I don't know what to do about it.

I don't want the world to be at war with the supernatural world.

But I don't want to become ruler of it.

Well I do

But I don't want or need that right now.

I'm just starting to get my life sorted out.

I don't know how I am going to talk to Spencer about it

I don't know how I can tell Aiden no.

But,

If I say no,

Spencer will die eventually.

And it won't be of old age

She stirred beside me.

"I thought you were going to sleep." Her voice laced with sleep and her eyes were barley open.

I kissed her forehead and whispered, "I love you."

"I love you too Ash. Do you want to talk about last night?"

She sat up and faced me.

"It was Aiden last night. He wants me to go off and kill Madison with him so a war doesn't break out."

"Between who?"

"Anything and everything supernatural, and humans."

"But what has Madison got to do with any of this?"

"At the moment, she is the 'Queen' of them all." She looked at me quizzically. I sighed, "a while ago, we got into some deep shit and were all in really bad places in our lives. Now, that has come back to bite me in the butt."

"Well, do you want to go and kill her?"

"After what she did to me, yes."

"Wait! It was her that did that to you!"

"Yeah."

"If you don't go kill her Ash, I will!"

"Spence, she would flatten you with one look. But she wouldn't, she would mess with you first to get to me. Cos that's the type of bitch she is."

"Ash,"

"Spence, if I go and face her, I will probably die. Or get really badly hurt. And I will have to leave you. I don't want to leave you right now!"

I felt tears fill my eyes but I was determined not to let them fall.

She pulled me into a hug and started rocking us backwards and forwards.

"I don't want you to go either Ash. But, you have to. You need to go and stand up to her. I will come with you! Yeah, and I will do what ever I can to help!"

"Spence, you couldn't come with us. It just wouldn't work."

"Sure it would!"

"Spence, if I go, you have to stay here." She sighed as I pulled away from her.

"Fine. But you have to call me every day."

"If I can, you know I will. Wait, what if it's a trap? What if they are getting me back there so they can kill me!"

"Well you can run faster than either of them right? So you just run."

"Aiden is coming tonight do I give him my answer then."

"Go Ash. You know you need to. And I will be right here waiting for you when you get back."

"I don't want to."

"I know you don't. Come on, let's get more sleep before that bastard comes later."

Once again, I put my arm over her stomach and my head in her neck, kissed her cheek and fell asleep.

This is going to be hard.

Ok I know I said Wednesday.

But I had someone begging me all night…

Now my mum is going to kill me

So I will see you guys on Friday?

Maybe Saturday :S