Part 1:Living in my world(the boy)

"Sure" I said to my parents when they asked me to spy on the Daishi family. Great…what was I thinking! I heard everything that they told her. I saw the face she made when they told her the "big surprise". I knew in that moment that she change, her eyes went black for a moment but then as she remember that she wasn't alone she found herself asking the stupid questions so that she could be distracted form the truth and then when she left the leaving room she was like a mechanical puppet, the body was there but she wasn't. I couldn't t believe what they were going to do to her. It hurted more than I thought it would hurt me. Why should it hurt me? I hate her.

I wanted to leave, run fast, away form here but I knew I had to stay and watch them. My stomach hurted, it felt like they were punching me. Why her? I asked the stupid question she made but of course life wasn't fair and no matter how wrong it seemed it was an honor to the family. I knew she understood that, I knew she wanted to make her family proud. She was in a lot of ways like me. Never good enough for our parents, living in the shadows of your older brothers and sisters, knowing that no matter what you did you were never going to be good enough. I hated that, I hated living like this, trying your hardest just so that they could actually call you part of the family.

In the living room was quiet. Ms. and Mr. Daishi were not talking, they were just there thinking thoughtfully. I wonder if they even feel bad for what they were going to do to Hikaru.

"Honey I don't think this is a good idea. No matter what we do to try to change her future it would not change. Hikaru is the chosen one, we cant deny that. Her power is greater -"

"Don't start with that Ai, I don't care if she is the chosen one I wont let the future be. Even if I have to fight her myself I will not let her ruin this family." Mr. Daishi said

" I don't think she's going to ruin the family, if you ask me this is good, it would save all of our suffering, all of this running and fighting for centuries it can end with her and you know it." she said

"I don't want to hear anymore of this. Its going to be my way, got it." Mr. Daishi said with a straight voice.

Ai staid quiet, looking at her husband with tearful eyes, I could see that this was hurting her, making her daughter marry someone that, as I could see, she didn't like.

She cleared her throat "well I'm going to make some tea. Want some?" she asked standing up from the floor.

"Sure" he said not even looking at her as she walked away from him with tears in her eyes.

Shit! I cant take this anymore! I'm leaving I already got information and I don't care what my parents will say about this. I don't Care. I just want to go to my room and cut something. I jumped of the tree and started running in the shadows of the night. Then I stopped right in the front of the entry of my clans home. I wonder if she crying right now, Hikaru, could I have the courage to see her room, see her and what she's doing right now, knowing the dark "little" secret of her future. No, I cant, she means nothing to me, this is not my business, she's my enemy and that's all we will ever be. One day we will fight and one of us will die. Even thought I know that im the one that has to kill her, there's just something that tells me that she's innocent, is not her fault that she was born in that family. Then again is not my fault that I was born in this family. I'm strong enough to kill her I can do that, I know I can, but when the moment comes could I be capable of doing it?

"Katsu is that you?" A familiar voice called my name.

" Yeas its me grandmother" I said stepping in to my clans home. It was like a little town in the city. "How are you feeling?" I asked her when I could see her completely.

"Im feeling better that yesterday. Thank God for that." she laughed quietly without strength. "I was waiting for you to come so that you could eat with me, you know I love your company at diner. I hope its not a border to your parents." She smiled. She was getting older every minute. I smiled back, but inside I was full of pain, I was losing my grandmother, the only person that has really loved me no matter how many times I have left my family down.

" I don't think they will mind, you know how busy the are with my brother and with their business" I lied trying to sound normal. But I don't think I fooled her .She know me better than any one else in this world.

She walked to my direction with a lot of straight. I could see that it hurt her to walk. So I walked to her and hugged her.

"You shouldn't be walking, the doctor said you needed rest." I said as I walked her to her house.

"Who cares about what the doctor says! I wont be in bed all day, I will fell useless, besides I think I can handle myself." she said trying to walk faster.

"grandmother…."I said with disapproval voice, moving my head to side to side slowly. She was stubborn as always..

We walked to her house, When we were finally in the front of her house I helped her open the door and bring her insight. Just when we were sitting for dinner my brother came in, ruthless as always , not even saying a word to grandma.

"What are you doing here! Mom and dad have been waiting for you're report and you're here eating!" he screamed at me.

"Sasaki , Katsu just came, take it easy with him, I asked him if he could eat with me, you know I always love it -"grandma was cut of.

"shut up!" Sasaki said

" Don't tell her to shut up! She older than you, show some respect!" I said standing up from the floor and going directly to punch him.

Just when I was about to punch him, he grabbed my arm and hold it strongly. " What about our parents respect? You dint show that to them." he said holding my arm making more pressure in it .

I looked at him with angry eyes. Then I looked at my grandmother, I saw her frighten looked at her face and I knew that this hurted her. I shouldn't be fighting with my brother right in front of her so I just gave up and said

" You're right, im sorry I wont let dad and mom down again".

"Yeah right, I have heard of that phrase many times before" my brother said with disgust in his voice.

He let go of my arm and went outside….I already knew what was going to happen once I stepped outside. I would fight him, he would beat me, go to my parents and say what a stupid little brat I am. I took a big breath and smiled at my grandmother as I walked outside. My brother kept running until we were away form grandmothers house, then he turned to my direction and punch me in the face.