Disclaimer: GAH. I hate this thing sooo much. O-O

A/N: Ahh another monthly wait. XD Sorrry. I know this last chapter was very black and white. Either you loved it or hated it. I'm glad if you loved it and I'm slightly disappointed if you hated it. This chapter should be better. Hope you like it.

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How could Sasori do that? How could he just. . .touch me. He knows my feelings for Itachi are strong. He knows that. . .

Deidara pressed his head into his pillow, his sobs quieting down some as he pressed harder. Itachi was still gone, it had been at least a month since he had last seen him. He didn't know why he was slobbering all over this matter. It's not like he had never done this before. He's had many boyfriends, each of them. . .he cared deeply about . . .so why was he here crying over this one? He had barely said 4 words to Itachi before and now they were together. He didn't get it. He was part of the Akatsuki! Akatsuki are suppose to be fearless, unemotional. . . but Deidara wasn't.

He wasn't unemotional at all. He definitely had emotions and he wanted them to currently disappear. He didn't understand all of these feelings bubbling up inside him for Itachi. He didn't understand why he cried when Itachi left. . he didn't understand why he worried when he hadn't been home yet. . and he definitely didn't understand why he had morphed into a sniveling coward when all Sasori had done was touch and kiss him. What was wrong with him.

With a small sigh, Deidara stood up, pulled on his Akatsuki jacket and left his room to go talk to Sasori. No matter how he was feeling, ooh no. It was all about Sasori wanting something from him and he hated it. He nodded to himself about that thought and pushed into Sasori's room, a glare set on his face. "Sasori. . ." he hissed.

Sasori sat up at the intrusion and grinned wildly as he watched Deidara move forward. "Yes Deidara?" he asked standing and moving towards Deidara.

"I want to say something to you un,. . but I don't know how," he muttered, looking down for a moment then back up. "Come here and I'll show you . . . un," he said with a flirtly glance back to Sasori.

A huge grin plastered itself on Sasori's face as he moved toward Deidara, his eyes wide with slight craziness. "Yes?"

Deidara paused for a moment, looked up, pulled his fist back and punched Sasori right in the face. "You bastard. Un. If you ever touch me again. . I swear, I won't just break your face," Deidara hissed moving out of the room quickly and storming back into his. Wow. That felt good. Really good. Now, this little fiasco, Itachi doesn't need to know about.

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"Kisame. ." Itachi hissed under his breath, throwing a dead body on the ground in frustration. "I've been thinking. I don't think we should fuck at all," he grumbled, kicking another one of the bodies into a thing of thorn bushes.

With a small sigh, Kisame nodded. "I see,"

"It would hurt Deidara and I really-"

"Love him?"

Itachi shrugged and leaned against a tree, a small sigh of annoyance escaping his throat. "I don't know. I'm not familiar with these feelings,"

"Not familiar?" Kisame cocked his head to the side in thought. "You've never loved anyone before?"

Itachi remained silent for quite a long while, thinking this over. "I don't think so. I mean. . I did have feelings for my family but it wasn't . . .love," Itachi grumbled throwing another body on top of the others.

"Ah . . ." Kisame kicked a body of what looked like a kunoichi in training. Young. . about 13 or 14. Stupid girl was foolish enough to actually stand up to him. Probably a dumb genin thinking she was all tough and shit. Hah. At these thoughts, Kisame let out a small chuckle, shaking his head softly.

Raising a brow, Itachi crossed his arms across his chest. "Why are you laughing?" he hissed watching with a small glare plastered onto his face.

"Oh? It's nothing. Really," Kisame waved it off and turned away from Itachi. "How long do you think it will take us to get back?"

The glare was still present on Itachi's face as he shrugged slightly. "I don't know Probably a couple of days. Maybe a week,"

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A/N: Oh wow. . such a short chapter. Sorry guys :\ I've been real busy with school and home life. Once those settle down, the next chapter will be much longer. Trust me. :3

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