I've been living with Carlisle for a month and a half now and I have loved every minute of it, His house was huge it was 3 stories high because of all the residents living in there. Rosalie, Jasper,Emmet,Alice and Edward. They were all very very kind to me when I first came and they happened to already know who I was and everything about me. That piece of information bugged me for 2 and a half weeks until I found out that the love of my life and his 'Family' were vampires. Strangely enough this didn't kill my love for any of them, especially Carlisle. I love all of them but in a more motherly way.

I was currently laid in bed with Carlisle, even though he was incredibly cold against my warm flesh I still loved cuddling up into his chest as he wrapped his arms around my waist and let his hands lay on my belly where if we could have a baby, it would be. Carlisle told me that it was impossible for us to have a baby together because when he was changed it apparently makes all Vampier males upset me a little knowing I would never be able to hold a creation of mine and Carlisle's.

I lay in Carlisle's embrace and inhale his scent, It calms me and makes me feel safe and it helped a lot when William came looking for me here.

*Flashback

I was sat in the living room with everybody when I heard the doorbell ring,I got up too answer it and what I saw gave me the shock of my life. There stood a mere meter away from me was William. He took a step towards me and put his hand out towards my arm to drag me towards him.I knew I should be scared and indeed I was probably even more so than usual,

"Carlisle!" I Shouted, I knew he would have heard me even if I had whispered. Carlisle came running to me at human pace with everybody behind him following. Carlisle looked towards the door and growled.

"What are you doing here ?!" He setthed while placing me behind him, Edward reading his mind moved next to Carlisle to protect me.

"I've come to take back what is MINE!" William spat through his teeth.

"What, so you can beat her some more until she finally dies on you so you can then find another victim who falls for your perfect charm but after a few weeks of living together you start to get mean and beat her to!" Edward Shouted in Williams face. Ememt and Jasper also made their presences known by joinging Carlisle and Edward infront of me as Rosalie and Alice took me further into the background. William was now incredibly scared and was backing up at snails pace.

"She's mine not anyone else's" That did it for Carlisle he lunged forwards at vampire speed and picked him up by his collar lifting him up from the ground.

"No, She's not yours You never loved her like I do so you are nothing to her!" William nodded and was put back on the ground by Carlisle.

"That doesn't mean she's yours though!" William smirked, Was he going to not. Emmet and Jasper stepped forwards then.

"You think were going to let you near her ever again"

"Well you have another thing coming William" They both said while cornering William.

I suddenly felt very light headed and my vision was blurring with every second. One second I was watching My love, his 'sons' and William argue over me then the next I was staring at the white ceiling with someones cold thin arms underneath me.

"Carlisle" Someone like Alice said. Carlisle was suddenly above me and taking my face in his hands. Soon came over Edward,Emmet and Jasper. Rose stood next to Emmet with a worried look on her face that matched everyone elses. I was suddenly lifted up and realisled I was in Carlisle's arms and we were going up to our room.

I was laid down on something soft and felt the bed dip down next to me, I looked and saw carlisle laid next to me stroking my hair. I felt the need to cry as I moved closer to his chest as he enveloped me in a hug. I let ouot my tears and had them wiped away by carlisle. I could smell him because of his proximity and I all of a sudden felt completely calm and serene.

*End Flashback

I feel so grateful having all these 'people' to help me through everything. If I hadn't met Carlisle I would have still been with William and would maybe be nearly dead, lying lifeless on the kitchen floor or something.

Carlisle kissed my temple and rubbed his hands up and down my forearms in a soothing manor, but I couldn't help but feel the lust radiating from him. To say the lust he was having was random would be stupid to say as I'm laid next to him wearing nothing but my Bra and Underwear, which I might add is very, whats the word. Oh yes Sexy.

I looked into his eyes and couldn't look away, those yellow orbs filled my heart and mind with love that we share and made us believe that nothing would ever seperate us.

(Sorry, but I just can't do a Carlisle and Esme love making scene, its just too weird for me)

4 Weeks later

'Hmm, an egg,bacon,sausage and tomato sauce sandwich would be exsquisite right now' I thought to myself as I received a weird and confused look from Edward.

"What?" I asked, faining innocent. I knew he had heard my thoughts and the fact I had thought of all that food mixed together would have made Edward upchuck if he could.

Carlisle was at work and I was at home with everybody else except Alice and Jasper who had gone hunting. My stomach was starting to get hungrier and I knew if I didn't make that sandwhich soon I would just have to make Edward or Emmet go out and get me something similar from Mcdonalds or something. I walked into the kitchen with Edward following me, I got out the pan and the food from the fridge and started to make what I wanted until the oil from the pan spat at me making the oil land on my arm.

"Ah!" I squeeked and jumped back holding my arm. Edward jumped off the countertop where he had placed himself and came to check my arm.

"There isn't anything wrong with your arm, I think it just shocked you a little into thinking it hurt you more than it did" He assured me. I nodded and went back to making my food but before I got there I saw Edward infront of the hob blocking my way.

"Nah uh, you hurt yourself once already" Taking my hand and making me stand infront of where he had sat. I just nodded and stayed where I was told and waited for my food.

I ate it all once he gave it to me and was certain I wanted something else to eat. So I went to the cupboard and pulled out a packet of crisps. I opened the packet and took a whiff of them and felt my stomach churn, making me run as fast as I can to the nearest toilet and throw up my food from this morning. I heard Rose,Emmet and Edward Run into the bathroom. Rose came and held my hair back as Edward and Emmet went to phone Carlisle to tell him that I was throwing up my breakfast that I had only eaten about 10 minutes ago. This was starting to become a regular thing but I thought that it would pass but it wasn't so I didn't tell anyone.

Carlisle was back 20 minuted after they called and I hate to admit but I still had my head down the toilet throwing up what was now water. He ran into the bathroom and took me into his arms slowly as to not upset my stomach. "Whats wrong with me Carlisle?" I asked and looked up at him. He shook his head and carried me to our room, he placed me on the bed and sat next to me.

"How long has this been happening Esme ?" He asked, I looked away from him, feeling guilty for not even telling him that I had been throwing up my breakfast for about 2 weeks.

"2 weeks" He nodded and stroked a finger over my cheek bone. I turned to look at him to see a look of utmost concentration on his face. Then something clicked in his head as he looked at me again.

"When did you last have your period ?" Is tarted counting in my head and realised it had been over a month ago that I was last on my period. Shit.

He just nodded then stood up and left the room. I was confused until he came back with a rectangular box in his hands. A pregnancy test. He handed it to me and I gave him this weird look as if to say ' are you freaking serious- I thought you were now infertile' He took a breathe then kissed me passionatley, turning me around to face the un-suite bathroom he tapped my backside which moved me forwards. Giggling I made my way into the bathroom and shut the door behind me. I peed on the stick and then washed my hands and opened the door to let Carlisle in. He came in and sat us both on the edge of the bath tub, he wrapped his arms around my waist and leaned our foreheads together. I hadn't realised how long we had sat there but 15 minutes had passed meaning that the pee stick was able to tell us now if I am pregnant. Heck it could have told me ages ago but....Ah well, I just love him to stood behind me looking over my shoulder as I picked up the stick. I felt his hand grip my waist a little more as I picked it up.

Positive.

Positive.

Freaking Positive.

It made me happy to know that I was carryign Carlisle's baby but I couldn't help but worry about what he would think. We were quiet for about 30 seconds before Carlisle broke the silence.

"I'M GONNA BE A DADDY!" He screamed, turning me around and kissing me passinoatley. I was shocked to say the least but still kissed him. I was releived to know that he didn't want me to get rid of the baby. Suddenly the bathroom door swung open to reveal a confused looking Edward,Emmet and Rosalie and I hadn't realised before but Alice and Jasper had returned and had looks to say ' I totally already knew' .

"ESME'S PREGNANT" Carlisle shouted again this time being hugged by Alice who was jumping up and down. Everyone elses eyes popped out of their sockets nearly. Rose looked towards me then down at my belly. I thought she would have been upset, furious, angry but she wasn't what she did was run over and hug me.

" You'll be the best big sister ever Rose!" I said, they knew I thought of them as my children because I cared for them so dearly. I got Congratulated by everyone and was downstairs soon after, with Carlisle next to me holding me close to him and smiling as if I had given him the best present in the world.