"She's crashing! Hand me the paddles!"

"Charging."

"Clear!"

I watched as Spencer's body jumped off the bed.

Tears are streaming down my face.

Kyla is stood next to me trying to comfort me.

But what comfort can she give me.

She isn't Spencer

Spencer's in there.

Dying.

"Charge again! Clear"

I pressed my head against the glass and watched her slip away.

"I love you Spence."

I whispered as the doctor told the nurses to push some drug.

"Clear! How long has she been down?"

"Almost an hour Dr. Harris."

"TRY AGAIN!" I screamed.

They all turned around and looked at me.

Doctor Harris nodded to the nurse by the crash cart.

"Charging"

"Clear."

Fuck!

"Time of death, 16:34. Inform her family."

I fell on the floor and cried.

"Ash, come on. Get up. Look its Spencer's family."

Spencer.

"Ashley what happened to her?"

Her.

Spencer

"Uh, Mr, Mrs C, I think we should go take a seat. Come on Ash."

C.

Carlin.

Spencer.

Kyla dragged me to the waiting room.

I curled up in a chair and pulled my knees to my chest

"Kyla?"

"Something happened the other night."

"I did something the other night or well day. Spence and I were going to tell you what I am about to but we couldn't find the right time."

"Just tell us Ashley"

Mr C said softly.

Spencer.

"I am a vampire. She said that you would be ok with it because you knew some in Ohio?"

"That depends. Do you kill humans?"

Mrs C asked.

Her blue eyes went through me like knives

Her eyes are so similar to Spencer's.

Spencer!

"Not since I met Spencer. I don't want to. I didn't want to before. I hardly ever did before, but it was like only one a week or less I swear!"

"What did you eat the rest of the time?"

"I drank blood from packets from the blood bank."

"Right. So what happened to Spencer?"

Spencer.

Damn.

"Well about a week ago Kyla got taken by some old friends of mine. I went after her and well, they caught me and left me to die. Spencer came after me and it was too late. I had already gone feral."

Kyla looks shocked

I forgot to tell her this.

"She came and I fell from the hooks I was hanging on. I tried to stop myself I swear I did! But she cut her hand open for me. And then she offered me her neck. I'm so sorry Mr and Mrs C, I couldn't stop. I..."

"Ashley. If she willingly let you drink her blood and if she knew what the risks are then it isn't your fault." Paula said softly.

"But she's dead because of what I did!"

"She's dead?" Mr C asked.

All I could do was nod.

"Well she finally stopped disgracing our family." Paula spat.

"What do you mean?"

"Come on dear, you must have known she was gay! She didn't hide it very well."

"Yeah I did know she was gay. We uh, we were together."

"It's ok Ash." Mr C said as he hugged me.

"Arthur, deal with the paperwork and let's go home."

She turned and left.

How could someone be so cold?

Her daughter just died!

I pulled away from Arthur.

His eyes were full of tears.

"Ashley, we might be able to bring her back. I know some people. How about I come to your loft tonight and we will talk about this."

"How do I know this isn't a set up for you to kill me?"

I tried to make it sound like a joke.

But I was scared.

I want Spencer back.

"Because I want my daughter back Ashley. And I think you two make a really amazing couple."

"Thank you sir."

"Please Ash, call me Arthur. It's not like you aren't older than me!" he laughed "I should call you Ms Davies!"

"Ugh! Don't! You make me feel old!"

"See you later Ash."

He walked out of the room and to the nurse's station to sign some papers.

I walked back to Spencer's room.

She was still led on the bed.

She looked so peaceful.

I kissed her forehead and whispered 'I'm sorry'

I really hope we can bring her back.

And even if this is a set up tonight,

I guess I deserve it.

A/N:: uh, I'm sorry guys… I had to kill Spencer.

My laptop is fixed and I will be getting you updates as often as I can… I have a lot of school work to do.

Uh,

Sparyleathers08… you are amazing! :P

Coachkimm… you rock!

Uh… and the rest of my reviewers 3