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Chapter 2

I slowly started to drift in and out of sleep on the living room sofa and with all my strength, brought myself to stand up on my feet and made my way up the stairs to my room. I collapsed onto my bed and let my dreams consume me.

~*~

The next morning I wasn't able to get myself out of bed, I was so tired. I turned on my side to catch a glimpse of my alarm clock and realized that it wasn't morning but the afternoon, it was 1:00pm!

I sighed and pulled myself out of my bed and trudged to the bathroom to freshen up. As I was brushing my teeth I remembered what happened last night. Two things for that matter: 1. A wolf howling and 2. Jake never came home.

With those thoughts present in my head I quickly finished up and ran to my bedroom window, hoping to find Jake's Rabbit back in its parking spot.

To my relief it was there and was in perfect condition. No evidence of an accident there, I thought. But I had to find out what happened to him last night, why was he so late? I also had to pretend to forget what happened between us yesterday or I wouldn't be getting any answers.

I threw on a pair of old jeans and a white sweater, grabbed my black and white converse which I wore yesterday and put them on. I ran a brush through my hair and left it down, in a hurry to see Jake.

As I got to the bottom of the stairs, I could smell toast and coffee. Oh crap, I'm not going to make it out of here unnoticed, I thought. I walked into the kitchen casually and saw my mom sitting at the table sipping her coffee.

"Mom, I'm just heading over to Jake's, I'll be back in a while," I told her as I filled a glass of water and gulped it down.

"Well good afternoon Eva," she said shaking her head, "Alright go on but I don't like you leaving the house with an empty stomach,".

I chuckled, "Mom I'll be fine, back soon," I called over my shoulder to her and headed outside, towards the Black's house.

As I reached Jake's house, I took a deep breath before knocking on the door. I knocked on the door lightly and waited patiently for an answer.

The door was pulled open slowly and revealed a tired looking Billy Black.

"Hi Billy, eh I was just wondering if Jake was here," I asked him awkwardly. I never usually had to ask Billy, he usually just let me in but it didn't look like he was going to today.

"Jake's sick today Eva, he's not able for visitors," Billy told me, a serious expression on his usually laid back face.

I was taken aback by his answer. I wasn't expecting him to answer me like that for the simple fact that I aren't a visitor, I'm Jakes best friend. I was also wondering how Jake got sick, was that the reason he didn't arrive back home early last night?

"Oh well… I hope he gets better and tell him to call me when he feels okay," I told Billy, trying to hide the confusion from my face.

He just nodded as I turned around and made my way back home. I decided I'd finish up some homework and try not to think too hard on Jake.

"Well your back early, how long have you been gone? Five minutes," my mom asked me, answering her own question as I stepped into the hall. I could tell she was in the living room.

"Yeah Jakes not feeling too well, I'm just going to finish up some homework," I called out to her as I made my way upstairs.

Two hours had passed as I sat on the floor in my bedroom, trying to do my homework but couldn't. I just couldn't stop thinking about Jake. It was quite weird the way Billy had treated me when I knocked and it was also weird that Jake all of a sudden was sick, obviously very sick if he couldn't have any visitors.

Just thinking of him made my heart rate go up a notch and my mind started drifting away to other subjects which included Jake. I thought of how much he loved Bella or as he would call her Bells. I wondered why she couldn't love him back. Was she so attached to Edward that she couldn't let go? That's the only reason I can think of because Jake is as beautiful as Edward in a completely different way. Maybe she doesn't see it that way though, maybe Jake isn't her type. I remember the first time I saw The Cullen's, it seemed everyone was intrigued by their beauty but me. I thought Emmett was cute and they were all beautiful but just not really my type.

I wonder if Jake told Bella how he felt about her, how much he cares and loves her. If so, I wonder how she took it. I half hoped she rejected him but the other half felt sorry for Jake and so if that's what makes him happy, then I I'd be happy for him if they got together but I wouldn't be happy for myself, at all.

My thoughts were interrupted when a knock sounded on my door, "Come in," I called to whoever it was.

The door opened slowly and in walked Quil. I instantly smiled and jumped up, "Hey Quil, what's up?," I asked happily, glad to see him.

He lingered by the doorway, "Nothing much, just thought we could hang out," he said casually.

I smiled, "Sure, want to go for a walk or something?," I asked him as I grabbed my black hoodie off the end of my bed, it was cold outside, as usual.

He shrugged, "Sure," and headed down the stairs with me following close behind.

As we made it outside and started walking, I decided to fill him in on the Jake incident, "Hey Quil, you know how Jake went out to the cinema with Bella last night?," I asked him, making sure he knew.

He nodded, signaling for me to continue, "Ok well yesterday I went for a nap which turned out to be a deep sleep and I woke up at twelve, anyway I decided to sit out on the porch for a while and-," Quil cut in.

He frowned, "You went out to sit on the porch at TWELVE?," he asked with a funny expression on his face.

I rolled my eyes and slapped him playfully on the arm, "Just listen okay!,".

He grinned, "Okay carry on,".

"So as I was saying when I sat out there at twelve, I noticed Jakes Rabbit wasn't parked there, so without my knowing it, three hours passed by and he never returned home and then," I gave him a look, "A WOLF HOWLED!," I practically shouted at him.

He frowned then shook his head, "It was three in the morning Eva, you were probably hearing things," he said rolling his eyes.

"I WAS NOT HEARING THINGS QUIL!," I shouted at him, a little irritated with his behavior.

"Okay okay, so what about Jake, did he make it home?," he asked sarcastically.

"ANYWAY," I eyed him, "I went to bed after that but this morning, his Rabbit was back so I decided to go check up on him, just to see why he was late and Billy wouldn't let me in, he told me Jake was sick and not able for visitors, I mean that's not normal, he was fine hours before hand and then all of a sudden he's sick," I said deep in thought.

"You know maybe Jake is sick but just playing it out to get off school or something," Quil told me, half smiling, "You know Jake," he laughed.

"Yeah maybe your right… Oh look it's," I looked over at them from across the road, "Embry and co," I whispered to him.

Quil tensed as he looked over at them, I could see the hurt flash onto his face. He huffed, "Embry can get lost and follow Sam and his gang like a dog, for all I care," he spat.

I rested my hand on his shoulder, hardly able to reach it now since he was getting so big, "Hey, we still got each other, I hope Embry realizes what good friends he had," I told him softly, trying to make him feel better.

I watched Embry, Sam, Paul and Jared walk with their heads held high and make a turn at the corner. It confused me as to how they could walk around half naked all the time, it was FREEZING!

That night I made it home and went straight to bed. I hadn't eaten anything but the pack of chips I had with Quil. I was in no mood of talking or watching TV. And I realized it was all because of Jake. I loved him so much that it was effecting me this way. I hadn't seen or spoken to him for two hole days and somehow I regretted the little fight we had.

2 Weeks Later

I was sitting staring at the television screen, completely oblivious to what was on the screen. I had been like this for a week now, I couldn't take it anymore. Jake being sick was one thing, Not being able to speak to him was another but knowing that he was better and hanging around with the Sam Gang was a different story.

I was hurt, angry and lonely. And what made things worse was that I hadn't been the one to see him, the last time I saw him was when we had our little fight and I walked off. My mom and Quil had told me they had seen him with Sam and his 'followers' at the store now and again. My mom also told me he had cut his hair like the rest of that gang. But what hurt was that he never called when I had told Billy to tell him to call me when he was feeling better and he didn't bother coming over to my house like usual. He just neglected me and Quil like we meant nothing to him.

I also heard that Bella had come down here to confront Jacob and it ended badly. I had no idea what was going on but it definitely wasn't normal.

I made a decision with myself today that today was the day I would call Jake. I had no intentions of walking up to his house to be turned away by Billy or neglected by Jake. A simple phone call couldn't do any harm, could it?

I punched in the numbers of his phone and waited for the phone to be answered and it was.

"Hello?," a deep, hard voice answered. I guessed it was Jakes because it was only him and Billy living there and it didn't sound like Billy at all.

"Jake?," I said wearily, wondering how this phone call would go.

I heard him clear his throat, "Look whoever it is I'm kind of busy right now so-,"

"Jake! Its Eva,"

There was silence for a minute before he spoke up, "Eva… I can't speak to you right now, I've gotta-,"

"NO JAKE! No, don't do this to me, don't neglect me like this," I said, my voice cracking as I felt the buildup of tears break free and fall down my cheeks.

"Eva please… I can't… I can't talk to you, I just… I can't, don't cry," he told me, his voice a little strained.

I tried to pull myself together, "I'm not crying," I lied, wiping away my tears, "I'm just hurt, I'm hurt because you never called and you never came over and hung out, you just… left me…," I told him, holding back tears.

He sighed into the phone, "Eva I'm sorry it's like this but… I have to go," he said softly and before I had the chance to answer him, he hung up.

I felt tears sting my eyes once again as I pulled the phone away from my ear and stared at it in my hand. I put the phone down and stood with my back against the wall replaying every word he had spoke to me. I couldn't believe he would do this to me, say those things to me, neglect me, he was my other half, I loved him, my heart belonged to him and now he broke it, he broke my heart and that's when I let all my tears out and cried so hard I slid down the wall and threw my face into my hands sobbing.

When there were no more tears left, I picked myself up off the floor and made my way over to the sofa. I searched through the channels and left on The Simpsons which usually made me laugh but today I was in no mood of laughing. I just felt like crying and crying and crying until I had no tears left in my body but somehow that didn't seem like a good option considering my mom would be back any minute now and I couldn't tell her how I felt about Jake.

"Eva?," my mom called as she let herself in. Great timing I thought, if she came in an hour before hand, she would have seen her broken hearted daughter with her back against the wall, crying her eyes out.

"In here," I called out to her. I could smell… Chinese takeout.

She came in, as I expected with two Chinese takeout bags, smiling brightly, "I got us some Chinese takeout, hungry?," she asked as she made her way over to sit beside me, placing the bags on the coffee table.

"Yeah I guess," I answered her, pretending to be hungry. If I said no, she'd drown me in questions.

After our eating was done and the place was cleaned up, I retired to bed and cried myself to sleep.

~*~

The next day I took a bath to try and relax my muscles and put my mind to rest but it didn't work. I felt the tears escaping my eyes again and quickly jumped out of the bath and got dressed. I slipped on a new pair of jeans I had never worn before, my light blue shirt and my white trainers. Once again I didn't bother to tie up my hair, I just brushed it quickly and left it down.

I stared at my face in the mirror and it looked dead. I was pale and my eyes were swollen from all the crying I have been doing.

I have to see him, I have to see Jake, I told myself. I had to speak to him, to his face. I was wrong yesterday when I said a phone call couldn't do any harm, it could do harm.

I ran down the stairs and thankfully my mom wasn't home so I didn't have to tell her where I was going.

I threw open the door and slammed it behind me as I ran towards his house. I checked my watch to see the time, it was 2pm, he should be home.

This time I didn't hesitate, I just knocked on his door without thinking. I waited impatiently for the door to be answered, until it was.

The door was pulled open to reveal… Jacob. A different Jacob, a Jacob I had never seen before. He definitely wasn't the same; his hair was cropped short as my mom had told me, he was taller and bigger, he was half naked like the rest of his 'gang' and he had a hard expression on his face and I didn't like it but something changed in his expression when he made eye contact with me, his face grew softer and his body seemed to relax. His eyes looked a little glazed over and his body seemed to lean toward me.

"Eva," he said breathlessly, he looked like he was going to come over to me but hesitated.

I stood there staring at him and felt myself break down. My lips started to tremble and tears started blurring my vision.

"Eva?," Jake said worriedly and started to make his way over to me but I didn't want him near me at this minute.

"Stop Jake, don't touch me," I said, my voice breaking as all the tears poured out and flooded my cheeks.

"Eva no, please-," he begged.

"Jacob just don't come near me!," I ordered him as I tried to wipe away the tears but they just kept coming and I started to cry, but I had to keep speaking "Jake… you… h-hurt m-me… you neglected m-me and… you b-broke my h-heart," I stuttered between sobs, staring at him with my teary face.

I watched his expression and it looked pained and hurt all at once. He gulped and I thought I saw a tear fall over his cheek.

He was only a few inches away from me and my body yearned for him but I couldn't let myself get hurt again. I said all there had to be said and I don't think I could take being pushed away from him again. He didn't love me, he loved Bella. He just felt guilty for making me cry and I knew I had to let him go. My heart was shattered into a million pieces.

A/N: You see Eva doesn't really know what Jake is thinking and of course if you want to know what happens next then please review.

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