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BPOV

Right now is when I could have loved to have Alice dress me, he 'barbie Bella' she says. Edward had decided that tonight he was taking me out for dinner even though he can't eat any of the food.

Getting dressed for the evening was hard in itself. First finding what to wear then the shoes and then deciding whether or not to wear makeup, I really miss Alice and Rose. I settled on a red strapless dress that went to just above my knee and down the chest it had four buttons making it look less plain, Black tights and I was still searching through the wardrobe for black or red heels.

"Edward?" I called, I didn't know where in the house he was so I had to call for him. I stood in front of the wardrobe staring into it with my hands on my hips. I only had to put on the shoes and apply some mascara and then I would be ready. Edward walked into the room and came to stand next to me.

"Yes, love?" He asked, he wrapped his arms around my torso and kissed the side of my temple. I giggled and pulled away from him slightly.

"I can't find my shoes in here" I said pointing a finger into the giant wardrobe. He sighed and I felt him smile against my temple, he pulled away and walked into it. Not three seconds later he walked out again with some red heels. He walked me over to the bed and sat me down on the end of it and slid the shoes on my feet. I stood up wobbling slightly but steadied myself while holding Edwards arm.

"Beautiful" He said, I felt the blush once again creep itself onto my cheeks. He held my hand as we walked through the foyer and out the door.

We climbed into the Aston Martin and drove to the restaurant. I geld Edwards hand in the car and listened to the music playing. We passed many fancy restaurants until we came into what looked like the countryside but was probably just a load of trees that was home to many animals that Edward had no doubt fed on last night while I was sleeping. We pulled up outside a restaurant called the grovener, even the outside looked fancy and expensive.

Edward stopped the car and rushed out of his door to come and open mine. I held his hand as we walked in, I tripped a couple of times on the way in, thankfully Edward caught me each time. Once inside a waiter came over to us and asked if we had a reservation. Edward told him the details we were under and were led to a table in the back of the restaurant were there were candles lit on the tables. We were led to one in the back and Edward pulled my chair out for me and pushed it in when I had sat. He sat opposite me as I ordered my food and a drink while he ordered only a water. I gave him a funny look as he ordered it.

"I think it might be healthier for the plant than wine"He said.

"Are you actually letting me drink alcohol even after the time I snook away to a club?" I asked, He sighed and nodded his head slowly with a smile playing on his lips. The waiter brought through my food and a bottle of wine with two glasses even though Edward only asked for one.

I ate my food as Edward watched and sipped my wine, suffice to say it was pretty strong but it might have been that I've never had alcohol before this.

Not long after I could feel myself becoming tipsy, I finished my meal and we sat talking to each other. I ordered another bottle of Wine and then another then another before Edward said no more. Still only tipsy I held Edwards hand on top of the table and I felt a surge of courage wash threw me, I lifted one of my legs up Edwards leg and his eyes widened a little and he smirked at me. The night went on and we soon left to go back to the house.

Edward held my waist as we walked into the house, I pretended to be tired and Edward fell for it, he carried me up to the bedroom and laid me down on the bed as he rolled next to me. I sat up straight not a moment later and turned around to face him. I wrapped my arms around his neck and started kissing up and down his jaw and cheek. I moved to his mouth and we went into full makeout session.

I somehow ended up laid back on the bed with his straddling me, his hadns roaming up and down my body, his kissed left my mouth and went to my neck. I felt him suck and bite on my neck surely leaving a mark. I couldn't help the gasp that escaped my mouth but the pleasure it gave me when he did that was blissful. He lifted his head and looked me in the eyes with a smirk playing on his lips. His hands went to the zips at the side of my dress, he lifted his head to me again this time asking for my permission. I nodded my head and let him unzip the dress. He grabbed my hips and lifted them off the bed as he pulled the dress down. Leaving me in only a small bra and knickers and black tights. He bent his head down to my lips again and kissed from my lips down to the top of my chest. His hands travelled to the top of my tights and ripped them off me with so much force it nearly brought my underwear with it. His hands travelled downwards over my thighs and then back up to my hips. I could feel the nerves kicking in now. My first time. That is something to be nervous about I'm sure. Edwards lips left mine and travelled down my neck, past my chest and to my stomach. My hands tangled into his hair and I gasped as his lips kissed the skin just above my underwear. His eyes caught mine again asking for permission, I let out a shaky breath but nodded my head. He hooked his index fingers into my panties and pulled them down and tossed them over the other side of the room somewhere. His eyes filled with lust and I suddenly felt self conscious of being so exposed while he was still wearing all of his clothes, I used an arm to cover myself slightly and used the other to try indicate I wanted him to take his shirt off. He got the hint and pulled it off and I reached my hand down to unbuckle his belt. After he was about as naked as me he pulled me closer to him and moved my arm away.

"Your beautiful" He whispered "Don't ever hide yourself from me"

He brought his lips back to mine and he spread my legs apart slightly. I gasped as he did and nearly bit his tongue as I did so. He chuckled under his breath slightly and looked into my eyes.

"Are you ready?" He asked. I nodded my head and looked into his eyes and saw nothing but love-for me. I nodded my head again, not trusting my voice. He kissed my lips and I helped pull down his underwear. He placed himself at my entrance and I breathed in slowly, he looked into my eyes and pushed himself in. His ips came down on mine as he broke through my barrier.

It felt like my my insides had been ripped apart. I whimpered into his mouth and could feel a few tears escape my eyes. We stayed like that for a moment before we started moving against each other. The pain vanished after a second and the pain turned into pleasure and it was growing by the second. He started going faster and I met his thrusts. We both moaned out each others names in utter ecstasy. He pulled out of me and rolled over and kissed my lips telling me how beautiful I am and how much he loves me. I blushed slightly and looked down and noticed that the white sheets had trails of blood on them.

"Oh my god" I whispered under my breath.

"What?" Edward asked as he lifted my chin with his finger. He stared into my eyes and I stared into his and wandered how I got something so amazing.

"The sheets are ruined" I said and he looked down.

"It's okay, it's not your fault maybe I should have thought it through" He said and chuckled. " I Love You So Much!" He said and kissed me passionatley. I fell asleep on his chest that night with him humming my lullaby.

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