"Jess are you home."
Riley I whispered suddenly terrified, I didn't want to speak to him!
"Riley? Your ex?" Clary whispered
I just stood there frozen, and next I knew Clary jumped up, still holding her shoes, grabbed my wrist and made a run for the portal dragging me behind.
I turned to look out my door before I went through and saw Riley looking at me beginning to sprint towards us, I then found my strength and leapt through, the portal closed the second I stepped foot back into Clary's room.
"Jess you need to tell me how much you know about Riley, like now!"
"What? Why?" I was so confused and I didn't want to bring up past experiences even though I did really like Clary and I was beginning to trust her but I didn't want to tell anyone about him!
"Because my sensor started going off when he entered the house; he may have been trying to get to you because he knew you have shadow hunter blood in you! I think he is a demon." Clary looked disgusted but not with me more with the accusation she had just made.
"WHAT? No, I don't believe you; Riley is not a demon. No he can't be." I began to sob and fell to my knees, it can't be true he can't be a demon! At that moment I heard his voice in my head mocking me you gave it up so easily, stupid girl, I never even wanted you! I broke into tears and Clary stood there shocked for a moment then came and sat down next to me just hugging me not saying anything until I was finished.
"Are you sure Clary?"
"I am pretty sure, not positive though. He could be human but the facts point to him being a demon."
I felt dizzy, I needed to splash some water on my face so I got up and Clary followed me to the bathroom, before I could even turn on the tap the realization set in and I moved quickly from the sink to the toilet bowl, throwing up all I had just eaten!
"Jess, are you okay?" Clary sounded really worried
SHIT I have to tell her now!
"Well, it's j-just that… I – I, I." I just burst into tears again and Clary just tried to find out what I was saying.
"Jess you have to tell me it could be vital information!" I stopped crying to try and explain to Clary
"I lost my virginity to him, I slept with him Clary, and he is a disgusting demon, he never even wanted me!" Clary gasped and hugged me while I burst into tears again.
About a minute later Jace came in, without knocking, and saw Clary hugging me while I cried like the helpless girl I was; I looked up at Clary and whispered in her ear.
"Do we need to tell them?"
She just looked down at me and shook her head, I was so embarrassed, I had sex with a demon I can't even imagine what Clary thought of me, after Clary shook her head Jace cleared is throat.
"Clary I thought we discussed not making other girls cry."
WHY WAS HE ALWAYS SARCASTIC, CANT HE SEE THAT THIS IS NOT A GOOD TIME TO BE SARCASTIC! UGH BOYS!
"What? I didn't do this!" Clary almost growled
"Take a joke." He walked over and shook me, I instantly stopped crying and slapped him across the face
"What the fuck is your problem?" I snarled
"Excuse me?" he looked completely shocked that someone had screamed at him let alone slapped him
"Why are you such a jerk? You could see that I am clearly upset and you come over and shake me, I am not a magic eight ball that gives you answers whenever you feel like it!"
He took a step back "Well you were soaking my girlfriends top, Izzy would be pissed if she got it stained from your worthless tears!"
"Look you may be this hot shot shadow hunter, but you are still a human being, and you need to respect people. I am not a dog or a child, if you want me to do something you treat me an equal otherwise you can shove your precious legacy up your ass because I want nothing to do with all this if I have to put up with another stuck up ignorant male!"
"Well for someone who is not a child you a throwing a tantrum like one!"
"Jace stop."
"No Clary I will not, this little bitch cannot treat us like this, we have given her a bed and clothes and food, and we have protected h-."
"You haven't done shit for me! Clary is the only one who has protected me and you couldn't give a damn what happened to me! All you care about is Clary, and yes I see why but there is more to her than you realize and she is capable of taking care of herself, so you should just back off because in while trying to protect Clary on things she has a complete handle on you are ignoring everything else and making everyone hate you that much more!" I was fuming, yelling at him with all my power; he took another step back looking as if I'd winded him, his eyes weren't on me though they were on Clary. I saw the look in his eye and turned to face her she was crying. He walked over to her and tried to hug her but she avoided him.
"She's right." Her voice was so low I could have imagined it but she spoke louder now
"Jace, she's right and I can't have someone die because you are too busy trying to protect me." Tears streamed down her face and Jace looked confused.
"What are you saying?"
"I don't think we can work, and don't blame Jess! I have had my doubts for a while, I mean look what happens when we are together, you focus on me and forget everyone else it's not healthy!"
"Clary, no please I'll try to change." He held out a hand and then dropped it when she wouldn't take it
"I will pack up my things and I'll move back in with Luke and Mum, we need time apart for now at least! Prove to me you can change and we'll give it another chance, but I have to go."
Jace looked like he was about to cry, but no Jace Wayland wouldn't cry, instead he started clenching and unclenching his fists and next thing I know I was pinned against the wall getting the air choked out of me by a boy who looked like an angel; the last thing I remembered was him looking at me his golden eyes had gone from multi-colored to one solid color; a single tear escaped his eye and I blacked out.