Sorry for making you wait for such a long time but I´ve been extremely busy. Thanks again for your lovely feedback, I really appreciate the reviews. I´ve decided to change the POVs every now and then but I´ll mainly stick to Lizzys POV. In this chapter Dean and Lizzy will finally have their talk and believe me it´s going to be emotional. So you better get a box of tissues..hehe. Once again I would love to hear your thoughts on this chapter. By the way do you want Lizzy to go back to Dean in the next chapter or after the baby is born? xxLois87

Lizzys POV...

We walked in silence for a couple of minutes until we reached the Impala. Dean opened the passengers door and motioned for me to get in. I sat down and took a deep breath, this conversation was going to be tough on both of us.

"What is this about?" Was all I could come up with. Great job Liz, could you have come up with something even more stupid, I thought.

"Are you friggin serious? You know damn well what this is about! It´s about you lying to me and ditching me to play house with your backstreet boy. I never thought you would do something like this to me but I guess I was wrong." He paused for a moment to gain composure. "I want the truth Lizzy, I think I deserve to know."

I knew that the truth he demanded included wether the baby was his or not. Crap, crap, crap. What am I going to say? All I wanted to do was to get out of the car and run away but that was kind of difficult to do in my current situation.

"You want the truth?" I paused and looked at him briefly. "I wanted to get out. Get out of the hunting business. I´m sick and tired of spending my life on the road hunting down demons, vampires and god knows what. I knew that you were and still are in no position to quit hunting, especially with Lilith attempting to free Lucifer but to be honest I wasn´t even sure that you would stop hunting if you weren´t under the circumstances you´re in now." Tears started dwelling up in my eyes and I had to fight hard to hold them back. "Look at the life I´m living now. I live in a nice home, have a normal Job and am engaged to a guy who would do anything for me and this baby. You know, I haven´t even met this little fella but I already love him so much that I would do whatever it takes to offer him the life I never had. A normal life without hunting." My hands were resting on my tummy and a small smile crept upon my lips as I felt my little boy kicking. I looked into Deans eyes that were filled with mixed emotions. "Tell me Dean, if it wasn´t for Lilith would you have stopped hunting if I had asked you to? Would you have given it all up to live a normal life with me?" My eyes never left his as I waited for his answer. After a minute of silence, I opened the door and got out of the car. "Goodbye Dean." I said before I shut the door behind me, leaving him behind. I walked back to the house without looking back. Tears were streaming down my face.

General POV...

The passengers door slammed shut and Dean watched the woman he loved walk away. "Yes, I would have. Goodbye, Lizzy." He said before revving the engine up and speeding back to the motel. He felt like his heart broke all over again, just like it had when she first left. Although she hadn´t said that it was his baby, he was certain that it was. Something, call it instinct, told him that the little boy growing inside her was his son.

You were and are in no position to quit hunting especially with Lilith attempting to free Lucifer. Her words replayed in his mind over and over again and he knew that she was right. He broke the first seal and set everything in motion and it was up to him to clean up the mess. All he could do for now was to hope that one day she would take him back and that he could be the kind of Dad his son deserved.

Lizzys POV...

I entered the house to find Zachariah waiting for me in the Lobby. I wiped my tears away and glared at him. "If you don´t want me to rip you into pieces you better vanish into thin air, RIGHT NOW!" I hissed through gritted teeth. He just chuckled at my threat which made me even more furious than I already was.

"I was told that hormones make pregnant human women more feisty and I see that wasn´t a lie."

"What do you want Zachariah?" I retorted with audible annoyance.

"You did good back there with Dean. I´m certain it must have been hard but you.." He broke off when I interrupted him.

"How can you be certain? How would you know what it feels like to be in my position right now? You angels are emotionless and have no damn idea what it´s like to be human! What are you going to do? Hug me and tell me everything´s going to be alright? I´m sorry pal, just because you might have seen that in some shitty soap opera on angel TV about humans doesn´t mean that it works in real life, too! Just tell my why you really came here and leave, if you know what´s good for you!"

The smirk on his face vanished and he seemed to take me more serious now. "Well, if that´s what you want." He paused for a moment. "The spirit the Winchesters are dealing with is connected to them and I need you to call in sick for work. Just for a couple of days though until the spirit´s been taken care of. The spirit is after the Winchesters and if it knows about your relationship to them it will most likely come after you and we can´t risk that chance."

Although I hated to admit it, he was right. If that ghost was after the boys it would come after me aswell once it would find out about my connection to them.

"Okay." I agreed and with that he vanished.

Sams POV...

I was sitting on my bed doing some research on the spirit when I heard someone unlock the door. Dean entered the room and slammed the door shut. I could tell that he was in a seriously bad mood and I didn´t blame him.

"Hey Dean." I greeted him but he just glared at me and retreated into the bathroom.

He came out 10 minutes later, ready for bed. If there´s something that Dean really hates than it´s talking about his emotions. I remember what he was like when Dad died. He kept all the emotions to himself and was basically a ticking time bomb. When he did finally burst, he trashed his beloved Impala and that was definetely something I didn´t want to witness again. I had no other choice but to get him talking.

"Dean, you´ve got to talk about it."

"No, I don´t."

"You do. Remember what happened last time? When Dad died and you kept all your emotions to yourself? Cmon man, I´m your brother." I pleaded and it seemed to have an effect.

"Alright Dr Phil, just stop bugging me after that. The reason she broke up with me was because she wanted a normal life and she knew that I couldn´t quit hunting because of Lilith and the seals."

"What about the baby? Is it yours?"

"She didn´t exactly answer that but something in my gut tells me it´s mine. I haven´t been so sure about anything like that before." He paused and took a deep breath. "Sammy, I´m going to be a Dad. I´m going to have a son." A sad smile appeared on his face.

"And you just left without her knowing that you know?" I asked in disbelief.

"What was I supposed to do? She has a point you know, I´m in no position to quit hunting and I sure don´t want my boy to grew up the way we did. Besides, she´s living a good life now and even though I hate to admit, Jason seems like a good guy. I mean, what have I got to offer? He has a home and a good normal job, Sam. We live in crappy motel rooms and live off credit card scams, not exactly what a childhood should be made of."

I felt sorry for Dean because I knew how much he loved Lizzy and if the circumstances were different she would have been the one. The one for whom he would have settled down to live a normal life without hunting. For once in his life he let his vulnerable side surface.

"I´m going to sleep now." He said and slipped under his bed covers. I switched off the lights and went to sleep aswell.

Lizzys POV...

The next morning I called in sick for work after explaining everything to Jason. He insisted on staying at home first but I managed to convince him that I would be alright. There was no way in hell, a ghost or a demon could enter the house anyways and he eventually agreed and left for work.

I walked through the house and ended up in the nursery. Jason had painted the walls blue and set up most of the furniture. The shelves were already filled with toys and there were bags full of clothes and other baby stuff next to the crib that just waited to be unpacked. Since I had time on my hands, I decided to take care of that now.

Jason and me had bought all the stuff once we found out about the childs sex. To be honest we had no idea what most of the stuff was needed for but we bought it anyway. "You never know when you might need it even though you don´t know yet what it´s for." Jason would say. I chuckled at that memory.

That chuckle stopped when I got to the bag that contained the stuff I had gotten from this amaizing new shop in town that sold all kinds of baby bandshirts and merchandise. I had bought a couple of AC/DC, Led Zeppelin and Metallica shirts there, along with a miniature Impala and tiny Converse chucks.

"You´re going to be just as awesome as your Daddy. You´ll have to wait some time until you can meet him but it´s going to be worth the waiting. He´s going to teach you how to use the famous Winchester charm and lots of other things I probably won´t approve of but he´ll love you just as much as I do and he´s going to be the best Daddy ever." I said as I gently touched my bump. The little fella kicked in response and I heard my tummy rumble.

"Hungry, huh? I sure could use some pie." I smiled and headed to the kitchen.

Before I could take the first bite, I heard my cellphone ring. Could be important, I thought and went to get it. I checked the Caller ID, it was.....

Cliffhanger! Big suprise there..hehe.. xxLois87