Bpov
I opened my eyes and closed them again as the light from outside hurt my eyes. I turned over in bed and felt a sick feeling rack through my body, I sat up quickly and raced to the bathroom were all the contents form last night came back. Mum raced upstairs and held my hair back from my face. I brushed my teeth and walked back to my room to get dressed. I tried to remember exactly what had happened last night but all I could remember was drinking my cola and then dancing and then seeing Dad. Seeing dad?! I am in deep trouble. I dressed in light dark blue jeans and a pink and grey stripped top. I walked slowly from my room and down the stairs and as I entered the living room everyone's eyes flew to me, The majority looked either sad apart from Emmet who looked slightly amused and Dad who looked like so mad he could take down the whole volturi guard along with Aro, his brothers, Jane, Alec, Demitri and Felix. His stare hurt the most, to know he was dissapointed in me. I sat down silently on the sofa next to Emmet. I thought that if Dad got so angry with me that it took over and he felt the need to do something, Emmet would be the best to let him fight, I know Dad would never hurt me though but this was just a precaution.
I rung my hands in my lap and just looked at them as I did so.
"I'm So-" I said, but was overspoken by Dad.
"You might be sorry, but that doesn't fix this Bella!" He said sharply. He's never spoken to me like this before. Now I feel really bad.
"Dad, I don't know what came over me and Hayley to go with them" I said, I really don't know. Me and Hayley would usually be fine with just it being the two of us to see a movie or bowling or something but something just clicked last night that made us want to live a bit.
"Bella, I don't know whats coming over you, You've never disobeyed us before and when we make these rules its so nothing bad happens to you !" Dad was now stood up and pacing from one side of the room to the other.
"Ever since that accident-" It was my turn to speak over him now !
"Yeah, Ever since the accident with William i've been kept under lock amd key twenty-four seven !" I say loudly while rising up from my seat. " You say you want me to have a normal life, with you all being vampires and me not being but keeping me in the house and with you all is not me having a normal life, Yes I love to be with you all but what about the friends I have, this is the only place i've made friends again after we moved when I was well enough and when I try to have fun and do what kids my age do, I get punished for it!" I was now full out screaming with tears trailing down my face. They all looked shocked at my outburst, but that's how I feel. And not just how I feel that is how it is.
"Do you not want me to have a semi-normal life?!"
"Of course we do sweety, but after the accident we don't want anything bad to happen to you" Mum said form where she was sat.
"And by stopping me from going out with friends, isn't good either, one day when i'm older and when I can't call you mum anymore and when I can't call you dad, what am I going to do, im not going to know about anything of the world and i'm going to be alone" My tone was now soft and you could hear the sadness in my voice as well as the sobs. I sat back down on the sofa with a thud and cried into my arm. Nobody said anything for a long time while I sat there crying.
"You'll never be alone Bella" A soft voice said, I looked up and saw the voice came from Edward, I took in a shaky breathe and spoke.
"Nobody knows that" And as I said it, I got up from my seat and ran out the door and into the woods, I dont know how long i'd kept running but my legs finally gave out and I fell to the floor, crying again. I sat on the forest floor calming myself down. My sobs finally stopped altogether and I was just laying on the forest floor with my eyes closed. Snap!
I heard from the right side of me, I felt my heart start beating faster and faster in my chest as I thought that my end was near.
"Bella!" I heard a voice say and take me into their arms, Edward! I lay with Edward for what felt like an eturnity, in silence. It wasn't an awkward silence but I just kept my face buried in my chest.
"Bella, I have to tell you something" He said, breaking the silence. I pulled back from his chest and looked at his face, Our eyes caught each other and I was starting into bottomless pits of Gold. I don't know how long I was staring into them as his were mine until he began to speak again.
"I don't know how to tell you this Bella but"He looked down as he spoke, I've never heard him so nervous before. " I love you" He said. He loves me ? He loves me ?! …. OH MY GOD HE LOVES ME !!
I felt my eyes widen and my mouth was slightly agape, He took my silence as a bad thing as he moved away and began to apologise. I stopped staring and moved towards him.
" I love you too" I said, His face lit up and I swear I thought his cheeks were about to leave his face as he lunged towards me slightly and pulled me to his chest, him being taller than me he moved down slowly and moved closer to me, Are lips about an inch apart. I closed the space between us and sparks flew through my body as our lips touched. They moved in sinc with each other like they were two puzzle pieces just waiting to be put together. He pulled back to let me breathe and I couldn't help the smile that lit up my face.
"You don't know how long I've waited to do that" He breathed, as he kissed my forehead. I nodded my head, unable to speak. My heart punding in my chest again made him laugh. He could hear it.
"Finally!" We heard someone scream, Edward shot up and looked to were the voice came from, only to find Emmet the source of the scream. He had a wide smile on his face which suddenly changed to a smirk.
"The others are gonna be so happy" He said, before he ran away using all his speed.
"Damn it" I said quietly. Edward looked back down at me with worry and confusion etched onto his perfectly sculptured face.
"What's wrong, love?" He asked as he placed a lock of hair behind my ear.
"Emmet is going to tell everybody about us" I said, He laughed slightly,
"Do you not want them to know ?" He asked, I could hear the sadness in his voice as he spoke.
"Of course I do, its just don't you think it should be us to tell them not Emmet?" I asked with a slight laugh at the end.
"Alice would have said something as soon as she'd see me make the decision" He said. True, she could never keep a secret from Jasper for long.
" I love you" He said before his lips were back on mine.