"Spencer?"
I whispered.
"Come on baby. Do it again."
Her heart beat again.
"Now just breathe baby. Come on."
Her heart is beating regularly now.
If she doesn't breathe soon, her heart will just die.
I kept my eyes on her stomach, waiting for the rise and then the fall.
I waited for what seemed like my life time.
Until it happened.
She breathed!
"Wake up baby. Come one. Open your eyes for me."
I grabbed onto her hand and led with my head on a pillow.
I watched and waited.
**
I woke up staring into deep blue eyes.
"Spence?"
"Hey."
"Hey."
She smiled.
I leaned in and kissed her.
"I missed you."
"I missed you too baby. But I can't do this anymore."
"What? Spence please."
"I'm sorry Ash. I love you but I am just too scared now."
"Spence, please just give me another chance."
"Ash, you are pathetic."
She got up and walked out of the loft.
**
I didn't want to open my eyes.
I didn't want that nightmare to be true.
I heard her take a deep breath beside me.
Well at least she is still here.
I noticed that I was still holding onto her hand.
No
She was holding onto mine.
My eyes shot open as she squeezed.
I looked over at her and she was still sleeping.
If you can even call it sleeping.
"Ash?"
Her eyes fluttered open.
"Spence? I'm here."
"Where am I?"
"You are led in our bed. In my… our loft."
"Good."
She turned her head and looked at me.
"Thank you."
"What for?"
"Waking up."
"What's wrong Ash?"
"You aren't going to leave me are you?"
"Never Ashley. Why would you even think that?"
"I had a dream."
"A dream is a dream baby. They are made up of fears and thoughts. But if you don't kiss me soon I can't promise anything."
I laughed but didn't hesitate to kiss her.
"So how long was I dead for?"
"A week! I swear Spence, if you didn't wake up I don't know what I would have done."
"What happened while I was, dead?"
"Well nothing really. I mean your mom still thinks you are dead. Your dad and your brothers both know you are gay and well I guess the rest of the world still thinks you are dead."
"Right. Ok."
"Let's move."
"Why?"
"Well we don't have to but I mean I just thought it would be a little awkward for you living round here now everyone thinks you are dead."
"And where did you have in mind?"
"I don't know. I lived in a little town about 200 years ago. It was like in a huge clearing in a forest."
"It sounds nice. Let's go there."
She kissed me.
"You need to take it easy for a bit Spence."
"Really."
"Yeah Spence."
"Why?"
She pouted
She looks so sexy and amazing right now!
"Because, I don't want you to end up like you were yesterday."
"What, dead?"
"Yeah. I love you too much to do that to you again."
"Fine. How long do I have to wait?"
"A few days?"
"Fine. So when do you want to get married?"
"Whenever you want to Spence."
"Next week."
"Ok."
I smiled and kissed her.
"And then we will move just after."
"Alright. When are we going to tell my mom I'm alive?"
"I have no idea. Which reminds me, I'm going to go call your dad. You need to get some rest and I will be back in about an hour."
I kissed her again before I picked up my cell and rang Mr C.
It seems that everything is right with my world.
For now.
AN:: Ok, so I personally don't like this chapter.
I don't know why, but I don't like it.
I have a vague idea what I want to do with this story, but I don't know whether you guys will stick by it or not :S…
I guess I will have to write it and see :S
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