A/N:: sorry if this chapter is kind of soppy… I'm watching P.S I Love You… secretly I'm a sucker for soppy movies :S XD
We are at dinner.
I am actually eating dinner.
The first proper dinner I have eaten for more than three hundred years!
But I have still had to drink blood.
And that, I hate!
Well… I don't hate that its Spencer's blood I have been drinking.
She wanted me to.
I didn't.
Damn! This is all been so confusing!
I don't even know why I am almost human around her.
But I love it.
And I love her
I think.
Well, I'm almost sure I do.
But what if she doesn't love me back.
What the hell do I do then?
"So what are you going to order? I am so paying for this!"
"Spence, you don't have to!"
"No, I want to. I umm… I love you."
She said it so quietly, I didn't think she said anything.
"What?"
"I umm… I said I umm… I love you."
I smiled.
Do I say it back to her?
I don't know if I feel the same.
Well I think I do.
But what if I say it and I don't mean it.
She looked down.
I can't tell whether she is disappointed or hurt.
She looked up, her eyes were starting to tear but she was trying to blink them away.
"Spence." I said quietly.
She looked straight into my eyes, searching them.
I think I know.
That look changed something inside me.
Made me feel something I can't quite describe.
I never want to be the one to put that look in her eyes again
I will kill whoever does!
"Spencer," I took her hand in mine and rubbed her knuckles with my thumb. "I love you too."
I brought her hand up to my hands and placed a soft kiss onto her knuckles.
She just smiled at me.
**
She is walking along the beach.
I can see her from the pier.
She just walked under it and I jumped over the edge and landed softly behind her.
Hey, I never said anything about not having some special kind of 'abilities' or whatever.
I walked along behind her for a little while and just breathe in the glorious smell that is the woman I love.
"That is starting to get creepy Bond." She turned around and wrapped her arms around my neck.
"I'm not as good as that as I used to be."
"No, its just you do it too much now. I always know when you are near me some how."
"Hmm…" I kissed her. "What time do your parents get into town?"
"Five thirty." She kissed me.
"Then I need to go home and sleep for a little while."
Its only early morning, but I haven't slept in a while.
I have been too happy to sleep
"Oh, ok."
"Well you could always come back to the loft with me and I don't know, watch TV or whatever."
"I think I will go to the store first and get some stuff to actually make it look like you eat normally!" she laughed.
"Do you want me to come with you?"
"How long have you been out in the sun?"
"A little more than an hour."
I lied. I have been out for going on two hours. Just watching her walking around.
I am starting to sound like a stalker now.
"Then I guess you can come with me." she grinned.
"Make it sound like I'm forcing myself on you why don't you Spencer!"
"Aww! Come here baby!"
She pulled me into a tight hug and still managed to kiss me.
"Damn I love you Spence!" I whispered into her neck.
"I love you too Ash."
"I was wondering, if maybe you would consider moving in with me? I love having you around and I want to be able to wake up next to you every single morning."
"I would love to Ash."
I kissed her hard and let her tongue slide into my mouth after she brushed it along my bottom lip.
"ASHLEY?"
"Shit!" I mumbled as Spencer and I broke apart.
I heard her sigh as Kyla wrapped her arms around my neck
"Oh my gosh! I haven't seen you in ages!"
"It was like two months Kyla. Actually, I don't think it was even that long."
"Right, right." She turned to Spencer. "Hi I'm Kyla."
She hugged Spencer.
"I know, we met."
"Oh yeah, that's right! Sorry."
"No, it's fine."
"Ky, what are you doing on the beach so early?"
"Well I was walking along the sidewalk, but then I saw someone who looked suspiciously like well… you stalking someone and I thought the worse. And then I saw you two kissing and I-,"
"And you just had to come and interrupt."
"Well yeah, since you never told us you were gay, I had to make sure."
"Kyla you are really retarded sometimes."
"I know." She smiled and flicked her hair back.
Spencer just grinned at me and I laughed.
"Why are you even awake now?"
"Kyla! You are not my mother! Technically, I'm yours, so can you just piss off please!"
"That's no way to talk to your grand daughter, no matter how many greats you put in front of it."
"Spence, Ky and I are more like sisters, in a weird sort of way."
"It's true Spence."
She laughed.
"Well if you don't mind Kyla, I need to snatch Ashley away because we have some where to be."
"Ok well I will see you guys later then."
A,N:: next chapter will be spencers parents visit…
What do you guys think is going to happen?
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