"Aiden, come back tomorrow night. I can't deal with both of you right now."
He left without even saying goodbye.
"Spencer, I don't want to turn you, and I'm sure as hell not letting Aiden do it."
"Ash," she stepped towards me again and I took another step backwards, bumping into the kitchen counter.
"Spence, how can you want to be a monster?"
"You aren't a monster Ash! You are one of the kindest, most caring people I have ever met! And given everything you have been through, it's kind of a miracle"
"Do you really want to watch everyone around you die? Have kids and then watch them die? Watch everyone you have ever cared for or loved, die? Do you really want to be senseless for the rest of your life, only ever tasting blood?"
"I was dead inside until I met you Ash. We can be together for a long time and not worry about me getting old and how other people will see us. Ashley I love you and I want you to do this to me. I want to do this for you."
"Spence,"
She stepped into me again and kissed me softly.
"Will it hurt?"
"It might." I whispered and kissed her again. "Are you sure you have thought about this Spence?"
"I have been thinking about it since I was in hospital."
"What about your family?"
"They can live with it. Plus, they don't ever have to find out."
"Don't you think they will notice when they are old and grey and your brothers have got wrinkles, that you don't have any?"
"We will deal with that when it happens. I know you don't want to do this Ash, but would you rather I stayed here as a weak human and died, rather than fighting beside you and surviving?"
"Of course I would prefer that." I rested my forehead on hers. "I just wish there was another way."
"Well there isn't."
"If I don't stop at exactly the right time Spence, you die."
"You have done it twice before, I trust you." She kissed me again, her tongue pushing its way into my mouth.
"I love you Spence." My fangs grew and my eyes turned hollow and black.
"I love you too baby."
She kissed me again and ran her tongue over my fangs.
I kissed down her neck slowly, secretly trying to find her vein and waste more time while doing it. Time so she will change her mind.
I found it and pulled back, staring straight into her eyes.
"I'm sure Ash." She whispered.
I pulled her into me, my hands on her waist and my mouth on her neck. I found her pulse point and sunk my teeth in slowly.
She gasped and I wanted nothing more than to just let her go.
But I held onto her, wrapping my hands around her back as she started to get weak.
I tasted the change in her blood, telling me that I needed to stop soon. It's a change you don't notice unless you are trying to change someone or kill them.
I hate that taste.
I slowly lowered her onto the cold tiled floor as I tore myself off of her.
Quickly, I bit into my own veins so the blood was pouring out of my wrist.
I lowered it to her slightly open mouth. She didn't respond. Shit I killed her!
"Spence, baby, come on. Drink this." I ran my other hand through her hair as her eyes seemed to come back into focus.
She slowly started sucking on my wrist until I had to take it away because I was starting to get dizzy.
She lay motionless on the kitchen floor.
Gently, I picked her up and carried her to our bed.
"Come on baby, you can do this." I kept whispering.
AN:: so I'm trying to keep these chapters short so I am inspired to write more…
Idk if it's working yet or not… but w/e
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