EMMETT'S P.O.V.

"They'll be fine. They're asleep now. I'll bring them some food tomorrow when they wake up," I said to myself. Once again, I broke into a run, away from the cubs, away from where I'd had my kiss with Bella.

The dirt around the trees gradually became sand. The sand castle the others had built earlier was becoming wholly visible quickly. As I neared it, I could see something far out in the water. I stood right where the dark water washed onto sand. At this hour, it gleamed with the light of the full moon, the very moon that had allowed me to see how beautiful and tempting Bella was.

The water levels swayed, causing the water to rise further along the sand. Two figures were now leaping high up in the air and aimed to land near me. Alice and Jasper.

"How was the catch?" I asked. Alice licked her lips; her clothes were stained with animal blood.

"I really needed it. I couldn't even control my mess. It was almost unbearable to stand next to Bella earlier."

"I know what you mean," I said, crossing my arms, looking at my shoulder.

"Oh, do you?" Alice asked.

"Mmhmm." I tried to reply casually.

"Explain," said Jasper. I looked at both of them. Both had their arms crossed, mirroring my stance, but unlike Alice, Jasper's head was tilted slightly back and he looked expectant, waiting to be amused. I sighed and rubbed my eyes, like I even needed to. It was such a human gesture.

"Fine. But don't tell Edward," I demanded. Alice
giggled.

"He's going to be busy, we won't be able to tell him." Jasper smirked. I had no idea what they were talking about so I brushed it off and continued what I had begun to say.

"I thought I was going to kill her."

Alice uncrossed her arms and gasped. Jasper was indifferent.

"What?" Alice nearly shouted. I proceeded to explain what had happened, of course leaving out the tension and the whole dazzling part.

"You need to be more careful…now I understand," Alice said to Jasper. Jasper nodded.

"See, now you don't have to worry about it anymore. Nothing happened." He hugged her tightly with one arm. My eyebrows knit together in puzzlement.

"What?" I asked.

"I had this vision…with you and Bella...Edward was really sad," she said. I became suddenly flushed with worry. Fuck! Does this mean he's going to find out about me and Bella kissing? I thought to myself.

"I told Alice that maybe the reason she saw him so sad was that you had...killed Bella." Jasper said the last two words slowly, as though it hurt him just to say it. Instead of me being offended, however, a flow of relief ran through me.

"Oh, Emmett. I'm sorry, I know you would never do anything like that," said Alice, coming over to me and hugging me tightly. "I bet I annoy you with how motherly I can get sometimes."

"Not as annoying as Rosalie can get. I can handle anything after dealing with her," I said jokingly. Alice was far from annoying, actually. I loved Alice; she was like that little annoying fairy I had once read from a child's book-cute, free spirited, and always in a magical mood.

Jasper closed his eyes and smiled, probably thinking of something funny.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked him Alice also turned to look at him with the question on her face. Jasper looked at me and smiled, baring me his teeth.

"Six months." Alice covered her mouth and tried to stifle her laughter.

"Six months?" I asked. "What is he talking about?" Alice continued to cover her mouth, shaking her head. Her short hair moved with her, gliding from side to side and highlighting her high cheekbones. Jasper grinned.

"You will become quite fond of your writing hand." It took me a moment to realize what he was talking about.

"WHAT!" I bellowed. Jasper broke into a loud laugh

BELLA'S POV

It felt like every drop of blood in my body was rushing to my face. I felt flushed, but the coldness of his body gave me goosebumps. As he kiced off his silky black boxers my heartbeat began to quicken; even I could hear it. And if I could, I knew without a doubt Edward could too.

I had never seen him naked. Compared to Edward's body, my skin was a lively white, turning red with the heat I felt for Edward. His was a dead, pale color, unchanging, unblemished.

"Are you sure?" I whispered. I immediately regretted my question, just in case he wasn't sure. Luckily, however, he simply answered by maintaining our kiss. I ran my right hand up and down his back, and my left hand reached down for him. My warm touch on his cold body made his back arch up and away from me, involuntarily, as though my touch was burning him, unbearable. He closed his eyes and opened his mouth slightly, so that I could see his teeth. I had never seen them shaped the way they were now. They weren't fangs, but they weren't the solid, flat shape I normally saw on him. He didn't say anything, so I took this as a good sign that I should continue what I was doing.

I wasn't sure if I was doing it correctly since I had never been with a man in this sense. I'd heard lots of things and I tried to remember what I needed to do, and continued to stroke him. But my hand was quickly becoming tired.

"Edward?" I said. He finally opened his eyes and looked at me.

I couldn't believe I was actually about to do this with Edward Cullen, the man I loved so intensely and who loved me back in kind. Two years ago, there was an endless line of girls in Forks willing to kill for his attention. And he had picked me, out of all of them. It was literally a dream come true.

"Is something wrong?" he asked worriedly.

"Can you umm…you know...already?" I said, looking down.

"What? Oh…OH! Yeah, yes, of course." He sounded nervous. After all, this was his first time too.

I put my hands by my head. In my shyness I looked away, not wanting to look down at him or what we were going to do. It didn't make sense, but this was all new for me. My thoughts were interrupted when I shuddered at the coldness his erection created in contact with my skin.

"Ready?" he asked. His nervousness was obvious. For a second I wondered if he thought the same about me.

"Yes," I said, closing my eyes. I knew it was going to hurt.

"If I get out of hand or anything, please tell me."

"I will." My heart was racing. He made the motion to enter me.

"WAIT!" I said, louder than I intended. He looked back up at me.

"Huh?"

"Don't you need to put on a-" I stopped myself. "Of course you don't, you're a vampire, for god's sake. You can't cu-…" I said, almost to myself, but stopped as he continued to look at me in confusion.

"What?" he asked. He was very distracted. I smiled and shook my head.

"Nothing. Never mind." He nodded, and looked back down to place himself. I felt him pushing into him me; he was having a short struggle. I felt the opening of me loosen up a bit to let the head go in. I jumped at the shock of finally having it in. I looked at Edward when I heard him moan.

"Ooooh, it's…so…warm," he said slowly.

"This isn't too bad," I thought. But I had spoken too soon. He pushed himself in further, and the pain started building up. My eyes snapped shut, and involuntarily I moaned in pain.

Edward's inexperience, however, made him take my painful moan as one of pleasure. He went in deeper still, and then I felt it, a sharp pain inside of me as if I had just gotten cut.

I gasped in pain and tried my hardest to keep him from knowing I was in pain. He pulled out partially and slid back in. Again I tensed. He repeated his actions, in and out, and I could feel myself getting wetter. This must have created more warmth for Edward; he couldn't contain himself from leaning closer to my body and resting his forehead on my chest.

I could feel his cool breath blowing on me. He began to move a little faster. I closed my eyes; the pain was still there.

"All this pain for…this? Ow, it just hurts. What's all the rage and woo everyone always goes on about?" I thought.

"Are...you...okay..?" Edward asked as he continued to push in and out of me. He buried his face into my neck and didn't look at me.

"Yes," I lied. I looked to the side of our bodies when I heard something tearing. Edward was digging his fingers into the bed sheets and they were beginning to rip. Soon he would get through to the mattress.

Now I understood why he wouldn't look at me. He didn't want me to see "monster" as he called himself. I knew he was fighting himself, he was being as careful and gentle as he could possibly be, given what we were doing. I didn't want him to have to stop because of me.

As time went on the pain receded and all I felt was nothing, numbness. I enjoyed knowing that he was enjoying himself. I kept my arm wrapped around his slender body, being careful to insert a few well-placed moans here and there to encourage him. And then we heard a howl come from outside.

"WHAT!" followed by laughter. Edward stopped and jumped away from me, startled. I sat up.

"AH! Fucking Emmett!" growled Edward, running his hand through his hair. I jumped, not just at how quickly he'd pulled away, but at him cursing. I had never ever heard him swear before. He walked back and I was finally able to see him fully nude.

His whole body was the same pale color as his face. He had a perfectly toned slender figure. And then my eyes widened slightly. I had stroked him, but I hadn't thought he was as big as he was. In addition, his pale erection showed signs of blood. My blood.

"Oh God." I said, looking down at myself. There were traces of blood spotting the sheets of his bed. I looked up at Edward, and began feeling dizzy at the sight of my blood. For the second time that day, I blacked out.

EMMETT'S POV

"Six months?" I grabbed Alice by the shoulders and shook her. "SIX MONTHS? FUCK! Not again!"

Jasper laughed harder. I was glad he was finding this so funny.

"Sorry, Em. But you know how she is," Alice said. Now, I know many humans can go without sex for longer periods of time, but for vampires, this is truly a punishment. Both passion and pleasure had equal appeal to us as blood did. As a very sexual being, Rosalie's cutting me off was like torture.

"Well…see you later." Alice grabbed Jasper's hand and they began walking away.

"Wait, where are you two going?" I asked.

"Not all of us on the island are punished like you," chuckled Jasper as he picked Alice up in his arms and ran off with her.

"Ugh," I said. I looked up to the moon, its position had changed. In less then three hours the sun would soon be coming up.

Wait…he said not all of us…did that mean Bella and Edward too…but Edward wouldn't...not yet...right?

"He's going to be busy, we won't be able to tell him." I repeated Alice's words to myself and finally understood what they'd been talking about earlier.

"No," I whispered. I could feel the rage building up.

A/N

So I know Bella's and Edwards sex scene was not romantic. But instead a bit awkward. But remember, this was both their FIRST TIMES, and I know I know, I could have made it seem like Bella was having the best time of her life. But I'm basing her first time realistically as I feel. And if you might know, it just gets better after the first few times.