Thank you guys so much for the reviews-I have bit more of an idea of what Chuck could have done to Blair, but I'm not sure about it- it may be something unforgivable or I might tweak it so it is. Anyhow here's the next chapter hope you like!!!!

Manchester Orchestra- I can feel a hot one

Chuck emerged from his shower feeling clean but not all the way through. He walked around his silent apartment, and for the first time he noticed how big it was. It had never felt like this when Nate had lived here; he would always come home from work and find Nate playing on the Wii or making out with Serena. And on the days that he didn't find Nate at home he would find the most beautiful woman in the world sitting on the sofa waiting for him, usually curled up looking extremely sexy in his pyjamas. Those were the days he preferred, the days he now longed for when it would just be the two of them wrapped up in each other eating the best that the chef at the Empire had to offer.

But now, because of what he did, those days would probably never happen again, never again would he hear her laughter as he tickled he when she tried to feed him, never again would he hear her whisper sweet nothings in to his ear. He would never have her again and he would always- will always- want he. To him she was perfect. A feisty brunette with a dark and dry wit, and a passion so red hot it would put even the most virile man to shame, yes he could have any dumb blonde but they were a dime a dozen, Blair was a once in a billion find and he had been so fortunate to have her love him back, but he had messed that up just like he messed up everything.

I must get her back, I will get her back, he demanded it of himself but first he must repair the other relationships he had broken so that all paths were clear to get her back.

Blair slowly descended the stair case taking in the aroma of freshly cooked pancakes, fresh fruit and jasmine. Romon always loved having jasmine around and Blair did too. It reminded her of her father and his chateau, it reminded her of Christmas, it was such a happy and joyful time all of her family around her and of course.....Chuck. They were so happy together, enjoying their first (and it would seem their only) Christmas together. He had bought her many things such as shoes, purses and some very sexy underwear, but the best one was the Tiffany key platinum necklace, engraved with the date of when he fist told her he loved her and their initials. He told her that he got it because she had the key that opened up his heart and he wanted her to have it forever.

She in turn had given him her pin-she had sowed it on to a gorgeous scarf that matched his eyes perfectly. So he would always have her heart next to his. He kissed her deeply and told her that he would love her forever and would never break her heart ever.

As she sat down beside her father she felt herself relax and that in turn brought her hunger racing to the forefront of her mind. She hadn't eaten properly since before the whole situation with Chuck had begun, but she had made a vow that she would not fall in to her usual patterns of throwing up every time things got bad in her life.

After breakfast Serena had arrived and told her what had occurred between Nate and Chuck the night before which made her feel slight anger towards Nate because he had helped him, but also a feeling of protectiveness swept over her as she wanted to be the one helping him, but she knew that would never happen.

Serena was trying to distract he by trying to get her to come shopping with her, but the last thing on Blair's mind was Bergdorf's, or Barneys and that is not something she taught often. But on her father insistence she left the house with Serena in tow.