a/n: I hope the story makes sence now, R&R let me know if you feel i've done somthing wrong or make suggestions as to how you want the story to go =o)

Alice?

"Who else would I be?" Yes that was Alice alright.

"How...You...I...Alaska?" I stammered and stuttered.

"I had a vision of you reading her journal I knew you were going to see her but you would need help so who better than me to help right" I nodded it was the best I could do.

"Bella wont want to see you, before you start I already saw it." She ran through her vision in her head.

I was in Bella's room, sitting in her rocking chair waiting for her to wake. She yawned and sat up her eyes locking with mine, Bella let out a shrill scream of terror and tears began to form in her eyes. I started to tell her how much I was sorry but she interupted me. "I know you don't love me, stop pretending and just leave, you don't have to feel guilty anymore." She crumpled into a loose fetal posision on her bed and I ran from the room.

"Neither of us want that." Alice stated simply. No I didn't want that I never wanted to see my angel in pain NEVER!

"she will be more willing to talk to me." "Tommoro morning Jacob is going to go to her house and I don't see him leaving until its dark." I growled I didn't want him near her that should be me, but I clearly wasn't wanted and that thought tore me apart, Did she really not want me?

Alices POV

Jacob arrived at 7o'clock just as I saw but he wasn't there 10 minuted when he left again. I walked up to the door and knocked twice. Bella answered the door. She was dead, not in the physical sence but you could see it in her eyes they were usually a chocolate brown but now that they didn't have any sparkel they were bairly brown. She looked like she'd been crying. She looked right into my eyes, they lit up.

"ALICE!!"she yelled as if she needed to say it any louder. With out warning she wrapped her arms around me and was sobbing into my t-shirt. I lifted her up and pulled her through the house to the couch.

"Oh...Alice...i missed...you...so...much" She managed to choke out through sobs. "Oh Bella I missed you to." she needed to stop crying otherwise she wouldn't be able to talk. I rubbed her back. she pulled back to look at me, she winced and pulled away. Have I lost my best friend? My sister?

"Sorry Alice, its just you remind me of...of him" She couldn't even say his name.

"Does he know your here?"She asked her voice cracked slightly.

"Thats what I need to talk to you about, go get dressed." She jumped up and ran up stairs. This was my chance I went to the window and looked down there was a piece of paper with a message

Alice

Make her see see sence, please, Carlisle called I have to go talk to him he said it was inportant.

Edward

I walked into the kitchen and put some poptarts in the toster. Bella came bouncing down the stairs as I set them on a plate.

"What are you wearing?" I looked at her with a horrified expression, she had black jogging bottoms on with a white plain top.

"Same old Alice."She laughed as she took a bite of her poptart. At least shes eating.

"I'll eat you talk" She said simply.

I begun with why I was here telling her how Edward had come to see her. When I said this her eyes looked down and her cheeks reddened, no change there. I explained about the journal, she looked horrified, but I quickly continued before she could say anything else. The only time she said anything was when I said about the note under the window she whispered "He was that close" I finished with me telling her about how awful her outfit was.

She started to say somthing but I couldn't hear her my vision came.

It was in an airport Esme was checking flights. Jasper was going through a metal dector and Rosalie and Emmett were sitting on a mound of luggage, I noticed that more that 1 of those suitcases had my name on it. There was only one explanition!

"Were coming home!!"I squeeled excitedly. All the colour drained from Bella's face.

"What?" I was puzzeled.

"I..Don't..think..I could...see..him not yet"She sobbed.

"It's ok you don't have to do it if you don't want to, no one is making you."

"Thank you Alice, your the best bestfriend I ever had" She hugged me tight.

"No one is going to hurt my little sister." She looked up at me puzzeled. "You may not be with Edward but you are still my little sister and every one else sees it that way to" She nodded."Would you like to come to the airport with us later?"

"Will he be there?" She winced, probly at the thought to seeing him.

"Yes but if you want I will drive and he and Carlisle will sit in the back, Esme has missed you so much she would love to see you." I put on my most persusave voice.

"I'll try, but if I can't I'm sorry." she tryed to put on a brave face but failed.

"Alice. I'm going to ask you somthing I would never have said before"

"What?" I was starting to get a litle worried it must have showed because she burst out laughing.

"Alice will you give me a make over?" As if she had to ask. She really must have missed me but I get to do a make over.

"Do you still have everything I gave you before"

She nodded and pulled my into the hall, there was a small door that opened into a small room it was the space under the stairs, there was a desk with the mirror I baught her hanging on the wall. on one of the ridges between the steps held on a pole was ever item of clothing I ever purched for her.

My mouth was open in suprise, Bella would never want this.

She giggled and answerd my scilent question. "Charlie made it for me as a suprise, he showed it to me the day yous left, I haven't been in it since" I pushed her onto the chair as I spun around to look at the clothes. I ended up picking a fitted, strappy summer blouse that was the lightest shade of turoise it was accompinied by dark skinny jeans. I picked the turcoise shirt because it matched the her converse which I let her keep on. I curled her hair into tight curls so her hair sat just below her shoulders. I didn't go to extravagent on the make up just foundation, mascarra, some dark bule eyeshaddow I only put a small line of it just on the top of her eye lid. I gave her a simple really dark blue belt with a matching dark bule buterfly neckless.

"I look amazing, way to go Alice" She said when I was done. Now the hard part was coming it was time to go.