I'm really sorry to do this to you guys but . . . . I had to make Mark and Jo go through more tough times . . . you'll see what I mean when you read this VERY short chapter . . . .
Disclaimer: I don't own, I RENT. Except my characters and my storyline . . . those are mine.
Junkie
Mark was shaking . . . really bad. Jo held him close to her as he shook. Withdrawal was already painful for both of them.
"It's okay, Mark. We're gonna get through this." Jo tried to reassure the shaking blonde. Not that it was helping much. Mark felt so bad. He was desperate for a hit to make the pain go away. But he couldn't . . . or could he?
"No, we're not . . ." Mark rasped, pulling himself from Jo's grasp.
"What're you talking about?" Jo asked, fear in her eyes.
"I'm sorry Jo, I just can't." He started backing out of the room to the loft door.
"Mark no!" Jo sprang up and ran at Mark. A loud crash was heard and Roger ran in to find Jo on the ground and Mark with a glass shard in his hand.
"Mark!" Roger ran to Mark who sidestepped and held out the shard and cut Roger's arm. With that, Mark ran to the door and swung it open as Roger ran to the bathroom, desperate not to infect anyone with his tainted blood. Jo watched Mark leave from her place on the floor. Tears welled in her eyes as she started to cry.
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The want
The need
The smack . . .
It's unbearable
Powder, water
Lighter, spoon, needle . . .
Suck it up and stick it in
What I need to do . . .
I prepare the drug
Water + powder in the spoon
Equals goodness coming soon . . .
Soon
Now the lighter . . .
Under the spoon . . .
It's ready . . .
Suck into the needle . . .
Almost away from pain
Strap around my arm . . .
Gotta find that vein . . .
Smacking my arm . . .
Gotta find that vein
Found it . . .
Needle in hand . . .
The want . . .
The need . . .
Stick the needle in
And push down . . .
Relief . . .
From the pain . . .
From life . . .
Don't think about them . . .
Don't think about her . . .
Her . . . dead to me . . .
But she's not . . .
That feel-good feeling . . .
Coursing through my veins . . .
So good . . . need more . . .
Before withdrawal starts . . .
Need more . . .
Before she comes back . . .
So, did you like my little poem?? I thought it was rather creative . . . *grins* Anyhoo, so sorry to do this to you all but I HAD to make Mark run away . . . I need it to make my story go . . . Don't forget to review!! I'll update as fast as I can if you review!!!
