DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of the Twilight series characters I use, Trust me I wish I owned Carlisle oh boy do I; they belong to Stephanie Mayer and only her. BUT I do own Samantha, Celia and other characters I made up so if you use them with out my permission I will torture you got it? Good ENJOY!
Pairing: Carlisle/OC (Samantha)
Rating: M (just to be safe )
Title: Kiss from a rose
Carlisle's vision is underlined

After Samantha and I broke away from our intense lip lock I,quickly,went to my library, yearning for an escape into its cool, dark silence. There was no sound here, save my own labored breathing, and my racing mind could begin to quiet. I had felt this intense draw to her for some time now, and my ability to resist was waning. My head was in my hands, hanging between my knees as my mind drifted slowly, a certain part of my mind opened, the images of what I truly wanted to happen after the kiss flooded in, it was a vault I had kept closed for sometime now...but at this point I had no urge to shut it again.
Samantha, my innocent Samantha. My sweet, pure, ravishing Samantha. MY Samantha. I held her now, in my arms as she cryed, sobbed was more of the word to use actually...vampires couldn't cry. Her body shook, She said things like it was her fault her mother was dead and that I should kill her....but I ignored them and did everything I could to stop her pain. I tried whispering words of comfort to her, smoothing her hair, kissing her face...the last one worked slightly. Why did I have to bring up her mother? I should have known this would be the out come. Suddenly, a small prayer came into my mind. It was one I had read many times in my human life, when I would pray to my mother; softly I pushed the hair away from Samantha's ear and whispered the phrase that was my own personal favorite part. I felt her freeze slightly, her muscles tensing at my words, had I made her feel worse? Slowly She looked at me, our eyes locked, gold and sunset. Her lips where slightly parted as she took slow even breaths, my own where just centameaters,no, inches away from them. I could feel the iceyness,taste the elk and mountain lion blood that was on her sweet breath,despretally I wanted to actually have a taste of her sweet ,not wanting to push her into anything,I leaned closer to fingers twisted into her long hair and fisted the strands gently "Ill always be here for you Samantha.I promise "I whispered before molding my mouth to hers in a fire and passion filled kiss.I pulled her body closer,keeping my hand in her hair and using my free I felt her kiss back,a soft moan comming from her.I pressed my lips a little harder against hers,causing her to fall forward coursed threw my vains as I acted quickly,un-fisting her hair and ranning my hand down her arm till I reached her wrist.I clutched her then and spun her around in my arms easily,I saw her face eyes where almost black with lust,her lips where parted as she panted for un-nessesary breath,her sharp teeth showing slightly.I pulled her to me as tightly as I dared. I really wanted her closer to me but I wasn't willing to spook her in the process. I started rubbing her back. I wanted so badly to massage all her . I wanted to hold her close to me and worship her body for as long as she would let me in as many ways as she would let me. I would give anything to have Edward's power in this moment. I needed so badly to know I wasn't doing anything that would drudge up bad memories for beautiful young Samantha. I was a little embarrassed that I was getting harder and harder as she pressed herself into me. I really hoped it didn't bother her, because the little bit of friction I was getting from her was too good for me to be able to stop her.
Slowly I moved forward,her back hit the wood floor with a light thud,I layed on top of her,putting all my wieght on my arms so I didnt crush her, slowly my other hand lifted the hem of her dress and---
I stopped mid thought,shaking my head slightly,I could feel my own arousel growning as I thought about I bedding could I even think that!? She was still a child for christ sake!....well forever a child was bad enough I had kissed her but now I wanted to actually take her innocence? Wat kind of monster was I.
As I sat hours passed before the door creaked quietly and I heard soft footsteps pad across the thick carpets. My head was still in my hands, still hanging between my knees as she stood before me.
"Are you alright, Carlisle? Is there anything I can do?" Her voice was panicked as she clutched at my shoulders. I startled her when I raised my head, staring into her eyes.
"No, I'm not alright" my voice was almost a growl, I could tell I was frightening how I wanted , I reached up and grabbed the tops of her arms,making her gasp and release my shoulders "what have you done to me?" I said,my eyes narrowing slightly.
"Car-Carlisle, what are you talking about"she almost whispered,fright eveident in her beautiful voice.
"Ever since I met you you have plauged my mind,you always seem to be with me, like some kind of bad habit! I cant even walk in this house with out sensing your presence or your touch in the room...." my eyes continued to bor into her's,the orange had compleatly disaapeared, leaving her eyes an unusual honey I saw something in the golden depths of her eyes,something I never exspected I would make her feel....pure terror.
I slowly,as my hands trembled, released her arms.I trully was a monster.I had scared the woman I loved....I turned away from her,looking out the window with a angered expression,not for her...but myself.
"leave me....before I harm you again" I said, grasping the arm rests of my leather chair tightly,my nails dug into the material and tore it.I could hear Samantha's slowly,even breaths as she slowly walked closer to me,causion in each light step she took."Carlisle....you could never hurt me" her arms went around my shoulders from behind,her hands locked together over my silant heart. "This heart....and those hands of yours have kept me alive.I thank god for you each day" she whispered,her sweet breath tickled my ear as she spoke each word carefully,wanting them to sink into my mind.
With a sigh I rested on of my hands over both of her's,holding them against my chest before I softly ducked my head down and kissed her fingers.I kept my gaze on the outdoor world,watching the sun set behind the large coniffer trees as I was embraced by an angel.
An angel I knew I shouldnt ever be worthy to have.