Before I knew it, I had turned into some whore who slept with guys and then killed them.
It wasn't that I killed them that bothered me.
It was that I felt nothing.
I didn't find them attractive
I didn't enjoy the sex
I started to think why I even bothered having sex with them before I killed them.
But blood tasted better after sex. Always.
I found myself spending my days on the beach, under the beating sun. I know what you are thinking. We melt in the sun or do something dramatic like that.
We don't.
Our skin slowly burns, like humans, only faster.
So I sit in the sun every day for about an hour or two at a time. Pushing myself.
Seeing how much I can take.
Pain being the only thing I can feel anymore.
Pain being the only thing that reminds me that I am alive.
Yeah I bet you thought I was undead too.
Well that's a lie that has been fed to you.
Yes, as vampires, we have a longer lifespan than humans and we heal quicker than humans, but we are still very much alive.
We breathe, we have hearts, three in fact.
We have everything we had before and more.
How did I learn all this?
I don't know.
That's my honest answer.
I don't know.
I woke up and I knew all of this.
**
So I'm making my regular trip down to the local hospital to pick up my weekly blood supply.
I know, I drink blood from packets. How very Moonlight-y of me.
They stole that idea from me.
How, I don't know, but I was doing it long before that made that's show.
I had connections in the hospital. I know, I look too young, but I'm not. I'm over 300 years old. And having a lot of money does help.
"Hey Bob, I'm here for-… oh. Where's Bob?" my tall bald supplier had been replaced with a long legged blonde.
"Oh, you must be Ashley." she walked over to me with her hand stretched out and a huge smile on her face. Her face was interesting, beautiful and so many other words that I cannot think of, but know should be attached to her.
Her body was in all the right proportions and her eyes were the deepest blue I had ever seen.
I took her hand and nodded my head. Her smile widened.
"Bob told me all about you."
"Umm… how much exactly did he tell you?" I swear if he told her all of it I will kill him.
"About your Dog who need this blood." She patted a big stack of blood. Surely she isn't as dumb as she just sounded, I mean she's a Doctor! Any one with a brain would know that this wouldn't actually happen.
"Yeah, umm… Dylan."
"Nice name. How old is she?"
"Umm quite old. How did you know she was a she, I mean most people hear the name Dylan and like, think she's a boy?"
"Lucky guess?"
"Right."
"Anyway, it was great to meet you."
She picked up the packets and I opened my bag. She threw them in.
I started walking back up the hall.
What the hell was that in there?
I mean, when she touched me, I felt it.
I felt something weird when shook my hand. Like some sort of electricity.
I didn't even get her name.
I ran back down the hall
"Whoa! Where's the fire!" she joked.
"Yeah umm, I thought I'd left something down here."
"Yeah, what?"
"Umm… my sunglasses."
She laughed at me and pointed to her head.
"Oh yeah, hey, what was your name?"
Smooth Ash, real smooth. So what, you're gay now?
I don't know shut up!
Well you are acting like a fool! You know she's older than you right? Well she thinks she is.
Fucking leave me alone this is confusing enough!
"Spencer Carlin. What's your last name? Bob didn't tell me."
"Davies. Ashley Davies."
"Fan of James Bond?"
"No I hate him, but it kind of sounds cool doesn't it?"
"Actually yeah it does, Bond."
"Alright, I'll see you around." I blushed as I turned around.
WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU BLUSHING!
Piss off!
"Hey, Bond?"
"Yeah?" I turned back around and walked back into the room.
"Umm, it's my lunch break in like two minuets, want to grab a coffee or something?"
"Yeah, sure. God knows I got nothing better to do."
"Do you not have to be in school?"
"No!" I said kind of roughly and she looked shocked. "Sorry. I graduated already."
"Really?"
"Yeah, I'm older than I look."
A/N:: I haven't a clue when the next update could possibly be XD maybe like later this week or like… I don't know next week…
I'm just really stressed and annoyed to say the least.
But hey, maybe you guys could make me feel better by reviewing and telling me what you think is going to happen next…
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