Thanks to everyone who read and support this story. Special thanks to Crystal (Sexysadie)! The ending of the movie is in the next chapter. Kassia has plans of her own and her drama truly starts next chapter. Goes even deeper mwhahaha. Hope you don't hate me for the evil ending bahahaha. The dark Billy lives on. :)
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN THE SONG/LYRICS USED IN THIS CHAPTER. THEY BELONG SOLEY TO LISA HALL. THE SONG : IS THIS REAL? BY LISA HALL. NO COPYRIGHT INTENDED!
Chapter 7: Icy Dreams& The Reigning of Billy Darley's Lament!
My heartbeat was thumping harshly. A little while had gone by since Billy had gotten a hold of me. Completely! This past week my dreams had changed drastically. I was that simple teenager who wanted so badly to turn eighteen and escape. Two hours ago I could have and would have. Packed my fucking bags right up and left in the night, leaving only Mom and Luke a letter. But I was here, tied to this bed of Billy Darley. My entire lower body was screaming on it's own with pain. Daylight would be coming soon and I hadn't seen that ass hole since he left me, uncovered. I couldn't control the dreams that were happening to me and I hated it. Like I had hated every other thing in my life.
Twisted this feeling walked out of shape So tired of revealing the moves that I make
I cried for Luke, Mom and even Dad, but not physically. It was on the inside. Everything that held my outside wasn't mine anymore. I couldn't show anything. It kept pushing it's way through all of the blood, sweat and tears. But nothing still.... I was lost and truly appreciative of not being able to feel. It finally happened. My grip on reality was still there, rearing at me, but me. I was gone and buried. I let Darley make me a toy, and I didn't fight it. I wanted this all to end right now. If I could get loose.
Maybe if I turned inside out then I could grab his attention...
No! Stop what you're doing. Don't turn into this. You're better than that!
But I wasn't. It's what I told the old me. Life was turned upside down and I needed to be exactly what Darley wanted. A toy.
The dream came to me as my eyes slithered closed. The jerking on the restraints over for the hour. I was physically fighting as me and emotionally I was someone else. Time to switch those around. ...
So tired of revealing the moves that I make
A darkened hallway with a smoke cloud of red pushed it's way through the door. I could smell the trademark of Billy Darley. Leather some far off scent of blue rush and musk. I took it inside of my nostrils and tasted it through my mouth. I let it engulf itself into my pours. My deep nails brushed down the narrow hallway. I ignored the sound of buzzing and whipping air around me. I could hear the rough sound coming from a different smoky area. The black silk clung to my stomach like leather to a steering wheel.
I moved slowly. And when I stopped at a wooden table a cigarette left burning in the tray next to a red glass filled candle. I picked the smoke up and placed it between my lips. I removed it from my lips when someone came up behind me and wrapped their hands tightly around my waist. " I just can't kill you Hume." The husky breath was hot on my ear.
And I know, yes I know, but is this real? And I know, yes I know, but is this real?
The way his hold was tight on my waist, his nails digging into the silk. Letting his knuckles rub against me. It wasn't in any way affection. It was a dark stranger of course, Billy Darley. If something came loose inside of me and I tried to turn myself upside down then maybe I could salvage something, anything of what was left of my life. I had no interest in making Darley a permanent lover, no!
He pulled something silk from his back pocket and placed it over my neck first pulling back to make sure I knew it was tight. "Don't you dare fucking scream." His voice in a whisper and so cold I shivered against him. His rough hands rubbed against my wrist and up to my elbows. He traced the silk up my neck and around my lips before placing a hand over my mouth and folding the silk over my eyes.
Feeling inconstant could drive me insaneFlesh to blood to bone to loveTwisted...
His jeans moved swiftly against my bare legs. Every touch he made had my skin like fire. We stopped my eyes covered by that simple, yet so deep thickly veil. "Keep moving Kass." The vile cruel, power hungry alpha surfaced all over his tongue. You could feel the heat from his mouth as well as the era that was rolling off of him within the cigarette smoke clouds.
I leaned my head back and let myself go deeper down under. We stopped and the air around us did as well. I felt as if he could throw me off balance any minute. Into a black hole and darkness so deep, even the tiniest bit of light would flame all around and crush everything and everyone who tried to stop it with a brutal force. I felt the spinning inside of my head like mass clockwork.
And I know, yes I know, but is this real? And I know, yes I know, but is this real? Is this real?
The blind was removed slowly and my mouth suddenly filled like cherries were rolling through it. The taste of Darley's tongue. Frenzy that repulsed me to the core of myself, but I wasn't going to stop him anymore. I was going to make him my bitch. He'd get confused beyond self-control, loose his grip on which he thought he could control, make his reality crumble.
His hand ran over my breast and I resisted the urge to shock the animal down. I let my hands roll to the back of him and pulled him by the belt loops further into my backside and bottom. He growled and jerked me back against him with force. The hardness already surfacing. "Don't be so sure who opens the floodgates," He growled. "Your not even looking at the wonderful fucking gift I tethered together for you. What a fucking shame that is bitch."
When I looked forward it was my family on the dirty old floor of the bar. My eyes widened and I jerked, but he wouldn't let me move. "Look at them. They can see now. Everything I do. To you. The way I touch you, the way you arch into me. How you belong to me. What they kept over their precious jewel is gone now. Crunch the diamond and your left with a dirty filthy fucking piece of cold ice." He brushed a strand of my dark hair and whispered just against my earlobe. "My dirty whore."
The tears blended with the cherry. I could feel the black on my face. I was changing standing here with his torment. Staring at my mother frozen in time with her favorite cream robe and nightwear on. Crimson running in a single puddle pooled around her heart. Luke next to her in his green pajamas. The stain of red almost purple, dark rolling down the right side of his skull. And my Dad. Blue shirt open tired face closed. Arms bent almost reaching for my mother. Tiny speck of crimson on his white undershirt.
Twisted this feelingFlesh, blood, bone, loveTwistedTwisted this feeling
"You see what happens when you cross over enemy lines. My end if the sewer. I'll fucking bleed you dry." His voice darkly spoke to me, like a slither almost. "There's always more blood I can keep taking from you. I told him no more fuckin' warnings and I'll tell you. I can connect with your insides...." He let his breath linger on my ear.
"Hold your breath Billy." I snapped in the same whisper.
It was like he bent his body around me and in the instance his hands were up the sides of my jeans. " Look what I've made you." His tone condescending powerful, breathless, full of satisfaction.
"It's me who takes control of judgment day. I say who lives and I say who dies."
"I can kill you all on my own." I slithered to him.
"Maybe we'll ask your body what movements it wants to make. You'd never kill me. Not even when your insides clench around me. "
And I know, yes I know, but is this real? And I know, yes I know, but is this real?
My family lay still. I felt as though a shadow someone was watching me. This wasn't over yet..... And then a force pushed me into a thick veil of sweat and pumping. Moans and cries, begs and digs. I felt him on me, felt myself dig my nails into the thick warm skin of his back, sinking right through the black of the swirls that marked him. My leg moving up between us and caressing his sides, his thighs and him. The arching into one another and the vile that mixed with tightening in my stomach. Whether I was going to hurl the vile contents or come with the warmth hitting my body, I didn't know.
But My Dad's voice came in somewhere into all the mix. "Ready?"
"What?" I spoke breathless into the air. "Dad?" I called out hopeful.
"Are you ready Kass?" The clicking of the gun sounded off. Why did I know the sound of a gun cocking?
The pain shot sharply throughout my stomach with an animalistic thrust from Billy.
Flesh to blood to bone my loveTwistedTwistedIs this real?
"Stop." I screamed throughout the movement. "Let me go Darley." But my body was pushing him closer. Was I ready to switch myself? Emotion for physical? My body represented me. "No! No!"
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(Billy's P.O.V.)
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Simple all so simple. My revenge was done, but all the fucking traces of that bastard remained. Her body responded the way I wanted it to, yet I wasn't satisfied enough. She wasn't breaking like I wanted the bitch to. Everything is finally over and all is left is that ass-holes spawn. Joe would never be back to see the prize I'd snatched up. Maybe bleeding her over his grave would feast him? Killing her would mean everything is finished. Part of me wants to put it behind me and the rest of me wants to keep going and clear out everyone and every-fucking- thing that had to do with the name Hume. Even if they're not a Hume.
Nothing in their house worth taking. Petty shitty act if you ask me. I don't fucking steel I take what belongs to me and nothing they hold in that shit hole belongs to me. Except for the whore back on my bed. If Bodie can keep his brother held off for long enough than I can finish her off. Keeping her around would be risky. Fucking risky, dangerous. Make Wallis crawl like a hungry whore from the worm eaten streets of Rockside.
Bones is another fucking problem all on his own. Pulling out the simple white dollar bill and rolling up the white substance and inhaling it made everything dim for a little while. But it didn't help, no drug fucking did. I don't believe in heaven and I don't believe in hell. Especially when I'm living it here on earth. And if heaven existed then why would all this shit happen. Holes in the world, simply fucking holes... Last rounds after making sure that fuck was secured at the hospital proved fine. Pent up and pissed, the bitch could help me with that.
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(End of Billy's P.O.V.)
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I awoke with a shattering start. The door was pulled open and heavy footsteps echoed quickly. "No let me in there."
"No stay the fuck out of there Rowan!"
Rowan? Bodie's brother Rowan. Maybe this time all along he could get what he wanted. I jerked on the ropes trying for something to cover myself up. He knew me all to well and I was hoping to have change and prove him wrong. The door flew open and hit the wall. I'm surprised it didn't crack it. No more than it already was.
He stood wide-eyed and his eyes moved all over me. The tape pulled over my mouth in a fresh form of a x. I felt branded with a scarlet letter, only covering my entire body. "Kassia. Oh my god. Bodie help me." He shouted as he stomped fast paced over to me a hand shot out and grabbed his shoulder jerking him back and slamming him. "You fucking can't Rowan. Don't you think I've tried? This is for fucking Joe man." His eyes pleaded.
"You promised to have this shit kept away. You fucking lied. You treat them ass-holes better than you do your own brother. Who's been through the same shit as you?" He yelled, taking a step towards me as I huddled my knees tightly together. "Look what he fucking did to her." He pointed. Bodie jerked him up by his tank top shoulders and slammed him into the wall. "Rowan I told you to calm the fuck down he hasn't killed her yet. And I'm still your fucking big brother."
"The hell if you are," Rowan fought back." Mama got shit faced and you were off doin' the same god damned thing while I was by myself. And she held me together. We held each other together and I won't let Billy take that! Kass I swear I didn't fucking know until I saw Brendan in the paper. I'll get you out of this." The door slammed even louder this time.
Bodie's eyes widened. The chocolate inside of them pulling to the surface by shear tension. "Rowan." He warned.
Rowan turned in the doorway as Billy busted through it. My heart leapt up. He was going to kill someone else right before my eyes. I couldn't take anymore red even if it was someone if his own. I moved and jerked. Billy's eyes were cold. He threw the jacket off with force and moved his arms beneath the black shirt widely. His head had pulsed harshly. The veins in his neck rearing out. He wiped his nose before looking darkly to Bodie.
"Billy please man. He wouldn't stop you know she's his fr-"
He started letting harsh sounds roll off his tongue. "I fuckin' told ya didn't I Bodie? A liability that you signed on for when you pledged to be my god damned brother! This little bitch here didn't now did he? And he's gonna try and fuckin' save someone whose Daddy took out someone on my fuckin' side who was brave enough to be a man!"
Bodie raised his hands and started pulling Rowan back. Rowan glared at Billy and spat at his feet. "Fuck you Billy. If Joe weren't so stupid maybe this shit would've never happened." My eyes widened along with Bodie's and Bodie stepped out as Billy's fist made a loud cracking connect with Bodie's jaw instead. Bodie stumbled back and hit the floor immediately, throwing himself back up as Billy swung and cracked Rowan in the side of the face. Billy swung again and Bodie caught his arm. "Man please don't." He begged. I jerked wildly.
"Fucker!" Rowan shouted making a run at Billy. Billy grabbed him and easily threw him into the counter diving for him at the time Bodie grabbed onto Billy's back. "Don't Billy please man!" He shouted now, his voice frenzied. The hallway and kitchen clearly visible.
Billy pulled his knee up and double chucked it back at Bodie making him howl and fall to the ground grabbing his knee. Billy threw his arm back and his fist connected three multiple times into Rowan's face. "Stay out of this shit." Bodie screamed.
Billy threw him to the ground and Bodie jumped up at one last attempt to save his brother. Billy reached behind him and I screamed into the tape jerking like mad. It sounded muffled and violent. Billy pointed the pistol to the ground and Bodie jumped to his brother this time. He leveled it with Rowan and it sounded off. I screamed out into the air as Bodie hit his knees. The fell silent smoking and Billy's blue eyes sparkled with rage as he charged towards me and came in slamming the door behind him.
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