All characters are own by SM, I'm just playing with them like Barbies.

You know, sometimes I feel like I'm a failure to this world because I can't live up to every ones expectations of me, and than I write a new chapter and you all are here supporting me. And I dunno it comforts me to know I can do something right, even if it is just writing a fic.

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BPOV

I woke up the next morning finding myself unable to move. It took me a moment before I realized Edward's arms were still wrapped around me. We hadn't moved the entire night. I wondered if he felt uncomfortable with me on top of him, and I wriggled slightly trying to get off of him.

He groaned slightly as he clutched me tighter causing me to slide a fraction of an inch down his body, and my eyes grew wide. His morning erection poked me in the thigh, and I tried to suppress a giggle. His hands glided down my back slightly and my breath caught in my throat.

Suddenly I knew how I wanted to wake Edward up. I stared into his sleeping face, as his lips puckered at me and I wanted to devour them. I licked my lips unconsciously as I continued to assess his sleeping form. His hair was even more disheveled from the events from the night before giving him an even more attractive appeal. I had never really noted before how almost perfectly bronzed he was. He wasn't too dark, but naturally a gorgeous tan color.

I could feel my breasts smashed to his naked chest as well as his hands rested right above my butt. I wriggled again, but this time with no intention of getting free. I slid down slightly once more, to have his erection jabbed into my thigh even harder. I continued trying as I closed my eyes, willing his erection to find the spot I was aiming for as I forgot that I was trying to be stealth.

"What are you doing? I heard a husky deep voice ask me and my eyes popped open in surprise. I could feel my blush spread warmth across both of our bodies as he smiled at me, his eyes shining like jewels. I noticed his lips still looked slightly puffed from his sleep and once again licked my bottom lip.

"Why Bella," he asked throatily, "are you trying to seduce me? And in my sleep?"

The blush spread even deeper, as I gave myself away. My face knew no shame, it was always giving away my deepest secrets.

"I was just trying to…uh," I tried to come up with an excuse but was lost in the lust of Edward's eyes as his fingers trailed up and down my spine. All coherent thoughts left my mind as I let out a soft mewl. This only seemed to spur Edward on as he rolled us gently over.

"You know, all you had to do was ask," he said his face only an inch away from mine as he began to suck on my lips.

This time Edward took control, and it was entirely different from anything I had ever experienced in my life. He was so gentle, and caring. He kissed every inch of my skin and I felt as if my entire body and soul was being worshipped by this man. He thrust into me gently and intertwined our fingers as he stared into my eyes.

It didn't even feel like sex, and I was perplexed as to what this was. I didn't feel the need to rush, for Edward to push harder, and I wasn't trying to just get myself off. Which was why I had been glad last night when Edward had let me be on top. It was the easiest way to get myself off.

But this was…something else. After looking into my eyes for a few minutes Edwards lip gently grazed mine and I felt my heart flutter unhealthily in my chest. "Isabella," he murmured and my stomach flopped at the sound of my full name on his lips. Usually I hated when people called me by my full name, but I could listen to Edward say it all day.

I freed one of my hands as I placed it around his neck. He continued to kiss me as I moved my hand to his face while his hand moved gently down my side. I didn't want this to ever end, this was possibly one of the best moments in my entire life.

That thought came too soon as Edwards hand came to rest between us on the side of my stomach, as he rubbed it. It took me a moment, but I realized he was making sure he wasn't hurting the baby. The thought made the corners of my mouth twitch up. Even as he was making love to me he was thinking about our little angel.

Oh my god. Edward was making love to me.

I paid closer attention as Edward continued to worship my body with his own, and found that mine was responding accordingly. Despite our slow movements I felt the tightening in my stomach begin as he once again looked in to my eyes, almost as if he could tell I was getting closer.

"You're so beautiful," he whispered, as he placed kisses on my face, my hand wrapped around his neck.

"So are you," the words fell from my lips before I could stop them. Of course it was probably the lamest thing I could say, but I couldn't regret them too much as Edwards face broke into a gorgeous smile.

"With you I feel as if a hole I didn't even know existed in my life has been filled." His eyes looked into mine as he searched them for something. Was he as afraid as I was? Was he afraid I would reject him and his beautiful words as he made love to me?

"I don't think I ever really existed before you," I murmured as my fingers ran lightly through his hair. He bit his lip, as if to keep from saying something else as I felt both of our orgasms reach their peak.

There were fireworks. Stars. I think I saw God.

Even with all of my past experiences with sex, I had never experienced anything as deep as that and before I could stop myself tears were pouring down my face. Edward looked at me in panic, "Did I hurt you? I'm sorry Bella, I shouldn't have…".

I couldn't stop my tears put I placed my hand over his lips.

"That was just so…amazing. You just gave me the best memory….in my entire life." And his forehead wrinkled as he realized that my best memory was reduced to something to do with sex.

"I'm going to give you a million more to top that," he promised, as a smile broke through my tears.

My stomached grumbled loudly suddenly, breaking the silence.

"Baby's up," I said, as Edward laughed.

"Sounds like he's hungry too."

"He?" I questioned, "Do you want a boy?"

"Doesn't matter either way to me. But I can't just walk around saying 'it' I mean he is our child." Edward was right, but until that moment I hadn't thought If I would want it to be a boy or a girl. But even using the term 'it' in thought made me feel bad. Okay so maybe we could refer to our child as him for now.

"Any specific names you prefer?" Edward asked, bringing me out of my thoughts. I shook my head.

"Honestly, that's the last thing on my mind so far. Besides we can come up with them together don't you think?" His grin was contagious as we stared at one another, thoroughly engulfed in one another until my stomach growled again.

"Okay, okay, lets go get something to eat," I grumbled, as I stood up. My knees instantly gave way and Edward caught me before I could hurt myself. What the hell? I tried to stand again, only finding my legs to be jello like.

Looking at Edward with confusion written all over myself I felt angry as he grinned wickedly at me.

"What? I'm crippled here and you think it's amusing?"

He shook his head, "Looks like our morning activities have effected you some." I scowled at him, what did he mean. The orgasm. Shit, I didn't think orgasms could really do that to you! I really have been having shitty sex up until now. Instead of smiling him and now worshipping the ground he walks on I snapped at him instead.

"Shut up lover boy and get me some food."

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EPOV

Bella settled on a bowl of cereal despite my suggestions of something better, but she was persistent. She told me anything more would surely make her sick, and cereal was her best hope of keeping anything down.

My eyes were trained on her lips as I watched them wrap around the spoon, my thoughts instantly turned dirty. Her eyebrows raised as she caught me staring, as she stopped chewing and smirked at me.

"What, you're the one that made me come eat," she said seductively causing me to swallow hard as I turned away from her, trying to focus on anything else.

Somehow I got my mind off the dirty things I wanted to do to Bella, and we ended up on the couch. We told one another more about ourselves.

Bella opened up to me more than before and I stared in awe at the amazing woman before me. My mind could hardly fathom all of the things that she had endured in her life. A few times my eyes filled with tears, wondering how anyone could let something so horrible happen to this amazing woman.

Yet still she seemed positive, still throughout it all she had found a passion for her life that she was now living. She showed me more of her work and I was left breathless staring at pictures that made me feel as if they were fabricated. Even despite everything she could still see the world for all of it's beauty, and I admired her for that.

I wanted to hold her in my arms and never let her go. Never let the world hurt her again, but I knew I couldn't do that. Even in our talk she told me of her fears of being with me. I could see her desire to leave a few times, as she felt me get closer to her emotionally. I knew at any moment I could push her too far and she would be gone forever.

She told me her fears of Chris coming for the two of us, and I assured her I would never let anything happen even if he did find us. Bella just looked around the room nervously, and I knew she didn't believe me. How powerful was this guy exactly? Part of me feared that he would find her at least and hurt her, but I told myself I couldn't think like that. If something were to happen I would deal with it then.

I also told Bella more about myself, and what it was like to grow up with Alice and Emmett. I noticed the envy in her eyes as I told her of scrapes and bruises, and my family ties. I wanted to stop, I didn't want her to have to feel that, but she pressed me for more stories and I couldn't help but oblige.

Bella also asked more about Rosalie, and I told her about when I had first met her. We had been in high school and she had a huge crush on me. Eventually she had met Emmett and fell madly in love with him, so that crush was quickly squashed.

"I used to tell Rose that I never in my life wanted to be in a relationship. She used to tell me we could have kids and how beautiful they would be. I always knew that was the one thing she wanted, but I never ever wanted kids…well until you that is," Bella stared at me as though she didn't believe me but I continued on.

"Really though, before you even showed up on my door step. After that night together, ALL I could think about was you. I thought about what it would be like to marry you, have kids, grow old…" my voice trailed off as I watched Bella blush as she stared down into her lap.

"Anyway, I think Rosalie is just jealous. Like I said, she's always wanted children, and the fact that now I, someone who told her I would rather gouge my eyes out than have a kid, is now having a child with you…which to her is random, just makes her jealous. Don't get me wrong, I know she's entirely in love with Emmett, but she likes everything to be about her. So she figured if I didn't want that kind of relationship with her I wouldn't want it with anyone." I listened to myself babble, and quickly shut my mouth as I stared at Bella.

It felt like minutes passed before Bella finally looked up at me, "It's understandable…" she begin, and I wanted to argue with her, thinking that she was talking about Rosalie's behavior.

"I mean I would be jealous too…" her voice was soft, and I stared wide eyed at her. She wanted me to herself! I didn't know what to say in response, afraid anything might set her off to leave.

"I'm so scared, Edward. I'm scared of Chris, I'm scared for the baby…I'm scared to feel this attached and safe and just close to you! I'm never this vulnerable, but with you I am. With this baby I am. And now I'm not just putting my own life at risk, but so many others…" tears were rolling down her face as she spoke.

"I wish I could take your fear away," I admitted, not sure of what else to tell her. I wrapped her in my arms tightly, as she clung to me.

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Bella was exhausted and fell asleep quickly after our long talk, and I had carried her to our bed kissing her stomach softly before leaving the room. I turned my laptop on quickly and stared off as I waited for it to load. I wondered if I would be able to find out anything about Chris on the internet, and I thought immediately how panicked Bella would be if she knew. I vowed to myself not to let her find out as I punched in the name in the search engine.

Chris Thompson.

Somehow Bella had let his full name slip, and I scrolled down as I looked for something that seemed, well, anything like what Bella had described. I found nothing, and wondered if maybe that wasn't his real name just in case Bella had ever decided to go to the police.

I scrolled back to the top where I typed in Bella's name. A slew of things came up, and I froze briefly as I stared through the articles. I found even more horror stories about her, and even found a picture of the house where her step father and sister had been killed.

"Edward," a tiny voice said suddenly, causing me to jump and slam my laptop. I looked up to find Bella staring at me quizzically as I clutched my chest in my hands.

"You scared me," I admitted, panting pretty heavily.

"What are you doing?" she asked, probably wondering why I was acting like I had just been caught doing something.

"Just catching up on some work," I lied, as she furrowed her brows, "I guess I got caught up, and you startled me." She didn't seem entirely convinced but shook her head.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" I asked, her nap hadn't been more than forty five minutes and I knew she was tired by the dark circles under her eyes.

"I got sick and then I couldn't….I couldn't sleep without you there." I smiled crookedly at her, as she stared at me guiltily as if she had just admitted to breaking a dish.

"I'll come hold you," I said, setting the laptop on the table as I headed towards Bella. She sheepishly followed me as we both wrapped ourselves in one another and fell asleep.

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BPOV

I knew Edward was keeping something from me when I walked into the living room. His face went completely pale, and I wondered what he had been doing. He had said he was doing work, but I knew by the look in his eyes that he had been doing something else.

I tried my hardest not to fall asleep once in Edward's arms, and as soon as I heard his soft snoring began I shrugged out of his embrace and walked out to the laptop. I stared at it as if it had offended me, and wondered if I should open it or not.

What would be the worst thing I could find? Porn? His work? I sat down on the couch as I brought the offensive item into my lap.

I heard a creak, and flipped around, expecting to find Edward there, angry with me for invading his privacy, but realized quickly it was the neighbors door closing. I sighed, as I closed my eyes and threw open the screen.

I shook my leg anxiously as I waited for the damned thing to load. It seemed to take hours, and I kept glancing at the bedroom door every ten seconds, afraid Edward would waltz out knowing what I was doing.

Finally the computer loaded and the page popped up that Edward had just been viewing. I stared shocked at the picture of my house. The house that I hadn't seen since Angela and Phil's death. Why was Edward looking at this? Oh God, what if he was working for Chris? What if I was falling for someone who was just going to take me back to my captor? Oh crap, and I had just told him almost everything. EVERYTHING. Chris would surely have my head for that.

I heard the bed creak, and shut the laptop quickly, jumping off the couch and rushing into the kitchen. I started grabbing items out of the fridge to cook as Edward walked out.

"I thought you were tired," he asked, worried. I stared at his beautiful face, and I wanted to believe he was a good guy with everything in me, but I knew he had to have been hired by Chris. Getting away from him wouldn't be easy now.

"Yea, I am, I just got hungry," I said, nodding towards the contents on the counter. Edward came up and wrapped his arms around me, and I tried my hardest not to break into tears as the already familiar feeling of security tried to wash over me.

"You should've told me, I would take you out. You don't have to cook," he said as he nibbled my ear, but I just continued on with what I was doing without another word. I would never be allowed a happy ending.

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Eh slightly shorter than the rest but oh well. Next chapter goes to beta for sure.

Of course on my day off all I wanted to do was sit here and READ fics, but I know you all want me to update.

Also lets start the voting, do you want the baby to be a boy or a girl?

Btw do you guys mind my….jumping around? Sometimes I feel bad, but I feel it's necessary.