Chapter 4:

Its been two days since I last saw Edward. Two days since I last heard his voice or seen his smile. Two days since that horrible fight. And two days since I left. I was seriously missing him and the more time I spent away from him the more unmotivated I got. Yesterday Alice was hell bent on taking me out clubbing but earlier in the day I got a call from the library saying that they needed me to work and I wasn't really in the mood to, but I went anyway. I got home around 7:50 and Alice immediately started giving details about the club. I begged Alice not to make me go, I just couldn't take going out right now. The guilt from leaving Edward was getting to me. Alice solemnly agreed, after much begging, but made me promise to go tomorrow and I agreed not wanting to argue.

But today I had to go. Alice had even brought Rose in to help. There was no way I was going to get out of this now. I sighed trying to find options, there wasn't any. I looked at the clock, 4:50. I had slept most of the day, not being able to get in more then 2 hours at a time. I sighed as I rolled in bed, turning away from the clock. There was a light knock on the door. I groaned an answer and the door opened. I looked to see Alice and Rose walking toward the bed.

"Have you been in bed all day?" Rose asked.

"Yes. I've been trying to get some sleep." I say.

"Well get up, because we're going out to eat and then we're coming back to get ready." Alice smiles.

"Alright" I say, knowing it would be no use fighting.

I get up and start changing with Alice and rose still in the room talking. I had just pulled my shirt over my head when Alice spoke.

"Aren't you going to take a shower?" She asked looking horrified.

I roll my eyes. "When we get back. It will be easier, since you'll probably ask me to shower again anyway." I smile slightly.

"Oh. Well I guess that makes sense." She smiles, standing. "Your so smart."

I laugh lightly at her as we leave the room and head out to the small diner. It was nice, spending time with Alice and Rose. It made me realize how much my life consisted of working and Edward, whether we were fighting or not. I smiled a lot telling them about work and they told me about how they're life was going. It was just like old times and by the time we got back to the house to get ready it was 7:15. I was amazed at how fast time had past. We spent about an hour getting ready and then we left to the club. When we got there was a huge line outside, but of course being with Rose and Alice there was no need to wait outside and we got in with no problem.

"Lets dance! This is my favorite song!" Alice shouts dragging me and rose to the dance floor.

Me and Rose laughed as we followed Alice into the swarming crowd. We danced for what felt like hours, but I was having an extremely fun time. I was laughing when we finally decided to get drinks, I was sent to retrieve them. I walked over to the bar and ordered some fruity drinks that Alice and Rose wanted, ordering the same. And then I brought them back.

"Thank you dawling" Rose said, as she and Alice took their drinks.

"No problem doll." I played along laughing.

We drank our drinks laughing and joking. I looked around the club noticing how pact it was, and wondering what time it was. Alice left without saying anything and came back with three shots. I shook my head when she offered it. She pouted.

"Alice you know I'm a light-weight." I complain halfheartedly, I was having to much fun to really argue.

"Just this and that's it." She smiled.

I shook my head but took the drink, "Last one."

Alice nodded and then, after taking the shots, we head back to the dance floor. More time passed and after a while I excused myself and went to the bathroom. Thankfully there was a short line and it moved quickly. I was glad Alice brought me out, It feels like forever since I've laughed and had fun like this. I mean don't get me wrong, I love being around Edward, its just that all we've been doing lately is fighting and the fights just get worse. I sighed a I made my way out of the bathroom and down the small hall, and then shook my head deciding not to worry about it tonight. Tonight is just about fun with the girls. I looked out on the dance floor looking for Rose and Alice dancing, and smiled at their silly moves. I lean against the wall next to me.

"Looks like fun." a male voice said from behind me. I turn to see who it is.

"Mike." I say, surprised. So much for fun.

"Bella." he gives me a creepy smile and leaning a hand over me, I cringe away. "How have you been?"

"Fine." I say curtly, then try to dodge under his arm. "I have to go, I promised them I'd be right back."

"Stay, chat with me for a little while." he grabs my arm and brings me back, pulling me close to him. I can smell the alcohol on his breath and now its obvious to me that he's drunk. I wrinkle my nose in disgust.

"Thanks but no thanks, last time I 'chatted' with you at a club, things didn't end well" I smile innocently and try push him off, but he has a tight hold on my arm. He laughs as he leans in.

"Don't be like that. You know you enjoyed it just as much as me. And believe me I enjoyed it." he said, then whispered in my ear, "Mmm, you and your glorious body."

I blushed and looked away, ashamed at the fact that anyone besides Edward has seen me naked. I turn to glare at him but he just smirks at me and pushes his body against mine, smashing me between him and the wall. He moves one hand to my shoulder further restraining me

"Mike, get the fuck off of me." I try pushing him off of me but he just smashes' me harder against the wall, making it hard to breathe.

"We could do it again you know. It would be so much better then the first time." he moves his lips to my neck.

I try to take in a deep breathe to yell but his body is crushing my lungs. I push harder against him, moving him just enough to take a normal breath. I close my eyes and push as hard as I can. I'm about to yell for help right as his body flies off of mine, the unexpected movement causes me to fall and I hit my head against the wall. I rub the spot and open my eyes to see Mike groaning on the floor, then I look up. And standing there, glaring at Mike, is a very livid looking Edward.

"Edward." I whisper, but he hears me and turns to look at me. "What are you doing here?" I ask.

I stand, not really caring what his reason is and just being glad to see him. I give him a small smile, but it fades when I see the glare he's giving me. I flinch slightly at the intense look, not knowing the exact reason he's glaring at me. I take a step towards him.

"What's-"

"What the fuck Bella?" He asks interrupting me, his tone menacing. "What the hell are you doing with Mike? I thought you were supposed to be with Alice and Rose."

"I was but I-" I try but he interrupts again.

"I cant believe you would do this again. Its been, what, two days? And-" he continues but I cut him off.

"EDWARD, SHUT THE FUCK UP FOR A SEC!" I shout, glaring at him. He stops, but glares back at me. "I wasn't doing anything again. Mike cornered me outside of the bathroom! if you would let me talk instead of fucking making assumptions you'd know what the fuck happened."

His face changes slightly, looking less angry but still guarded. I feel tears sting my eyes as I glare at him, my temper at its peak. I've missed him, and the first time I see him since the fight and we're already yelling at each other. I sigh sadly fighting back tears. Edward stares at me for a moment and then sighs, dropping his defensive pose. He's about to say something when the bouncer shows up.

"Excuse me, but you three are going to have to leave the premises." he says in a low, annoyed tone to Edward, Mike, and I. Although Mike is just now getting up and probably needs help out, and it sure as hell wont be me.

"Of course. I'm sorry that we've cause such a commotion." I say, turning to leave.

I get to the exit, with Edward following close behind, when I hear Alice's high-pitch calling after me. I look to see Rose, Jasper, and Emmett right behind her. Once they reach us we leave the building. The cool night air feels good on my skin.

"What happened?" Alice asks, worry plain on her face.

"Mike was here. He cornered me while I was coming out of the bathroom." I tell her.

"Oh, my god. I'm so sorry Bella. We should have went with you." Rose said.

"It's fine. Edward saved me." I reassure them.

We all look at Edward, who hasn't said a word since I shouted at him. He's staring at the floor, hands in his pockets. Everyone falls into an awkward silence, not knowing what to say or do. I suppose we should all go home, but do I go with Alice or Edward? Are they Expecting me to go with Edward? Is he? Its only been three days, and although I forgive him for the last fight I'm now upset at the accusations he made a few minutes ago. I sigh quietly, looking at everyone else in the group. Jasper is holding Alice who is looking at her brother, wondering whether she should say something. Rose and Emmett are standing quietly looking at the ground, although Emmett keeps lifting his head and opening his mouth to say something but then closes it.

"Maybe we should get away from this club…" I say, breaking the silence.

"We should go get some coffee or something." Alice offers. There was a chorus of 'okays' and then we all headed to our cars, splitting up into the groups we came in. Once we were in the car the questions started.

"What the hell happened?" Rose asked.

"And what's wrong with Edward?" Alice adds.

I sigh and tell them what happened. First starting with Mike cornering me. I told them what he had said and that he had pinned me against the wall and was crushing me. Then I explained that Edward came in and punched Mike and I told them what he said. They both shook their head in disapproval. I finished my story and then looked out the window.

"My brother can be such an idiot." Alice mumbles. "I'm sure he didn't mean it and that he was just hyped up, after what he saw."

"Ya… I know, but it doesn't make it hurt any less." I say softly, feeling myself giving in.

"So… are you going to forgive him?" Rose asked. "And, you know, go back with him?"

"I don't know… I really miss him, I just cant stand the fighting anymore." I admit.

"Maybe you should sleep on it, one more night." Alice says.

"Ya, maybe." I agree.

"I think that's a good idea." Rose says, then looks at me. "Things are gonna be alright."

I just nod as we reach the coffee shop. Alice parked right next to Emmett's jeep and then hops out of the car and rushes to jasper's arms. Rose does the same. I sigh and get out of the car walking up to Edward, who is looking at me expectantly.

"We need to talk." I say, meeting his gaze. He just nods and we walk into the coffee shop.

So? Whatcha think? Do love it or do you hate it? I'm trying not to make Edward the complete duche-bag, bad guy, but somehow I always end up blaming him… sigh…. Oh, well! Please Review! and tell me what you think, or if you have any questions, or ideas.

Love, Tasha ^_^