, of me a Mr Cullen.
First drawing showed a stick figure woman - she was wearing a skirt and had long hair…that's how you can tell she's a woman - kissing a stick figure man. I smiled at the crazy hair I gave the stick figure man. It's so life like…well except for the fact that it's stick figures.
Second drawing showed stick woman on her knees in front of stick man with his stick erection in her mouth. Haha! Brings new meaning to the word "woody"…stick…woody…Bella. You, my friend, are fucking hilarious!
Moving on.
Third drawing showed stick man's head between stick woman's legs as she was laying on her back on a desk. I think I mastered the perfect angle for this image.
And the fourth drawing, my personal favorite, showed stick woman bent over the desk as stick man stood behind her with his stick erection going into her and his hand in mid-air like he's going to spank her. Yes please!
With a nod to myself that I was happy with my little project and an internal pat on the back for a job well done, I stood again and walked to Mr Cullen's desk. He tensed again as I approached, but looked up this time with slight annoyance in his eyes.
"Can I help you Miss Swan?" His icy tone sent chills down my spine and a gush of moisture into my panties.
"Yes. Can you take a look at this and tell me what you think? It's just a little something I was working on and thought I could use your brilliant insight." I handed him the paper, turned and rushed back to my desk so I could watch him look at my work.
By the time I sat and looked toward Mr Cullen, I found him staring intently at the paper. I snickered at his shocked expression, but that quickly stopped when I saw his eyes blaze in was looked like anger.
Clearing his throat, he looked up from the paper and his fiery gaze settled on me. I was close to peeing in my pants under the fierceness of his eyes when he decided to speak.
"Miss Swan. I'm going to need to see you after class." I felt the entire class shift to look at me when they heard the cold tone of Mr Cullen's voice directed at me. I even heard Mike Newton do a foreboding 'dun dun dunnnnnn', then chuckle at what seems to be my demise.
Shit. I guess I went to far. Shit. Shit. Shit.
"Uh…um…yeah. Okay." I gulped. "Yes sir Mr Cullen." And with that stunning display of my use of the English language, I shut the fuck up for the rest of the class and watched the minutes go by until I met my doom.
After the most agonizing twenty-two minutes and thirty-eight seconds of my life, the bell rang. I sat in my seat as all the students left, giving me sympathetic looks on their way out. I don't need your pity!
It was a good 10 minutes before Mr Cullen said anything. I watched as he sat at his desk completely ignoring me while I could hear the students milling around in the hallway to their nect class. The final bell rang and I sighed knowing I would be missing my next class yet again. I wonder if that teacher knows I am even in their class.
When the bell rang, Mr Cullen slowly walked to his door and locked it. I was sure he didn't want anyone to walk in on him yelling at me for crossing the line with my drawing, so I just watched his every movement, waiting for him to unleash his fury.
"I'll write you a pass for your next class." Okay. So, now he speaks…
"Sounds good." I kept my eyes trained on him as he walked to his desk, grabbed a piece of paper and began walking to where I was still frozen in my seat.
Without looking at me, he placed the paper, which was my stick figures, in front of me on my desktop. He folded his arms over his chest and stood like a statue next to me. I couldn't help the smile that appeared when I looked at my drawings. Mr Cullen may be scaring me shitless, but that little piece of paper contained pure gold.
"Um. Sorry?" I had to phrase it like a question because, well one, I wasn't really sorry. And two, I wasn't sure what he wanted me to say.
"I think you are right." He finally made eye contact with me, but his expression was unreadable.
"Always am!" I smirked at him. "But what exactly am I right about this time?"
He grabbed my arms and pulled me up from my chair forcefully, but without hurting me. He leaned down to me so his mouth was against my ear.
"You do need to be punished." He growled. Oh hell yeah! Punish the fuck out of me!
I moaned a combination of 'oh god' and fuck' that came out something like "Ohgahfuck", but I'm pretty sure he understood what I meant.
Sexy times ahead!
"Now, we need to make one thing clear, Miss Swan." Mr Cullen's hard gaze let me know he was completely serious about what he was going to say, so I bit my lip waiting.
"You have a tendency to be, how should I put this…loud." He smirked at me before putting his serious face back on. "I'm going to make sure we get to each of the…hmmmm…items you presented in your drawings, but you are to make no sound." My eyes widened.
"Not a moan. Not a squeal. And definitely no screaming." He placed his hand on my cheek. "Understood?" I nodded.
"Good girl. I would hate to have to gag that pretty mouth of yours." he stroked my lips with his thumb. My panties were instantly damp at the thought on his putting some kind of gag in my mouth.
As if he could read my thoughts, an evil grin graced his perfect face. "Hmmm..on second thought. Maybe a gag will be needed. We'll see." He raised his eyebrows in challenge to me. So it will be up to me. Make a noise and get gagged. My choice.
"We have wasted enough time Miss Swan. Would you agree?" Challenging me to speak. Sneaky My Cullen!
I nodded. I'm not giving in that easily! Plus, there are things I am going to need my mouth for. Without another word, his lips crashed on mine. Mr Cullen's tongue immediately forced itself into my mouth and stroked my own tongue with a sense of urgency. The kiss ended all too quickly and I had to stop myself from whimpering, still not ready to be gagged.
"Remove my clothes." I hesitated for a second upon hearing Mr Cullen's command. "Now." He growled. I quickly worked on the buttons of his shirt and slid it from his shoulders. I took a second to ogle his perfect chest and abs before moving to remove his pants and boxers from him, freeing his gloriously perfect cock. I licked my lips in anticipation of what I would get to do next.
"On your knees." He grabbed my upper arm and pushed me to my knees. Although his movements were rough, they were done with a certain gentleness that showed no harm would be done. I was suddenly on my knees face to face with the dick I have learned to love.
"Suck my cock my little whore." He purred to me as he caressed my cheek. It was such a sweet gesture compared to the words he was speaking.
I didn't need to be told twice. I wrapped my hand around his erection tightly and place a gentle kiss to the tip. With a swirl of my tongue, I took his length into my mouth until he hit the back of my throat. He groaned at the sensation as I moved back up the length of his cock, allowing my teeth to lightly graze the bottom of his shaft.
His hands quickly moved to my hair and he began moving me at the pace he wanted. "I love fucking that gorgeous mouth of yours." He moaned as I started to use my tongue while sucking his cock at a fast pace. I moved my left hand to massage his balls and felt him tighten up. His thrusts into my mouth became less controlled as I heard him growl.
"Fuck. I love your hot little mouth wrapped around my cock." He groaned as I sucked hard and pulled him completely in my mouth again. I massaged his balls harder. "Shit. Bella. I'm going to cum." He pulled my hair slightly and I moaned around his dick as he began to fill my mouth with his hot cum. I swallowed every last bit before pulling him out of my mouth. I placed a kiss on the tip again.
"You like to suck me dry, don't you my dirty little bitch?" I nodded with a smile. He pulled me up by my hair and roughly kissed me, tasting himself on me.
"Remove your clothes." He ordered as he walked to his desk to get something out of a drawer. He balled it up in his fist and walked back over to me as I quickly undressed.
"Lay on your back." He pointed to the desk next to mine. I was very happy they have sturdy tables as our desks in his classroom. I did as I was instructed and waited for what was to happen next.
"I'm going to fuck this beautiful pussy of yours with my tongue." He dropped a tie onto my stomach. "If you make any noises as I do this, I will use this to gag you. Understood?" I nodded.
He leaned over me to place a kiss on my lips before slowly moving down my body, placing kisses as he went. I bit myself to keep from moaning when his hands ghosted across my breasts and his fingers quickly pinched my nipples before pulling away quickly. Before I could even register what was happening, he was bent with head between my legs running his nose along my inner thigh. "You smell amazing."
He slipped one of his long fingers into me and began pumping in and out of me as his mouth descended to my clit. He flicked it with his tongue as he added two more fingers to my wet cunt. I bit hard on my bottom lip almost to the point of bleeding to make sure I didn't moan. It was becoming increasingly hard to not make noises and I knew I would end up being gagged by the end of this encounter. I almost whimpered when his fingers left my aching core, but they were quickly replaced with his wet tongue. That tongue was magic. I was instantly squirming as he fucked me with his tongue and moan against my wet folds.
He reached a hand up and pressed his thumb to my clit before pinching it between his index finger and thumb. His other hand returned to my cunt and three fingers were thrust into me again. The sensation of him curling his fingers while he pumped them in me and the pinching of my clit caused me to cum harder than I have ever cum before. I couldn't stop the deep groan that came from the back of my throat. After Mr Cullen finished licking my juices from me, he rose to look down on me.
"You were a bad, bad girl." He scolded me and I was shocked to feel myself getting wet again from his words. He grabbed the tie. "I am pretty sure I told you no noises. Is that correct?" I nodded. "And you made a noise didn't you." I nodded again. He grinned at me.
"Stand up." I wasn't sure my legs were going to work, but I did as I was told. I was enjoying this too much to worry about petty things like whether I could feel my legs. Luckily, they worked and I found myself standing in front of Mr Cullen while he wrapped the tie around his wrist and smirked at me.
"Turn around." Again, I did as I was told. "You are such a good little slut." He whispered in my ear as he placed the tie in my mouth and tied it around the back of my head. "I had such a hard time not fucking you in front of the class today." He whispered the words to me as he placed open mouthed kisses on my shoulder.
"Now bend over the desk. I want to feel that magnificent pussy of your wrapped around my cock." He pushed at my back and forced me to lay on the desk on my stomach. I heard him groan at the sight of my ass pushed out for him to view in all its glory.
"I believe you still need to be properly punished." I felt a stinging on my right ass cheek. I bit into the tie in my mouth as the mixture of pain and pleasure tore threw me. This time, there was stinging on my left ass cheek as he smacked it hard with his hand. I moaned around the tie. "No noises!" He commanded with another smack.
He moved his finger to my pussy, which was again dripping wet and ready for him. "Fuck Bella. I love how wet you get for me. I just want to lick your juices all day long." He moaned and pulled his finger to his lips, sucking my juices from it.
Not wasting anymore time, he positioned himself at my entrance before leaning down and whispering in my ear. "Time for your punishment my little slut." He thrust into me and I moaned around the tie, earning a smack to my ass. He pounded into me hard and fast with his hands digging into my hips. "You are so fucking tight, Bella. Fucking shit. You are perfect."
He thrusts increased in pace and I grasped onto the edge of the desk as I felt myself coming close to another release. If this is how I get punished, bring it on! I felt his hand tangle into my hair as he grabbed a large fistful and pulled it hard enough to get me to stand up while he continued to pound into me. The new angle caused my to scream around the tie, which deadened the sound, but earned my ass another smack. I won't be able to sit for a few days.
I reached behind me and grabbed onto his hair as he pulled my hair to tilt my head. This new position for both of us gave access to our mouths and we greedily bit and sucked on the other's lips as he pumped into me in a steady rhythm. I moaned into his mouth when he reached down and pinched my clit and felt myself on the edge of my release. I could tell he was close as well by his movements.
"Cum. NOW!" He growled. I immediately felt my walls clench around his hard dick. With two more hard thrusts, I felt him empty deep inside of me, while moaning my name. He stood where we were for a moment to collect ourselves.
Once we finally got our breathing under control, Mr Cullen reached up and untied the tie and kissed my shoulder. "You are so perfect, Bella. That was amazing." He handed me my panties as he grabbed his boxers.
"There goes that whole responsible adult thing." I quipped as I began pulling on my jeans and looking around the room for my shirt.
"Yeah. That went out the window when I was you walk in this room and had to watch your perfect tits bounce while you walked pass my desk." He smiled at me and began walking to me. "And we're really lucky this shitty school has such thick walls." He winked.
The bell rang to signal the end of the school day. I sighed.
"Well, I guess I should head home." I turned to grab my things from my desk.
"I'll see you tomorrow then." The disappointment in Edward's voice mirrored my own.
"Okay. And I'll try to be nicer. I just couldn't help myself." I smirked at him.
"As you are well aware of, I didn't mind at all." He stroked my cheek and winked at me. "And I'll try to not be so tense tomorrow."
"Um…Okay. Well, I'm off to my lonely house that I live alone in where I will be all by myself all night. Alone." Fuck Bella. Why not mention you will be alone tonight one more time. I don't think he got your oh so subtle hint.
"Bye Miss Swan. Have a good evening." Edward was back to Mr Cullen mode, so I nodded once and left the room.
When I got to my locker, James was waiting for me and he did not look happy. I gave him a big fake smile as I began on the combination.
"Hi James! I haven't talked to you all day! How are you?" I may have gone overboard on the cheerfulness, but he didn't seem to notice.
"Yeah. Hi. So, why have you been avoiding me all day? I thought we would be having our Monday lunch meeting, but saw you practically take out a freshman on your way to the cafeteria. What was the rush?" James crossed his arms over his chest and too on a defensive position.
"I just needed to talk to Rose and Alice. Shit James. My life doesn't revolve around you and your need to fuck me all the time." I rolled my eyes as I stuffed everything into my locker. I turned to James knowing I needed to get this over with.
"Listen. I'm ending our arrangement for good." I sighed and tried to hide my giddiness regarding the reason I need to end things.
"Oh." He looked at me for a while, trying to see if I was serious, so I thought I would help him out.
"It's not you. It's me. Um…I'm not ready for this kind of commitment. I think we are better off as friends." I stopped to think of more cliché break-up lines. "Oh, oh oh! Got one. I just need to find myself. And you can do better than me. I'm not good enough for you…" He cut off my list of stupid lines, which was good because I was beginning to draw a blank.
"That's alright Bella." I cocked my head to the side, confused by his calm demeanor. But that all changed when anger flashed in his eyes. With a raised voice, he spoke with venom. "You would a horrible lay, anyway."
I scoffed. "That's only because I didn't know what to do with such a small dick." I slammed my locker door shut and walked away.
I laughed when I got into Alice's car and told them what happened with James and what he said to me.
"Aww. Sweetie. I think we all know that's not true. I have been told you are phenomenal in bed. In fact, I have been meaning to ask you about that thing you do…" Rose was cut off by Alice's hand over her mouth.
"Rose. Now is not the time for sex tips from Mistress Bella." Alice shook her head, then screeched and pulled her hand away from Rose's mouth. "You bit me!"
"You deserved it. And you know you liked it." Rose stuck her tongue out at Alice. "Plus, Emmett said Bella is apparently known as a Goddess with her tongue. I just wanted to compare notes. James doesn't matter anyway. He's a douche bag." Rose continued to ramble, but I tuned her out when she said 'tongue' as I was reminded of a certain teacher's tongue that was just recently lapping up my juices like a thirsty man in the desert.
"Did you even hear me, Bella?" I snapped out of my thoughts when Alice so rudely interrupted.
"Huh?" Fuck Bella. Use your words! "I apologize Alice. I did not hear you. Could you repeat that?" She huffed and shot me an annoyed glare. I shrugged.
"I asked why you ended thing with James in the first place." Alice gave me a knowing look and I knew it was a dare to get me to spill what happened this weekend. I narrowed my eyes at her, but remained silent for a few minutes. I waited until we arrived at my house and decided to give them a little information.
"I ended things with James because I am fucking someone else now." I grabbed my bags and opened the door to the car as Alice squealed and Rose gasped. "Later hoes. Have fun at the family dinner tonight."
So, that may have been a little sneaky. Rose's and Alice's families always get together one Monday each month for dinner and game night. Lame. I know. So, I knew they both had to rush home to get ready for it and would not be able to stick around and torture me with questions I wasn't ready to answer. This gave me another day to figure out much I was willing to reveal.
"This isn't over young lady!" I heard Rose yell as Alice backed out of my driveway. I laughed and waved at them before retreating into the loneliness of my home.
With no homework to do, I did some laundry, checked my email, came up with a list of songs for us to dance to at the club, catalogued my CD collection, and walked around the house trying to find something to do. By the time I was making dinner, I was so over living by myself. Maybe I could talk Alice or Rose into staying here a few nights each week.
While I was chowing down on my fucking delicious ramen noodles, I thought about what I felt like doing next. It was then that I was reminded of the new porn Emmett had given me this weekend. He gave it 3 squirts on a scale of 4, so I had high hopes for it.
Shrugging, I forced myself to stop thinking it was pathetic that I was about to watch a porn alone, and went to pop some popcorn. Ten minutes later, the popcorn was popped, I had comfy boy shorts and a tank top on, the movie in the DVD player, and I was lounging on the couch ready for Twatlight.
According to the cover, this is a plot-filled porn about a vampire that is immensely attracted to the smell of a girl's blood. But, he was what he considered a 'vegetarian' vampire, so he had learned to live off a different diet. I was intrigued, so I began to watch.
During the movie, I learned that the vegetarian diet this vampire, Edmund, switched to consisted of women's cum. So, in order to get passed his need to kill Becca and drink her blood, he has to fuck her constantly and get her to cum as much as possible.
I was just getting to the part where Edmund tells Becca that the taste of her cum is better than anything he has ever had, and that her twat is magical, when there was a knock on my door. I was pissed that I was at a really good part and I was being interrupted.
The person knocked again, so I paused the movie and started walking to the front door. As I approached the front door, I heard the knock again and realized it was actually coming from the back door attached to the kitchen. I grabbed my can of pepper spray and made my way to the kitchen. I was a few steps away, can poised and ready for action, when I heard a male voice accompanying the knock.
"Bella. Open up. Hurry." I put the can on the counter and rushed to open the door.
"Edward!?! What are you doing here?" I pulled him in the house and slammed the door behind him.
"I missed you and didn't want you to be alone." Edward pulled me to him.
"But won't someone see your car? Did anyone see you coming here?" Since his car was the only silver Volvo in Forks, I was pretty sure someone would notice it parked outside my house. I didn't want him to get in trouble.
"Don't worry. Did you know it is only a twenty minute walk through the forest from my house to the back of your's? No one saw me." He smiled and leaned in to kiss me.
A/N: Give me some loving, please. I'm going to be an old lady on Sunday. I have to say goodbye to my twenties. Fucking birthdays.
And remember…need extra brain for this story…
Peace out!