Someone turn me 'round

by Sagarmatha

What if Cassie had saved Malachi from being sacrificed by Ella but had not died. It might be helpful to read my first three short stories for Hex to get a sense of where I'm coming from with the Cassie and Az relationship.

56. Soundtrack

This is just a fun little extra. I have a soundtrack in my head for certain characters at various points in the story. It's sort of a work in progress as I listen to my favorite albums and artists and the connections occur to me. Enjoy!

Azazeal

It's No Good by Depeche Mode (You know you want him too!)

I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above
The gods decree
You'll be right here by my side
Right next to me
You can run, but you cannot hide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'll be fine
I'll be waiting patiently
Till you see the signs
And come running to my open arms
When will you realise
Do we have to wait till our worlds collide
Open up your eyes
You can't turn back the tide

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

I'm going to take my time
I have all the time in the world
To make you mine
It is written in the stars above

Don't say you want me
Don't say you need me
Don't say you love me
It's understood
Don't say you're happy
Out there without me
I know you can't be
'cause it's no good

Spiders by Editors (Sneaky, Manipulative Azazeal!)

There're spiders in your room
But there always will be
There're people to be fooled
And there always has been

Hold out your hand, hold out your hand I will carry you
Hold out your hand, hold out your hand, come back to me
Come back to me

With your back to the wall
You've got one place to fall
Sometimes its all better unknown

Every little piece, pulls in its own direction
Please love, don't be scared
It's just your own reflection

Hold out your hand, hold out your hand I will carry you
Hold out your hand, hold out your hand, come back to me
Come back to me

With your back to the wall
You've got one place to fall
Sometimes its all better unknown

With your back to the wall
You've got one place to fall
Sometimes its all better unknown

With your back to the wall
You've got one place to fall
Sometimes its all better unknown

Barrel of a Gun by Depeche Mode (Azazeal feeling miserable and no longer wanting to be the savior of the fallen angels)

Do you mean this horny creep
Set upon weary feet
Who looks in need of sleep
That doesn't come
This twisted, tortured mess
This bed of sinfulness
Who's longing for some rest
And feeling numb

What do you expect of me
What is it you want?
Whatever you've planned for me
I'm not the one

A vicious appetite
Visits me each night
And won't be satisfied
Won't be denied
An unbearable pain
A beating in my brain
That leaves the mark of cain
Right here inside

What am I supposed to do?
When everything that I've done
Is leading me to conclude
I'm not the one

Whatever I've done
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun

Is there something you need from me?
Are you having your fun?
I never agreed to be
Your holy one

Whatever I've done
I've been staring down the barrel of a gun

Call me by The House of Love (Azazael who wants Cassie to need him)

Call me with your song
when you're in danger
when you're alone
Won't you say you want me
Won't you say you need me

Then we will crawl through the storm
and all that is damned
and the history of the world
that is written here in print
And the story of the Byrds
when they ruled our burning skies
you can call me through the smog
and I'll serenade you with my smile

Call me with your song
when you're in danger
when you're alone
Won't you say you want me, need me, touch me, hold me now

Call me
Won't you call me, I want you to call me, won't you call me
Won't you just call

Brand New Colony by The Postal Service (Azazael wants to be useful to Cassie)

I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit
Like a perfect gentlemen
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
Where you will sit and contemplate your day

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tub when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold

I want to take you far from the cynics in this town
And kiss you on the mouth
We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand new colony
Where everything will change,
We'll give ourselves new names (identities erased)
The sun will heat the grounds
Under our bare feet in this brand new colony
Everything will change, oOo oOo...

Lucifer

To Have and To Hold by Depeche Mode (Lucifer realizing that he wants a mate)

I need to be cleansed
Its time to make amends
For all of the fun
The damage is done
And I feel diseased
I'm down on my knees
And I need forgiveness
Someone to bear witness
To the goodness within
Beneath the sin
Although I may flirt
With all kinds of dirt
To the point of disease

Now I want release
From all this decay
Take it away
And somewhere
There's someone who cares
With a heart of gold
To have and to hold

Want by Recoil (Nasty and bad Lucifer explaining himself to Elizabeth and yet trying to scare her at the same time. But there is a hint of the love he feels for her in some of the things he says.)

I want to know how it'll end.
I want to be sure of what it'll cost.
I want to strangle the stars for all they promised me.
I want you to call me on your drug phone.
I want to keep you alive so there is always the possibility of murder later.
I want to be there when you learn the cost of desire.
I want you to understand that my malevolence is just a way to win
I want the name of the ruiner.
I want matches in case I have to suddenly burn.
I want you to know that being kind is overrated.
I want to write my secret across your sky.
I want to watch you lose control.
I want to watch you lose.
I want to know exactly what it's going to take.
I want to see you insert yourself into glory.
I want your touches to scar me so I'll know where you've been.
I want you to watch when I go down in flames.
I want a list of atrocities done in your name.
I want to reach my hand into the dark and feel what reaches back.
I want to remember when my nightmares were clearer.
I want to be there when your hot black rage rips wide open.
I want to taste my own kind.
I want to be wrapped in cold wet sheets to see if it's different on this side.
I want you to come on strong.
I want to leave you out in the cold.
I want the exact same thing... but different.
I want some soft drugs.. some soft, soft drugs.
I want to throw you.
I want you to know I know.
I want to know if you read me.
I want to swing with my eyes shut and see what I hit.
I want to know just how much you hate me so I can predict what you'll do.
I want you to know the wounds are self-inflicted.
I want a controlling interest.
I want to be somewhere beautiful when I die.
I want to be your secret hater.
I want to stop destroying you but I can't.
And I want and I want and I want.
And I will always be hungry.
And I want and I want and I want...

Behind the Wheel by Depeche Mode (Lucifer trying to explain to Elizabeth that he wants her in charge)

My little girl
Drive anywhere
Do what you want
I don't care

Tonight
I'm in the hands of fate
I hand myself
Over on a plate

Now

Oh little girl
There are times when I feel
I rather not be
The one behind the wheel

Come
Pull my strings
Watch me move
I do anything

Please

Sweet little girl
I prefer
You behind the wheel
And me the passenger

Drive
I'm yours to keep
Do what you want
I'm going cheap

Tonight

Youre behind the wheel, tonight

Higher Love by Depeche Mode (Lucifer in love!)

I can taste more than feel
This burning inside is so real
I can almost lay my hands upon
The warm glow that lingers on

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul's on fire
Moved, by a higher love

I surrender all control
To the desire that consumes me whole
Leads me by the hand to infinity
Lies in wait at the heart of me

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, my soul's on fire
Moved, by a higher love

Heaven bound on the wings of love
There's so much that you can rise above

Moved, lifted higher
Moved, moved, by a higher love
By a higher love

I surrender heart and soul
Sacrificed to a higher goal

Moved, moved by a higher love
By a higher love