Here's chapter 4! I got lazy with the lemon from last chappy, so this one's……better? XD Anyway, I don't know when I'll get chappy 5 up. I have to get to a certain episode of D. Gray-man to actually write it. So it may be a while. Sorry! I do not own D. Gray-man or D. Gray-man abridge, or Finding Nemo. Check them out. Anyway, on with the yaoi!!! :3
He went back to his room, considering the possible reasons for the ache he felt. He knew from the beginning that what he'd done was wrong. He knew immediately after saying it that it had been a bad idea to talk about payment. And now that he thought about it, that ache had started as soon as he'd become possessive of Allen. Could it be possible that he loved Allen? But he loved Kanda! He was so confused! Could he love two people at one time? "I need to talk to Linalee!" He exclaimed as he left his room and practically ran to hers.
He knocked once and waited. He'd learned his lesson the last time. He heard voices inside and then the door click as she unlocked it. "What?" She asked, sounding kind of pissed. "Linalee…It's me, Lavi." He said, a little confused as to why she had only cracked the door. "I know. What do you want?" She said, sounding even madder than the last time. "I need to talk to-Is someone cry….Allen?!" Lavi asked, trying to see the boy. "Get out of here Lavi! You're horrible for what you did!" Linalee yelled as she slammed the door in his face.
And there was that ache again. It was really bad this time. "Lavi? Laaaavvviii? LAVI!!!!" "Whoa! Freakin' golem!!" Lavi yelled as he glared death at the poor thing. "Lavi, I've been calling you for ten minutes now! I need you to come to my office. I have a mission for you." Komui's voice crackled through the golem. "…..on my way sir." Lavi answered. A mission….great. Just what he needed when all he could think about was apologizing to Allen and holding him tightly, while making love to him. It was then that it hit him.
He did, without a shadow of a doubt, love Allen. The revelation shocked him. Up to that point, Allen had been a little brother to him. When he broke free of his thought process, he looked up to see he was in Komui's office. Both Komui and Kanda were stari…oh…no wait…what's a glare from Kanda and a stare of concern from Komui. He sighed and sat down. "Sorry I'm late. I was sleeping." He said, hoping Komui would drop it. He knew Kanda knew the truth, but he didn't think he'd tell.
"Okay…anyway, a piece of Innocence has been detected in Germany. Your mission is to retrieve it and exterminate the Akuma in the area. "He finished as Reever handed them the papers. After he got his, he walked out, seeming to be in a different world. As he was leaving, Komui pulled Kanda to the side. "I don't know what's happening, and it's none of my business. But please, keep an eye on Lavi? Bring him back alive." He half ordered, half begged. They'd seen enough casualties from this war. They didn't need to add Lavi to the list. Kanda nodded and walked in the same direction. As if he'd let anything happen to his baka usagi.
*In Germany*
The train ride had been quiet and uneventful. The while time, his heart was breaking. He remembered the sad look on Allen's face, and the sound of him crying from Linalee's room. That was enough to distract him, and make him not see the looks Kanda was giving him. As they walked through the town it only faintly registered that Kanda had spoken to him. "Oi! Usagi!" Kanda said as he tapped him on the head with Mugen. "Ow! What"! What's happening!?" Lavi asked as he pulled out his hammer.
"Put that away! I was saying that we're getting a room here. Since this hotel is the target." Kanda had just spoken the longest sentence he'd ever heard from the boy. He nodded his head and followed the other boy into the hotel. They got their room and headed up. The whole time Lavi was trying to think of an apology. He'd realized it hadn't been something about teeth and walking he'd heard through the door. He'd heard Kanda say death to Walker. As they got into the room, Lavi sat on his bed. "Hey Yu-bear….I…I'm sorry! I should have never done that! It was horr-""Shut up baka usagi!" Kanda yelled, cutting his apology short. "What?" Now he was confused. Maybe Kanda had meant someone else?
"I said shut up baka usagi! If I wanted your lip, I'd jingle my zipper!" Kanda said his back to him. He stared in shock at the other boy. So much so, that he actually fell off the bed. That was joke number what? Four? Kanda must have lost a lot of brain cells to that cold water! That was about when he'd started to joke! He shivered as he remembered the reverse puberty he'd experienced. "That….was terrible Yu-bear." Lavi told him as he climbed back onto the bed. "I wasn't asking your opinion. I was stating a fact." Kanda answered, not turning around.
"Oh yeah? So anytime I hear your zipper jingle, I should get on my knees and take it like a man?" He asked, smiling. Things were looking up! Yu-bear had made a dirty joke to him! "Yes. Though what you'll be taking like a man won't be what you're expecting." Kanda answered as he unsheathed Mugen. And his state of depression came back. "Oh…""Akuma. Let's go."Kanda said as he jumped off the balcony. Lavi followed suit, pulling his hammer out again. His hammer quickly destroyed the Akuma on his side. And Kanda, being Kanda and all, killed his just as quickly.
He just stood there, not paying attention as another Akuma appeared behind him. "LAVI!!!" Kanda yelled as he ran to him. He killed the Akuma just as he fell to the ground. "Usagi! Don't you dare die on me!" He faintly heard before his world went black. He woke up a few hours later. He looked at the ceiling and tried to move his arm. Something was wrong….he couldn't move his arm!! He looked down and realized why immediately. There was a Kanda on top of it.
He smiled and felt tears come to his eyes. Had Yu-bear actually stayed by his side while he was out? He began to memorize the peaceful face that was on his chest. He looked so calm, and absolutely adorable!! He had a smile on his face, and he was holding onto his shirt tightly. His hair was a mess though. He gently and slowly used his other hand to take the hair tie that was holding his hair back. And looking at him like that made him feel a tightening in his pants. He groaned slightly and pouted when Kanda's eyes shot open.
Kanda quickly sat up, then glared at him. "What's that for?" He sighed. "Hair tie." He growled as he held his hand out. "Damn!" With a sheepish smile he handed the hair tie back to its rightful owner. "And usagi?" Kanda said as he tied his hair up again. "Hm?" He answered as he watched. He'd sat up and lifted his leg so that Kanda couldn't see the stupid lump where his crotch was. "NEVER do that again!" He said as he slapped him.
"Oooohhh…..lookit the pretty stars!" He said as he laughed. Suddenly he felt heavier than he remembered being. He looked up to see Kanda had straddled him, just like Allen had. "I didn't just mean making me think I'd lost you either!" Kanda said as he moved his hips. "I mean never do that stupid Moyashi again! I've never fucked or been fucked by anyone in the Black Order! Except for you." Kanda said, applying pressure to his hips, so there was more friction. He gasped and groaned, grabbing Kanda's hips and pulling him down more. And it hit him again. What is up with all of these guys having feminine hips?!
Just to see what he'd do, he spanked Kanda. He laughed when Kanda's eyes got really wide, and that adorable blush came across his face. But something confused him. So, to clarify, he spanked him again. And there it was! A light squeak followed by a moan! "You like being spanked Yu-bear?" Lavi asked as he stole the hair tie again. Kanda growled at him and leaned forward, trying to reach his hair tie. All he got was a spanking. He squeaked, moaned, and then glared death at him."Stop that!" He ordered as he pinched him, trying to make him stop laughing. "Ow! But Yu-bear! You asked for it! Sticking your sexy ass in the air like that! And that squeak!" He said as he spanked him."Yeah, that one! Freakin' adorable! You're so rape able!" He said as he kissed him roughly. He flipped them over so that he was on top. He kept seeing Allen when Kanda was on top of him. He realized that this is what he'd done to Allen. Thinking about someone else. He kissed Kanda gently and began to grind against him as he smirked. "So Kanda…..you're my uke again, huh?" "Like hell I am!" Kanda said, flipping them so he was on top again.
"Oh, and usagi? I WON'T be gentle!" Kanda said as he bit him on the neck. "Oh my god! A vampire go…Dammit Kuro-chan! I told you he was off limits!!" Lavi yelled as he tried to push him off. "What the hell?!" Kanda yelled as he sat up. "Distraction complete!" Lavi yelled as he sat up, causing Kanda to fall over. He smirked and began to undo Kanda's shirt. As he made three hickeys, he smirked again. "Yes you are! You are my squishy! I will call you squishy and you will be mine! Good squishy, good squishy! Ow!!" Lavi yelled as Kanda bit his lip. "Bad squishy! Bad!" He yelled as Kanda flipped them so he was on top again.
"Seriously, what are you on?! You need to share!!" Kanda said as he grabbed both of his hands and held them above his head with one hand. "No more rebellions Usagi." He said as he worked on getting their clothes off. Lavi whined and tried to wiggle free. This only earned him a glare and another bite on the neck. He surprised himself when he moaned and arched into the bite. Kanda had finally managed to get their clothes off and smirked at him. He grabbed something next to his leg and opened it with is mouth.
"Kiwis?" Lavi asked as he sniffed the air. The next thing he knew, something cold and wet was being spread on his inner thighs, and up to his entrance. "Kiwi scented lube?! What the hell?!" "Don't worry about it." Was the answer he got. He whimpered and wiggled more when he felt something circle around his entrance. "Y-Yu-chan! Wait! I-I'm not rea-"His sentence was cut short as two fingers were shoved, rather roughly, inside of him. He choked back a cry of pain and screwed his eyes shut tightly. He held back his tears as best he could, but he felt a few slip out. Before they got half-way down his cheek, he felt a tongue lick them up. "Mmm…salty." He heard Kanda say, earning a moan from him.
Kanda kept his fingers still for a few minutes, then he began to thrust them in and out, scissoring at the same time. Lavi whined and bit his lip, trying to hold back his tears and the sounds he knew he'd make if he didn't do this. After a few minutes of that, he smelled the kiwi again. The fingers were removed, and he knew what was coming gave him a look, and he knew what it was for. He nodded his head and clenched his mouth shut. Kanda slowly pushed inside of him, groaning. Lavi did end up sobbing a little, more tears slipping from his eyes. Again, that tongue licked the tears from his cheeks. He wished that Yu-chan would let his hands go.
Then again, it was probably better that he hadn't. He might've tried to stop him if he had his hands. After he was fully inside of him, Kanda stopped moving and watched his face. He felt a hand cup the side of his face. "Relax Usagi. I know it hurts, and it's hard to. But try." He heard Kanda say. He leaned into that hand and tried to relax. Kanda was right. The pain began to subside almost immediately. He relaxed as much as he could and thought about how Kanda had felt when he did this. And he suddenly understood why Allen had needed to concentrate.
"Y-Yu-bear…please move…I wanna feel you fuck me." Lavi said, grabbing onto the hand holding his as much as he could. Kanda nodded and slowly pulled out, only to slam back into him."Y-Yu-chan! Please i-it-""I said I wouldn't be gentle. You'll like it." Kanda answered as he began a steady pace. It wasn't slow and gentle, but it wasn't fast and hard either. "I-I was slow and gentle for your first time!" Lavi whined as Kanda kept going. "Believe me, you'll thank me later!" Kanda said as he kept it up. After a bit of that pace, he moaned and began to meet his thrusts."Yu-chan…can I have my ha-""No.""But Yu-chan! I wan-OH GODS!!! What the HELL was that?!" He gasped as he bucked his hips. Kanda just smirked and kept hitting that spot. A few times of that and it hit him. This was that spot that had made Kanda moan and his eyes roll back!
"Yu-chan was that the-""Yes."That I-""Yes.""And you-""YES!!" Kanda growled as he thrusted particularly hard and glared at him. He moaned and smirked."Oh Yu-bear! You're so rough! Give me more you sexy man-beast!" He said as he began to laugh. "NEVER say that again!" Kanda yelled, glaring at him. "Oh why not Yu-bear?" He asked, pouting."It just died a little." Kanda answered as he pointed down."NOOOO!!!! NOT YU-BEAR JR.!!!" Lavi yelled. Kanda sweat dropped and bit him again.
He again arched and moaned. And Yu-bear jr. lived. Kanda began to thrust into him again, aiming for that spot. He knew Kanda was close because his breathing was becoming steadily uneven. Kanda grabbed his member with his free hand and began to stroke him. He moaned and arched into the touch, earning a moan from the other boy. A few thrusts later he came."K-Kanda!" He yelled, arching up towards the other boy. He hadn't even known he could bend this way, let alone this much. Kanda came shortly after him, a grunt the only noise he made.
A second later he fell to land on him. He just smiled and wrapped his arm around him. He really enjoyed this part. When you could listen to each other's panting. As he laid there and listened, he heard a lonely bird call out. He sweat dropped. "Did that damned bird follow us from Asia!? Is it gonna call out every time we fuck?! Damn stalker bird!!" He yelled. Kanda growled and pinched him. "Shut up Usagi. Go to sleep." He ordered sleepily. As exhaustion caught up with him, he suddenly had a really bad feeling. But before he could voice it, his world went black again.
And Chapter 4 ish done! :3 Just to clarify, when Allen said that Kanda had sex with pretty much everyone in the Black Order, he was trying to make Kanda look bad. Allen has feelings for Lavi, and wants to be with him, but Lavi loves Kanda. That's why Kanda had to clarify for Lavi that Allen was lying. Sasori didn't quite catch that when I read this to her, so I figured I'd let anyone else know who's confused. :3 Anyway, hope this lemon made up for the last one. I don't think there'll be a lemon in the next chappy. But we'll see. Anyway, read and review plz? Thanks! :3