Sober

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BPOV

How could i forget that i had a roommate? Who would be home? Who you could say was a big deal to me?

"Hey Bella!" Jake called from the couch with a grin on his face, the grin soon went away when he saw Edward, i turned to face Edward and his face was the same as Jacobs, i looked back and forth between the two of them

"Erm, why are we so" and then it dawned on me, the days when me and Jacob would sit and talk for hours on end and we'll tell each other almost everything. There was one story where he'd mention an Edward and Alice Cullen...

I turned and stared at Jacob my mouth fell open slightly

"Jacob? This is who you are always talking about isn't it? The person who you most despise?" I glared at Jacob and looked at Edward his face looked pained

"Yep" Jacob said looking angrier; he made a popping sound on the 'p'. I just stood there shell shocked looking between the two guys. Suddenly i grabbed Edward's hand and towed him to the kitchen,

"Why didn't you tell me he was your roommate?" He pressed looking straight into my eyes

"Well i didn't know that it was you and i just thought that and oh i don't know Edward" I started but couldn't make enough sense of what i wanted to say How could i of been so stupid? Jacob never stopped talking about him with so much despise in his voice but when Edward told me who he was i thought nothing of it, I can't think straight when Edward's with me

"Look Bella" It seemed strange have him say my name, actually i have never told him my name, how does he know that? He could see me lost in thought "Are you actually listening?"

"What? Oh yeah sorry, how do you know my name?"

"Err well he" he looked back at the living room, Jacob still looked angry "said your name when you walked in, it doesn't take a genius to work that one out, anyway that's not what i wanted to say, Bella" He took his hand from in mine, i'd forgotten that i was still holding onto him, and placed it gently on the side of my face " you weren't to know that it would turn out this way, that we had such a history, which i'm sorry but right now i can't face" he took his hand away from face and began to walk away

"Bu-" He raised his hands into the air

"I'm sorry" He mumbled as he walked out of the apartment, I watched him leave silently it wasn't until Jacob was in my face

"Wooo Bells, what was all that about?" He was waving his hands in front of me

"Shouldn't i be asking you that question?" I chocked out

"Woah, don't blame me" he produced a six pack of beer from the fridge and went and sat down again

"Don't blame you? Excuse me but i'm the one who somehow nowadays can't have a proper life now thanks to you, anyone i meet you seem to have had a rough past with and they can't get over it, I think you should be blaming yourself, why do i always have to treat you like your my little brother or something, picking up your mess?" I stared at him fuming with anger, he turned the TV on, i unplugged it from the wall

"Woah, what'd you do that for?"

"Jacob, were you listening to anything that i just said?"

"Er, yeh something about little brothers, maybe" He opened the can of beer in his hand and took a large gulp

"Unbelievable" I muttered under my breath, i grabbed his pack of beer and any other remainders in the fridge and went into my room and locked the door, Jacob started banging outside

"Bella, what'd you do that for?" he whined

"When i come out, i actually want you to be sober so that i can have a real conversation with you" I heard him humph around for a little while outside and then he moved away, i could hear the TV come back on again.

Why does it always have to be me? I actually can't have anyone anymore, my life actually sucks, i went and put all eleven cans of beer by the side of my bed and sat down, i stared at the beer, before i knew what i was doing i'd opened a can and began to drink.

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I stumbled outside my room to the lounge; i went and slumped next to Jacob

"Hey" he looked at my face and laughed "and you wanted me to be sober"

"you know what Jake?" I slurred "I think i love you" He laughed harder then

"How many beers have you actually had?"

"I dunno, four, five, maybe ten, but hey i left one for you, how good am i?"

"Bella, you haven't had a drink in like months what have you done to yourself?"

"well you made me feel so bad about myself that i drank my worries away..."I dragged on the 'away' Jacob began to scoop me up" Wahey there big guy, where do you think you're going?" I prodded him in the chest

"I'm taking you back to your bed missy" He laughed at me

"Don't you laugh at me, and anyway, i'm scared, stay with me because well, i could have a nightmare with all of this drink in me" He laughed harder

"You can so tell that you haven't had a drink in a while" He put me down onto my bed, i clung onto his shirt

"Jacob" i whined "don't leave me here alone, look it's so dark and scary

"I can turn the light on if you want me too" He started to pull away from me

"No because then it's too bright and well bright" I clung on tighter to his shirt, i began to kiss his neck

"Err, Bella you know friends don't kiss other friend's necks right?" He began to pull away again

"Maybe i don't want to be your friend, maybe i want more"

"Maybe you've had too much alcohol and you don't know what your saying, i think i like my conclusion" I kissed him then, full on but he pulled away at first and i just kissed him harder, he didn't reject me this time because lets face it Jacob Black's wanted to get in my pants from day one...

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And on that bombshell i end

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