Disclaimer: I own nothing InuYasha.

Author Note: My stupid chapters wouldn't load up last night but they are today so I'm very happy about that. Here's the next chapter, that's my second one for today (only because it wouldn't load last night but still...) so enjoy and review please! I'm also sorry to Bonnafied, I believe I forgot to mention you last time! Read Runaway by her and The Fast Track by her and BleedNissa (find it!) It may say the main pairing is Rin and Sesshomaru but Koga and Ayame play a big part too!

I'll Remember You

Chapter Four

"I can't believe she actually had the nerve to act like that." Koga growled just as I walked in. All the boys looked up at me and quickly stopped talking. Koga cleared his throat and refused to look at me anymore as he focused on the television, "The girls went to get something to bring us back for breakfast."

"Why'd you guys leave me?" I whimpered.

"Maybe because of the way you were acting." InuYasha rolled his eyes. "You were too busy chugging down alcoholic drinks to even pay attention to us leaving."

"I didn't have any alcohol!" I shouted and a wave of pain rushed over me. I cringed and grabbed my head, "I can't remember next to anything. It came to me in gaps at first but then it just faded. I have no clue about anything that happened."

"Wait, what'd you just say Ayame?" Miroku asked, jumping up from the one bed quickly and grabbing my arms on either side. His eyes were large and fearful but I couldn't understand what reason he'd be so worried for. "What about your memory?"

"I was drinking root beer and then my memory spaced into gaps and –"

"Who gave you the drink?" he interrogated.

"Hiten but I don't –"

"Hiten gave you the root beer?" he asked. I nodded.

"I think that's been accomplished, dumbass." InuYasha scuffed.

"Do you feel like anything happened, at all?" Miroku pressed.

"Like sex or anything? Miroku, you know I'd never have sex with a stranger and I'm pretty sure I'd be able to tell. I mean, for God's sake I'm a virgin still and if I had sex I'm sure that I would be fully aware of it." I comforted.

"Nonetheless I think somebody slipped you date rape pills." Miroku concluded, "There are certain date rape drugs that make you memory have gaps and if you were slipped alcohol into one of those gaps you would have been too drunk to remember correctly anyway. I should have known you wouldn't have acted like that."

"Somebody tried to rape her?" Koga asked with a suddenly deadly look in his eye, "That fuck Hiten tried to fucking rape her?!"

He stood up, shouting now, and he scared everybody it was safe to say. I spoke up quickly, "He may have made me look like a slut last night but he obviously didn't succeed in raping me or doing anything to me for that matter of fact."

"But he planned on it!" Koga yelled.

"And you were going to leave me there for him to do it!" I yelled back. I didn't know why but it hurt to know he didn't trust me. Tears gathered in my eyes and I couldn't help but to continue, "That bastard was planning on violating me, taking my virginity, and you've been my friend for years yet you thought I'd actually do something like that! I need a shower." I mumbled the last part about the shower as I pushed past Koga towards the bathroom.

"Ayame..." his voice was soft and apologetic. I tried to push him out but he stayed inside and closed the door behind him. I shook my head and continued removing my clothes. He already thought I could be some nasty slut, what would this do? Nothing. He was polite by turning his head, "Ayame...."

I stepped into the cold shower and shivered. I didn't care how he saw me anymore; I couldn't have felt any worse than I had when he was convinced I was a slut. This was the worse thing that had ever happened to me. Koga was the one I'd worked to look so perfect to for years now and in over a night all those years meant nothing because he still thought I was capable of such acts. I closed my eyes and let the cold water splash all over my body.

"Ayame, listen to me." Koga begged although his voice was huskier than usual. I ignored him and proceeded to apply soap all over my body and re-shave all my areas that needed shaved. I finished off by washing my hair and rinsed the conditioner out at last. I stepped out of the shower dripping wet and I noticed Koga stopped from looking away and now his eyes were lock completely on my body and the beads of water running down it.

I stopped. Earlier, I wasn't worried because Koga was looking. Now I was a little unsure as I saw how he was looking at me. My eyes grew slightly as I looked for the towels only to realize that he was standing right in front of them now. "Koga... I need a towel."

He was breathing a little heavier than usual and looked like he was trying to calm himself. Quickly he threw me a towel and walked out of the room. I wrapped it around me as soon as it touched my fingers but he was already gone by then. I quietly made my way out of the room but saw Koga slip his right hand down his pants and I slipped back in the bathroom without him even realizing.

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"So somebody slipped Ayame rape drugs?" Kagome asked shocked as we sat at Halls and ate our food. Her eyes flashed over to me, "That's horrible! Who would ever want to do somebody so evil to Ayame?"

"I swear if I see that asshole one more time he's so dead that it's not even funny. I'm not even kidding; his life is a ticking clock that is close to going off." Koga threatened as he leaned back in his chair and poked around at the crab legs with an upset face.

"But it didn't happen and that's what really matters." I said quickly as I popped a yummy melted-butter-covered shrimp into my mouth, savoring the old bay that made my taste buds tingle. "We're eating and that was this morning, can we please not talk about it?"

"As long as our Ayame is safe the guy lives." Sango decided as she slipped an arm around my shoulders and gave me a slight side hug before retrieving her hand back again. Everybody nodded and ignored the subject, digging into crab legs and shrimp and an assortment of other foods.

"How'd the conversation with you and Koga go?" Miroku asked, innocently, and not even trying to be a pervert. Little did he know that there wasn't so much talking as there was staring. Koga and I both looked up at each other without speaking and without any expression. Our lack of response caused the others to look up at us.

"It was fine." Koga grumbled as he started to pick at his food again but without breaking eye contact with me. I suddenly averted my eyes to my plate. His gaze just felt so violating now. Ever since he'd seen me naked I had a fear of him picturing that every time he'd see me from now on.

"Can we hurry up please? I can't wait to get to the beach again." I spoke up.

"Me either!" Kagome gushed, "It's so beautiful out and it's been so beautiful at ever since we got here just yesterday. This is why I love the beach, it's never that bad and there are always tons of cute clothes!"

"Amen! The unique clothing is what really gets me!" I smiled. "The beach is the only place you can find some of these outfits and, although it's a shame, it makes me look forward to it even more."

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I giggled as I stood in the middle and locked hands with Kagome and Sango. They knew I was the strongest swimmers and we figured it was the safest system with the harsh sea conditions. The undertow was especially bad today and I wasn't afraid but my friends were cautious. Unlike them I had been swimming since I was in kindergarten and my swimming courses had trained me well.

Narrator POV

"Koga, what exactly did happen between you Ayame?" Miroku asked, "Something happened after we left and I know it. Just spill."

"I followed her into the bathroom, right? And she just started undressing in front of me like she didn't even care anymore. I can't blame her, I had acted like she was a slut or whore or whatever and I felt really bad. I tried not to look but I heard her step into the shower and let out little moans as the water hit her and I just looked over and couldn't look away. It was like I had just stepped into a porno or something."

"Sounds like a dream." InuYasha pointed out.

"Not really, it was a nightmare." he groaned.

"Wait, you had one of the hottest girls ever and yet you still didn't like any of it? Are you sure you're not gay Koga? No, even a gay guy would go straight after seeing Ayame in a scene like the one you saw." Miroku corrected.

"The problem wasn't what I was seeing; the problem was how I was reacting. I could barely control myself when I watched her bathe and step out of that shower. It was driving me crazy. I felt like I was gonna blow before I even jerked it." Koga mumbled.

"Wait, you jerked it to Ayame?" Miroku asked, raising an eyebrow.

"Wouldn't be the first time..." he admitted, now shamelessly.

"But this time she had just finished with a shadow so she probably knew what was going on. She was actually there. Dude, that's so... kinky in a way I guess. Wouldn't it have been sweet if she wouldda helped you out? I bet you wouldda loved that Koga." Miroku wiggled his eyebrows, "Maybe you shouldn't insult her and she would."

"Maybe but I guess I screwed that up, huh?" I sighed.

"Maybe next time, bra." Miroku shrugged, pronouncing 'bro' as bra.

"I'm not just talking about the dirty stuff, you know that right? I mean our actual chance of a relationship. She couldn't think much of me anymore." I bit my lip.

Ayame POV

"You never told us what really happened between Koga and you." Sango pointed out during a calm period of time. I knew that this was coming but I really didn't want to have to answer it. I was afraid of what they'd think of my actions. It didn't matter, there had been so much judgment going on last night that it wouldn't faze me.

"I took a shower in front of him." I shrugged.

"WHAT?!" Kagome and Sango yelled out at the same time and I blushed.

"He wouldn't leave me alone or let me get a shower. I was sick of it all and it completely crushed me to have him think of me as such a person. I guess you could say I just stopped caring. This is my last month and it's only been one very stressful night already. I don't have time for stuff like that." I explained.

"Okay, well, that's understandable." Kagome pointed out and Sango nodded in agreement. "What did Koga do about all of this though? I mean you throw a guy in a room with somebody that looks like you taking a shower and it's a recipe for disaster."

"He didn't do anything, really. Well, he actually just stared at me and was all tense but he ended up leaving. I walked out of the room but brushed and dried my hair in the bathroom because he was... well, masturbating, on the bed in our room. I didn't want to bother him." I said with my blush growing.

"Hold up, you put poor Koga in a situation with you wet and naked in the shower and he didn't try to jump on you and bang you or anything? I have got to give that guy serious props to contain himself like that." Kagome pointed out.

"Or, you know, maybe he just doesn't like me, have you ever thought about that? That guy hasn't been interested in me since we were little kids. I've had the biggest crush on him for forever and he hasn't even given me a second glance as a potential girlfriend. The only reason a guy wouldn't have sex with a girl in a shower is when he doesn't like her." I said quickly, letting a little piece of my mind out.

"Or, you know, maybe he likes you too much and doesn't want to hurt you?" Kagome suggested, "Guys would fuck a girl even if they didn't like her but a guy wouldn't just bang a girl if he really truly cared and wanted it to count."

"I'd like to believe you guys but it seems impossible that he'd like me considering he never said anything about it yet had enough confidence to move on and date a whole bunch of pretty slutty girls. God only knows how many STD's he has. We've never talked about his sex like, I never really wanted to know." I mumbled.

Kagome giggled, "Ayame, Koga is a virgin!"

"What?" I stopped and looked at her with wide eyes.

"He told InuYasha and InuYasha told me about it. InuYasha tends to not be a very good secret keeper if you guys haven't noticed yet and especially since I'm his girlfriend he lets things slip out. And because you're my best friend and I think its important information for you to know, I'm telling you." She smiled at me.