I think I've just given up saying I don't own twilight or any characters because everyone knows it and it's too depressing! Anyway I'll say it now. Twilight and the characters are not mine!

Enjoy the chapter = ]

Epov

"I love you"

"I love you too, Bella. You have no idea how sorry I am" She smiled at me and said

"You don't need to worry about that now Edward. It's not your fault" I reached towards her but my hand only went through her.

"Goodbye" She waved and disappeared in a puff of smoke.

"Bella!" I called. She didn't answer. She was no where to be seen. "Bella where are you?!"

"Im here"

With that I woke up. I was panting and sweating – but I have no idea why. The lady that was sitting next to me looked at me funny.

"We're here" She said and got up to get off the plane. Okay so I get it was all a dream, but it felt so real. They've all felt real. I've been having this exact same dream every night since she left. Hopefully it goes away when I have her back. If she wants you back. The stupid voice in my head has been against me from the start.

Bpov

I decided it was time to call Alice, and let her know I was okay. I mean, its half true right? I'm getting by. No you're not. You need him and you know that. Shut up! I mentally screamed at the voice inside my head. He doesn't want me. I can't help that. I'll make do without him. We can't.

I can't.

I dialled Alice's number before I realised it and put the phone to my ear.

"You've reached Alice's phone! Im probably with Jasper so just leave your name and why you're calling and I'll get back to you. Viola"

Hmm that's not like Alice to not answer her phone. Even if she is with Jasper.

"Yeah Alice, Hi it's Bella. But you probably already know that. Umm. Just call me when you get this. Bye" and I hung up.

So I tried Rosalie.

"This is Rosalie. If this is Edward, good luck and you're an Idiot. If it's anyone else, well you know what to do!"

Hmm. I wonder what that's supposed to mean. I guess I'll try Jasper and find out if Alice is there or not.

"Hi, this is Jaspers phone!" Alice's voice came in through the phone "He can't come to the phone right now-" Then they both said "So leave your message after the beep. BEEP!"

I had to laugh at that. Of course Alice would talk him into doing something like that. Try Emmett. So I tried Emmett. If he doesn't pick up I'll…

"Hey?"

"Emmett!" I exclaimed. This was great.

"Oh hey Bells, Whats up? You holding up okay?"

"Nothing much really. I just wanted to see how everyone was doing" I said ignoring his other question.

"We're great. Well most of us. Just worried about you. Oh and Rose is sorry she missed your call. And we have Jaspers phone. I'd ask if you've tried Alice but she's with Jasper…so don't" He laughed. It was the best sound in my world at the moment.

"That's okay" I laughed too "If I didn't get through to you I was gunna try Edward" I laughed nervously.

"Oh in that case" and he hung up.

He hung up! I tried him again.

"You've reached Emmett. Pick a number dude. You all want to reach Emmett!" He joked "You know what to do"

"Emmett answer the phone now!" I hung up and tried again a few minutes later. This time I was welcomed with Emmett and Rosalie yelling

"Bella, Do it!"

I laughed "You guys suck" so I hung up and took a deep breath. He's still on my speed dial.

I pressed 1 and called.

"Alice, im getting there" He almost growled. Wow he sounded bad. Beautiful as ever, but bad.

"Edward?" I asked

"Bella?"

"Yeah it's me. Just wanted to see how everyone was holding up. Emmett and Rosalie seem fine" I giggled slightly at the thought of them recording that message.

"Yeah they're all great" He sighed "Listen, Bella I…..Never mind"

Epov

Tell her in person!

"Alice gave me your address. You might be hearing from me soon.

Bpov

Oh, he wants to write me a letter. That's sweet. I smiled.

"I'm looking forward to it."

"Bella, time for make-up" Angela called

"I'm sorry but I have to go" He sighed and so did I.

"Don't feel bad okay. Just…I don't want you feeling guilty for anything."

"Bella, Now!" Called Angela again

"Ive got to go. Talk to you later. I'm looking forward to hearing from you" And it pained me to do so. But I hung up the phone.

"Angela….." I complained.

"I'm sorry Bella, but we've got to shoot this music video and everyone's getting antsy" She looked genuinely sad. Im glad Angela was my manager. I loved her heaps. And she was so good at her job.

"Time to go" she smiled

Sigh. Time to go.