Sorry for not updating in forever…my bad. I'll try and keep on top of it more, but I have just been swamped lately. Hope you enjoy.

Spencer's POV

The next few days went by fast. I hated that I was missing time with Ashley because of my classes, but I only had one more year and finals were coming up. Ashley did however, drop off and pick me up everyday. It was just like before and I loved walking out of my classes and seeing Ashley waiting for me in the car. The paparazzi were always around but they had backed off a little.

"Hey" I said walking into her open arms.

"Hey back" she said placing a kiss on my temple.

We both got into the car and started to head over to my parents' house.

"I don't like the fact that you're leaving in two days" I looked over toward her.

Her smile fell a little and she took her right hand off the wheel and reached over and laced her fingers through mine.

"I don't like it anymore than you do, trust me", she lifted our hands and placed a kiss on mine. "But just think, after this I'm home for at least three months."

"Yeah, that's true." I turned and started to stare out the window.

"Hey, let's just not think about me leaving, let's just enjoy our time together" her thumb was making circles on my hand as we pulled up to my parents' house.

We started making our way up to the door when I felt a tug on wrist. Ashley pulled me in close to her, "I love you" she whispered as she pulled me into a kiss.

I relaxed into her arms and put my arms around her and rested me head in her neck.

I mumbled into her neck, "I love you too."

We stood there for a minute before we were summoned in by Paula from the front door.

"Girls, are you going to come in or what?"

I just stood there and kept a firm hold on Ashley not wanting to leave her embrace.

"Come on" she whispered in my ear, "Let's go inside."

I pulled back and gave her another kiss and grabbed her hand as we made our way into the house.

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Ashley's POV

I hated that in two days I would be leaving again, but I didn't want to spend the two days I had left just moping around and talking about me leaving. I felt horrible because now that I know what Spencer has been going through while I've been gone, I don't want to leave again.

Since I'm in town we all decided to have a family dinner tonight. Its James's first Carlin family dinner and I've decided I'm going to monopolize his time.

"Alright Kyla, hand over my godson" I said after greeting everyone with a hug. Chelsea looked amazing for just having a baby.

"I knew he would have you wrapped around his finger in no time, you're such a sucker Ash" Kyla laughed handing me James.

I held him in my arms and just stared at him, "Hey James, it's your favorite Aunt" I placed a kiss in his little forehead.

Spencer came up and placed her arm on my back as she leaned in and whispered to James, "Just let her think that till she's gone, then you can really be with your favorite."

"Ha ha ha, very cute Spencer."

Spencer leaned in and kissed me on the cheek and placed her chin on my shoulder and arms around my waist and stared at James with me.

I stood there with Spencer thinking this could be us one day and it scared me because in these past few months all of my priorities and goals had changed. Yes, I still wanted my music career to be successful and yes I still wanted to tour, but more than anything I just wanted to be with Spencer and start a family.

I was shaken out of my thoughts by Spencer, "He's just so perfect."

"He really is" I said stepping towards the couch and sitting down. "I think I could sit her all day holding him with you."

Spencer sat down next me a snuggled up next to me, resting her head on my shoulder and looking down at James.

Everyone had made their way into the kitchen, leaving Spencer in me in our own little world. It was perfect, it was all I could every dream of and hopefully one day that dream would come true.