Part 2:Why did this happened to me! -Hikaru-

I knew it was late when I woke up. I still had my I-pod on- I always sleep with an I-pod if I cant sleep-and I dint recognize the song, normally I knew every song in my I-pod, then I remembered that my friend, Violet, had put a knew playlist on my I-pod. I checked the song it was "You cant stop me" from Guano Apes. I liked it. I checked the clock it was 4:49 am, too early to get out of bed, so I just staid there listening to the same song again and again until I figure the meaning. I knew instantly that this was me, this song…"you cant stop me im close enough to kiss the sky". I knew I could change my future I had my own power, I dint need my parents I could survive on my own. Run away and never come back… but as I thought about this it hurted just to think that I would never see my friends again not even katsu . Even if he was my enemy I grown attach to him, he was my friend know. I closed my eyes, trying my best not to think and then I felt asleep.

I woke up screaming. I took deep breath. Its just a dream relax, no not a dream, it was a nightmare, my life was a nightmare. I sight. The nightmare was too real I could still see it in my mind, Sora standing right beside me with me in a dress, a with dress, ahhh! Great! I cant believe it…. I looked at the clook. "Omg! Its late!"

I stand up quickly, took a bath with cold water-I cant stand hot water it feels like its burning my skin- and prepare myself. I brunched my hair, then tease it a couple of times and put a bow in it. Today it was green and my outfit was green too. I went downstairs, my parents weren't awake yet. Good, I don't want to see their faces today or tomorrow. I grabbed a piece of bread and put it in the toaster. As I waited for the bread to be ready I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and wrote a note to my parents. I knew I wasn't going to see them for at least 3 day, not because I was going to run away( I wish) but because I had the chunning exams. I put the not in the refrigerator were they could see it fast:

" Dear mom and dad today im going to the chunning exams. I will probably wont come back until the exams are over or maybe I wont even pass the first test but im confident I will. Wish me luck! love u guys!

Xoxox

Hikaru"

I sighed I wasn't prepare for this day, I was suppose to study some more yesterday, at night, but I was to miserable to do so. A t least I would get away from my nightmare…wait…I wont…. ill see Sora today……Dam!

I ate the bread on my way to the building were we were suppose to start the first first person I saw was katsu waiting alone. I sight, good im still in time. I walked to him and as I came closer I could see he had a mark in his left check and in his left eye. I knew instantly that the marks had to be form punches.

"hey!"I said cheerfully

"hey" He said without any humor.

I stared at him I dint want to be rude and asked him what happened to his face so I just keep quite and asked something else.

"So are you ready?"

"Ready for what?" he said surprise and tense.

"Um for the test…..what else would I say that?"

"Oh yeah the test….."he said then I knew he was to distracted with something in his head so I just kept quite. I took out my I-pod from my bag and put it on. After hearing 2 songs I notice that he was staring me with disapproval face.

"What?" I asked

He shake his head slowly" You should at least be studying, not hearing music."

I sighed "I don't want to, my head will explode If I do that right know. Besides look who's talking your not doing anything."

"I guess that's the same excuse I will be using right now."

"Want to hear?" I said taking one earphone off and offering it to him.

He sighed and for a moment I thought he was going to say no but for my surprise he took it and put it on. We kept quite for a while listening to the beat of the song "Goodbye" by song ended and the beat of one of my favorite songs came "Meant to live" by switchfoot.

"You know this song" he said surprise like in a question but it wasn't a question.

"Yep it's a classic one, everyone that likes rock has to at least hear it one time in their life.'

"yea, it is a classic one."

We kept quite listening to the song and when the song was getting good

our sensei came with Jiro and Azumi.

"Finally we find you two!" Jiro said.

"Im sorry" I stand up fast forgotten that katsu had one earphone on and when I stand up my earphone got out of my ear and it hit katsu in the check. Right were the mark was. Jiro started laughing. Azumi started to giggle.

"Sorry, sorry!" I said

Katsu rubbed his check "Don't worry im not bleeding….yet…." he said then looked at Jiro with a scary face. Jiro stopped laughing and moved a little more far from him. Azumi did the same thing.

"Guys I know you're happy that you're entering the chunning exams but will you please hear me here. You guys are suppose to enter know and im not allow to enter with you guys so I just wanted to say good luck. Jiro, don't be reckless. Azumi, try not to get hit all the time. Katsu,be careful when your using your specialty and Hikaru, try not be to protective with everything."

We all nod.

"Will make you proud sensei!" Jiro said cheerful, I could see he was pump with this exam.

Sensei nod "I know you guys will make me proud."

We all entered. But I knew that nobody in my squad was ready for what they were seen. They were a bunch of people in the room so many people looking at us. And this is why sometimes I hated been different, they weren't watching Azumi or Jiro they were watching katsu and me . I guessed we stand up more form the crowed becasue of our Emo my was more of a scene look but isnt it all the same?Of course I wasn't emo. I wonder if Katsu is emo, he always warred long sleeves.

I scan the crowed looking for Violet, she was easy to spot, she was one of gothic's in the room, not that many in it. She smiled at me and started skipping to my side. It was funny seen her skip, like a little girl in a black little dress that looked like a dark angel. Today she had two pointy tails. When you think of a person that's gothic you don't really think of violet….she was gothic but she was too childish, too annoying and talked a lot. She explain to me that gothic was a way of thinking and of dressing differently than everyone else. So I guess I was part gothic myself. For dressing different and liking different thinks..

"Hey guys!" she said cheerfully..

"Hey violet! Are you ready for this?" I said smiling at her, knowing her she dint study at all.

"Yeah, same old ,same old." she said "what about you?"

"Well I did study but I think I should have study last night……"I sighed I shouldn't have said that.

"What were you doing last night? I called you but you're parents said you were busy." Violet said

"Um nothing, I was sleeping. I was tired. You know same old same old"

At my side katsu snorted. I looked at him with shock in my eyes…what was wrong with him? then looked back at Violet.

"Oh" She said.

Beside us Jiro and Azumi were talking with the group of Violet.

"Hey Hikaru ready for the exam?"Sora said smiling at me.

I jumped a little. Were the hell did he came from? I dint even notice him coming.

"Um….yeah…im ready…….and you?" I said trying to breath and sound relax, but im sure I dint fooled anyone.

"Yeah im ready. You know you should be careful I don't want you to get hurt in the exams." he said putting one hand in my check. " well, ill se you soon," he walked away back to his team. His team was looking at him with shook just like I imagine my face.

"What did just happened? Was it me or did he just told you to be careful because he doesn't want to lose you? "Violet said surprise and looked at me wen she saw that I wasn't sying anything. She gasped.

"No….please tell me your not his GF" She said. But she sound mad.

I looked at her with shock, how could she think of me that way I don't like him and she knows that. Then I looked fast at Katsu that was beside me in the wall. This wasn't a good place to chat, I took violets hand and walked her away form the crowed were I could talk to her alone. I wonder how she will react will she be surprise or fell pity for me?