Truth And Deception

(Chapter Thirteen: Three Steps Forward)

It had now been right at six months since her transplant surgery and Olivia was leaving her doctor's office with yet another clean check up. Six months with no sign of Leukemia. She climbed into the back seat of a cab and went across town to meet Elliot and Cragen for lunch to celebrate her great news.

Over the last six months she and Donald Cragen had made it a point to meet every Saturday for brunch and small talk just to get to know each other better. They were closer now than they had ever been, but sometimes Olivia still had a little trouble believing he was her father.

At work they had the same relationship they had always shared. This was important to Olivia. She wanted everything that had happened over the last six months to change her life as little as possible. Infact only their close friends even knew that Cragen was her father and what her medical leave was really for.

But all of that was behind them now and it was finally time for them to move forward with their lives together. Olivia took a seat at the table next to her husband and across from her father. It was nice she thought, to be sitting here at a family meal with the two most important men in her life. To finally have some sort of family.

She sat leaned in against Elliot in the booth as he kept staring down at her and softly kissing her temple. Cragen was talking about something that was going on at work and it took everything Olivia had inside her to focus on his words. Her mind was somewhere else. She shifted her eyes up to meet Elliot's and smiled.

"So what is going on with you two?" Cragen asked. "I mean aside form this wonderful news from the doctors."

Olivia smiled at Elliot once more then turned to look at Cragen across the table. "Well," she began, "Elliot and I have decided to try and have a baby."

Cragen almost spit his drink across the table. That was not exactly the kind of answer he had expected from her.

"Really? That is great."

"Don't worry, I'm not pregnant. Not yet anyway. But I talked to my doctor about it and he suggested I wait six months after the surgery just to be safe. It has now been six months. We talked about it and agreed that if this check up had good results we wanted to start trying."

"Wow. I'm going to be a grandfather."

Olivia laughed and looked at Elliot.

"Yeah, hopefully someday," Elliot answered.

"Someday soon if we're lucky," Olivia replied.

"But some people try for months, even years before they get pregnant. We're hoping it doesn't take that long," Elliot said.

"The doctors said this is okay?" Cragen asked her.

"Yes. He said it should be fine. They will monitor me of course during an actual pregnancy, just to be on the safe side. But it should be okay."

"That is great news. I am so excited. For you guys and for myself. I am going to be a grandfather."

Elliot kissed the top of her head and held her close to him.

That night as Olivia stood in their bathroom getting ready for bed, Elliot sat across the room and watched her. He stood up and walked over to the doorframe and leaned against it to talk to her.

"Are you serious about this baby thing?"

Olivia turned and looked at him as her eyes widened. She sat her hair brush back onto the counter and stared down for a moment before looking up at him through the mirror.

"You don't want to have a baby?"

"I do. Of course, I do. But, right now?"

She turned around and looked at him as she sat on the bathroom counter.

"What is wrong with now?"

"Nothing, I guess. I just didn't realize that you meant now. I just assumed you meant later down the road. Until today with Cragen that is."

"Oh, El. I…I thought that we had agreed after the six months the doctor said to wait. I assumed the look you gave me was like a go ahead, so I told him. I didn't realize that you and I weren't even on the same page with this. I just really want to start trying soon….now."

"Honey, I want kids with you. I just kind of thought we could have a little time for us first. We haven't even been married a year, yet. And you were sick through part of that." he cupped his hand against the side of her face. "I just want some time to be with my wife before we have babies. Time to take you on a real honeymoon and create out dreams together so that we can make them come true."

"This is my dream, El. And I want it with you."

Elliot kissed her softly. "You really don't want to wait?"

"Elliot, if there is one thing that I have learned from this leukemia thing it is to never take one day for granted. I want a baby with you. And if we keep putting that off and waiting, it may never happen."

"It will happen. I promise. If this is what you want, then we can start trying to get pregnant immediately, now, tonight."

Olivia laughed.

"All I know is that I love you," Elliot began, "and I want to spend every second of my life on this earth making you happy. And we can still plan a little vacation getaway, honeymoon thing."

"I have only been back to work for two months."

"Yes, but we both have days. Even if it is just a week to sneak off alone together somewhere. I think we need this," he said slipping his hand into hers. "So you think of a place you would like to go. And we'll just take the time and go. Who knows we may even get pregnant in some exotic place."

Olivia laughed again.

"I don't want you to feel like you have to do this now. If you are not ready yet, we can wait to have a baby."

"I'm ready, Liv."

"Really?"

"Yes."

"Good," she said with a smile as she kissed him and slid off the counter walking to the bedroom and returning with her purse. She pulled out her package of birth control pills and picked up the trash can tossing them into it. She walked back to Elliot and wrapped her arms around his waist as she gazed up into his eyes. "Now we have officially started trying to have a baby."

Elliot kissed her softly and slipped his hands under her gown pushing it up her thighs. "Not officially," he said with a sly smile as he sent her panties crashing to the ground between her feet. "But we can take care of that right now."

She giggled as he began to kiss and nip at the tender flesh behind her ear and smooth his hands over her body under her gown. He lifted her to sit on the counter once more and leaned her back against the mirror to kiss her.

Elliot pulled her hips toward him and gently spread her knees with one hand as he smoothed the other up the inside of her thigh and stopped just before…. Olivia panted and stared at him with a look that seemed to beg for more as she whimpered and groaned just a little.

"Is something wrong?" She finally managed to form the words.

"No."

He cupped his hands and placed them under her ass jerking her forward and all the way against him this time. She sighed and panted again as she felt his erection against her thigh through his jeans.

Olivia smiled and laughed seductively as she leaned forward to kiss him. While she occupied his mouth with hers, her hands moved South to unzip his jeans. Now the only thing between her body and his was the thin material of his boxer shorts. She bit her bottom lip in anticipation as she slipped her hand under the waist band of his boxers and ran her fingertips the full length of his hard shaft.

Elliot moaned and trembled a little as he stared into her bedroom eyes. He pulled her hips into him grinding his cock against her through his boxers. She groaned a little and kissed hungrily at his mouth as her fingers fumbled to pull away the material obstruction blocking his entrance to her body.

"Not yet," Elliot whispered against her lips and he lowered her hand back to the counter. Olivia looked at him with her eyes glazed over in want and lust.

Elliot kissed her and gently leaned her back against the mirror once more. Olivia ran her fingers down his bare chest as he moved back from her and pulled her hips to the edge of the counter. He moved his hand slowly under her gown again and all the way up her thigh. This time his fingers twitching at her entrance.

Olivia moaned softly and placed her hand against the mirror for support as her husband slipped two finger inside her body. She arched her back to lean into his hand and moaned as he moved inside her. Elliot moved his free hand to the small of her back and began to kiss her abdomen above the satin night gown.

Before long he had kissed his way down her body and up the inside of her thigh. He knelt to the bathroom floor as he raised one of her legs to rest on his shoulder and pushed the other one outward with his hand as he moved his mouth against her. A soft but hungry moan escaped her lips as Elliot flicked his tongue over her clit then moved it inside her.

Olivia felt as if she would melt. She grasped at the counter and smeared her hand against the mirror then finally settled for clawing at his shoulder. She gasped and moaned through a strong orgasm as Elliot felt her warmth against his mouth. He placed a small wet kiss against the inside of her thigh and Olivia laughed at the smacking sound it made. She moved her fingers across the top of his head as he stared up at her from the floor.

She reached out pulling him to her as he stood back up. She pressed her body to his feeling his readiness for her as she stared into his eyes. She crashed her mouth against his and kissed him wildly, moaning as if begging for him to finish her off.

Olivia stared deep into his eyes as she pushed down his boxer shorts and slid them to the floor with her feet. She moved her hand slowly up and down his erect penis as she stared into his eyes. Finally Elliot took the hint.

He slid his hand under her thigh raising it up and out to the side as he lined himself up with her entrance. For the first few seconds he teased her, brushing his hard cock against her opening and feeling her warm wetness, but pulling back without gaining entry. Olivia whined softly and clawed her fingernails into his forearm. He leaned in and kissed her as he entered her just a little then pulled out again. After about the third time of doing this, Elliot slid himself inside her with one ling smooth movement as Olivia moaned. A few soft thrusts and he pulled out again and stared into her eyes.

"You're killing me," she gasped whimpering at the loss of him.

He leaned forward and pushed slowly into her once more. Olivia pressed her nose against the side of his neck as he continued moving inside of her for a few minutes. Elliot slowed down to kiss her and then stopped completely as he stared into her eyes. He turned his head and looked at the bed in the other room.

"El?" She gasped.

"Do you want to stay here or move into the bedroom?"

Olivia contemplated the scenario for a few minutes as she stared at the big inviting bed. She shook her head and looked back at Elliot as she leaned in and kissed him.

"I like what I have right here," she said with a mischievous grin as she leaned back and placed her hand against the mirror and spreading her knees apart. This was her way of asking him to fuck her on the bathroom counter, rather than make love to her in the bed like they usually did.

Elliot smiled and leaned in to kiss her again. With one hand he lined himself up with her once more and pushed his way inside her. He stood straight up and raised her knees until one of them was on each side of him then began to thrust inside her. He started off slow then sped up, pushing deeper each time as she begged for more. Olivia moaned and clawed at his chest as he moved faster and harder inside of her.

After a while Elliot stood up and leaned in over her to stare into her eyes. He placed his hand against the mirror as he raised up just a bit and continued to move inside her. Olivia slipped her hands down to grasp his firm ass in her hands almost guiding his hips as he thrust into her. Elliot kept going until he could feel the strength of her orgasm in the tightening of her walls around him. He slowed down as she began to come down from her high and pulled out of her.

Olivia stared at him for a moment as he stepped out of his jeans. He put his hands under her hips raising her against his waist and carried her to the bedroom. Elliot laid her gently on her back on the bed and leaned in to kiss her softly.

"You are so wonderful," she cooed softly.

"Yeah?"

She nodded in agreement as she stared up at him and he kissed her tenderly. Elliot slipped his hands under her gown and raised it over her head. Olivia smiled at him.

"What? You thought I was finished? Not even close."

"Oh thank God," she gasped pulling him to her now naked body.

They made love for hours and hours. Him on her, her on him, then him on her again. Each time resting only moments before changing positions and starting all over again. When it had all started Olivia was keeping count of her orgasms, but after about four or five she completely lost track. They had to have set some sort of record, she thought to herself as she finally closed her eyes to try and get some sleep. She rested her head against Elliot's bare chest. Her nude body matching his curve for curve. Before long, they had both fallen asleep.