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Author Note: I apologize for the wait! Went to see The Crazies (I put what I thought about it at the very end of the story if you wanna know). Big thanks to my reviewers, reviews mean everything to me:

Bonnafied (Runaway and The Fast Track [under BleedingNissa account])

Misty Uchiha

Agnes

I'll Remember You

Chapter Six

I yawned and looked over at my bed mate. I had woken up with my head on his chest and all cuddled up to him, like I had been ever since we'd arrived. Luckily, I was always the first to wake up and could remove myself from him before he knew but nothing would stop me from wanting to just wanting to stay curled up to him for longer, even if it was just a couple seconds. With a defeated sigh I got out of bed and grabbed a swimsuit (this time an aqua blue string bikini top but with matching bootie swim shorts).

With Koga peacefully sleeping I slipped my clothes off, all of them, and quietly put on the bottoms. Right after they had gotten halfway up my ass I turned my head to the side and saw Koga with sleepy but large blue eyes at my next to naked form. This was the second time in two weeks I had exposed myself to him except this time it actually was an accident. I slipped them up, shocked with my mouth slightly open. My hair cascaded to cover some of my breasts, which was a relief.

"Umm... You were sleeping and I figured that you wouldn't wake up to actually see any of... this." I mumbled before throwing my top on and tying it as quickly as possible. My cheeks were flushed pink and I tried my best to just ignore looking at him. "Do you think you could tie my neck one?"

"Uhh... yeah, get over here." He scooted to the end of the bed on his knees as I sat down right in front of him and lifted my thick hair. Chills shot down my back as his fingers brushed against my neck. "Ayame," he whispered as I felt his voice and breath against my earlobe, dark and seducing, "why do you continue to tease me like this? It's driving me crazy, babe."

"Koga?" I questioned in a small, innocent voice. I turned around to look at him with my large, innocent green eyes and I saw the lust clouding his. He licked his full, but not too full, lips and I quickly glanced around the room and at the door, we were completely alone. I was completely and totally alone with the guy who I had wanted for years, who couldn't stop staring at me. Before I knew it he scooped his fingers against the back of my head and pulled me forward, crashing our lips together.

This was everything I had been wanting for so long.... His tongue was licking my bottom lip, begging and trying to get in my mouth. I knew that if I opened it he'd explore my mouth but if I kept it shut he couldn't. I had wanted Koga for so long but he didn't want me, he wanted my body and looks now. My personality didn't matter, he was horny because of my body and I knew it wasn't my personality that had his cock growing larger and larger by the second.

I shook my head and could feel the tears coming to my eyes. He only wanted my body; everybody so far had only wanted what they saw. The problem was that the important stuff was all things that they couldn't see. I swiped some tears from my eyes and got up, quickly going to the door and throwing it open as I slipped on some sneakers. I didn't care that I was in a swimsuit. I ripped a ponytail holder from off of the door handle and tied my hair up into a perfect, high ponytail. Once I was out of the hotel I took off running down the boardwalk. I didn't care about the few people that were out so early, or how they were staring at me.

After a few times up and down the boardwalk (I had always ran track and more than anybody) I was tired and had to stop but I refused. My legs were slow and clumsy as I pushed them further and further, my breathing deep. I felt arms circle around my waist and pull me back into the owner's strong chest. My legs now felt like jello and I couldn't hold myself up anymore.

He placed me on a bench and kneeled in front of me. I looked up and into Koga's blue eyes. The lust was replaced with sorrow and hurt, self disgust and self distrust along with worry. "Ayame," his voice was soft as he spoke, "I'm sorry, please forgive me. I really didn't mean to hurt you, ever, and I'm sorry that I did. I never thought I'd do something like that. I gave you every reason not to trust me and if you want to switch rooms I won't complain. I'm sure Sango is a lot better person to bunk with."

"Koga, just forget it." I panted.

He turned around, still kneeled and told me to get on his back. I did as I was told, wrapping my weak arms around his neck. My whole body was tired and it was something that I wasn't used to. I had never felt this worn out in my entire life. I closed my eyes and felt the summer breeze and the wind from Koga running. My body was covered in sweat and I was resisting the urge not to swipe my hand between my boobs. He soon turned off onto the beach where we met up with the rest of gang. He sat me down on a chair and gave me a water bottle. I downed the drink as quickly as possible before setting down the empty plastic bottle and moving my sore legs towards the ocean water. Despite the fact that the water would be worse, I needed the cold against me.

Koga slipped off his sneakers, too, and quickly picked me up bridal style once again as he pushed us towards the gang, deeper into the water where it was a lot calmer. I didn't argue because I probably wouldn't have made it out here without him anyway. The girls and boys all had concerned looks on their faces. I wasn't sure if Koga had explained what happened but they obviously knew that I wasn't at the room.

"Where were you? Koga just said you went for a morning run...." Kagome said with a small voice and a confused and concerned expression on her face. Sango nodded and they all turned to just stare at me, waiting for some type of response but all I did was nod. That, of course, only raised more suspicion.

"Are you okay Ayame, what's wrong?" Sango tuned in.

"I don't think she was out for a run, I believe she was hiding in the bathroom because something happened last night that caused her a lot of pain... I couldn't help but notice you're not walking too well Ayame. I know that you always have time for more running and I know that Koga is a very big boy, as well. If you don't mind me asking... what position did you use?" Miroku added in.

I sent Miroku a death glare, as did Koga. Everybody else wasn't too argumentative about the ideal though. My jaw dropped open because my best friends thought I had slept with Koga! Koga rolled his eyes. "We didn't have sex, okay? I'm sure that if it would have been good yet painful enough for her to not be able to walk right that you guys would have heard it considering you're right next door and that would have been an event that the whole motel would have most likely heard."

"Touché Koga but know that I am not so easily tricked." Miroku wiggled his eyebrows. "Why don't you just tell us what position it was?"

"Speaking of positions, wanna know what position my hand is going to be in when it collides with your face, Nagasaki?" Koga asked, raising an eyebrow. "What part of 'Ayame and I didn't have sex' don't you seem to comprehend? I know you're stupid but I didn't think you were that bad...."

"Whatever dude, I'm not the one that's all protective about my sexual life. I'm a real man and don't mind discussing my bedroom habits. If you're curious, just ask Sango over here." Miroku smirked as he hooked a thumb in Sango's direction. Her face was bright red and everybody's jaw dropped at this new information. Sango had ended up sleeping with Miroku!

"I was drunk that that was our secret! I'm gonna kill you!" She yelled and chased after him as he quickly swam away. I giggled and then realized that Koga's hands were firmly grabbing onto my hips and my butt was pressed against his region.

It made me smile that he cared too much to let me go, for fear something would happen due to my lack of leg strength. For a second it made me think that it wasn't just about my body, but for me as well. However, he wasn't kissing all over me. If I hadn't needed somebody to hold me I would have pushed him away. If I did push him away, Kagome wasn't a strong enough swimmer to concentrate on two so I'd be a goner.

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"We need to talk Ayame, for real." Koga warned, releasing the reality that what happened wasn't just going to be pushed to the back of the mind and forgotten, it was going to be unearthed sometime. I guess Koga had figured that sooner was better than later and that we'd waited long enough. I didn't want to confront him though, I wasn't ready yet, as I quietly ran a brush through my pin straight sunset hair.

"Koga, can't we just forget it?" I muttered, avoiding his appearance in the mirror as I smeared black eyeliner around my eyes along with some peach sparkling eye shadow that complimented my sun kissed skin tone. I smeared clear, peach flavored and scented lip gloss on and I was ready to roll. I was clad black cargo-like shorts and tight white wife beater along with black elevated sandals.

"Ayame, I know I hurt you but I never meant to." He admitted as he got in front of me and placed his large hands on my shoulders. I didn't really have any other option so I finally looked up into his saddened face, mine holding no expression. Those blue eyes were pleading for forgiveness. "Ayame... I'm sorry. I just can't help it, you look so good and my hormones are through the roof."

"Koga, I've waited too long for you to love me, to only have you lust me in the end." I sighed.

"Ayame, give me a chance, we'll make us work, as more than just friends." He cooed.

"Take your ideas and shove it, Koga, I'm done with trying to win you over. I'm sick of playing your little games, just leave me alone from now on and we won't have any problems. By the end of this month we'll be heading back home and I'll be out of your pretty little black hair." I snipped right in his face before standing up and pushing past him, towards the door and outside.

Sango and Miroku were holding both hands as they kissed outside, against the railing. It was obvious that they had put aside their differences in time to start a relationship. Both of my friends had boyfriends now and we're no longer single and ready to mingle with the many hot beach occupants. I didn't care though, I was glad they were happy, and I had another number anyway that I was going to ring up. Rin was a cute girl, destined for heartbreak on her journey to love and I was going to accompany her. With her in mind, I decided to text with the cell phone number she had supplied me with.

Ayame: Hey Rin, do you have contacts?

Rin: For my eyes yeah, why?

Ayame: Because you're putting them in tonight, I'm coming over to give you a small makeover and we're going out tonight. Us single girls need to hunt forever, ya know? :P

Rin: Indeed, I'll see you at 9:00?

Ayame: 9:00 it is! What hotel are you at?

Rin: Paradise

Ayame: I'll be there, later =]

Rin: I'll be waiting =)

My Life Update: I'm back with Branden once again (I can't help it). We had a great time in Gettysburg walking up in the woods and playing around as well as maneuvering our own pathway out (my bright idea, who knew there were so many thorns!). We went to the park, cuddled a little, played some Monopoly, ate, got gas, his mom bribed me to make his sister try makeup, and then we went and saw The Crazies at like 10:00 and it lasted until midnight so he brought me home at about 1:27, then took the hour drive back home. If you're curious, The Crazies was an okay movie (I was laughing, nobody else was) but the ending was a total rip off (I don't believe in survivors). Oh and the main characters were David and Judy, and that's the name of my aunt and uncle so I thought it was funny since my family is pretty much crazy.