A/N: Well everyone… this is the chapter that I've been imagining all aspects of for the past two months. I knew the story was leading up to this point and it has to come to an end (my obsession with how to get this down on paper that is). I almost sick enough of these thoughts that I just thought about killing all the characters off in a gigantic earthquake/flash flood/brush fire/natural disaster. Now that is something that none of you would have even come close to imagining. Anyway, I hope you all like this chapter and send me your feedback. Thanks for your patience and time as you wait and read…

DISCLAIMER: I'm not Ms. Meyer…

BPOV

Two strong arms lifted me from my rolled-up position in the car and carried me into the house. I heard the heavy footsteps below us as I was carried up the steps and into my bedroom. I was placed on my bed where a separate pair of arms wrapped around me. Neither pair of arms were the arms I wanted around me.

This second pair of arms were softer and, at times, rubbed circular patterns on my back. I didn't hear anything, so I don't know if anyone spoke to me. I felt as if my entire reason for living had been taken away from me. I vaguely remember food being placed in front of me, but I only managed to take in three bites before all of it came back up as I rushed towards the bathroom. I collapsed there on the cold tile, continuing to sob. I laid down so my cheek was on the tile and I wished for a hole to open up and swallow me.

When I sat up some time later, the sun was barely over the horizon. I left the bathroom and barely noticed that my brother rushed into the room as soon as I had cleared the doorframe. I walked aimlessly towards my bedroom again and shut the door quietly behind me. I crossed the room and opened my window. I pulled my desk chair so it was sitting beside the open window and watched the scenery, never really noticing what was going on.

My imagination got the best of me at times and I would "see" Edward coming out of the woods behind my house, preparing to scale the wall and come inside my window. Each time I would imagine this scenario, I would crash back down to reality and begin crying all over again. I thought about where my Edward was and if he even missed me. Part of me still thought that he would be relieved to be rid of me, but my heart refused to give up hope that someday we would find our way back to one another.

I realized that I hadn't slept when I noticed the sun clearing the horizon and beginning to brighten the day. For once, it appeared that Forks would have a sunny day. It figures that the one day I was looking forward to the rain and the sun decides to finally grace the area with its presence.

"Bella…" I heard my mother's voice behind me. I didn't answer her and continued to stare out the window at nothing in particular.

"Bella, honey… did you get any sleep last night?" I shook my head once and wrapped my arms around my torso.

"Bella… you can't do this to yourself. I know you're hurting, but you need to…"

I cut her off. "You know nothing," I screamed. "I love Edward. He was my other half. Now I have nothing to get up for in the morning. Nothing to make me get through the day. Don't look at me like you know what I'm going through. You've never been without dad. You've never felt this way. You've never loved someone and had them ripped out of your life because of some stupid job. Mr. Masen is so inconsiderate. Did he even consider how Edward and Alice would be affected because of a move? Starting a new school, with no friends? I wish he could feel the pain he's inflicted on all of us…" I whimpered off and began to sob again.

My mother crossed the room and wrapped her arms around me, rocking me. "Shhhh…. You don't really mean that Isabella. You are in pain, I understand that. It hurts me to see you this way. You have to take care of yourself. You cannot just let your hurt keep you from living life…"

"Without Edward, I have no life…" I managed to get out before the sobs overtook my body once more.

After what seemed like hours, my tears began to dry up. My mom helped me stand and brought me over to my bed. She laid me down and pulled my quilt over my body. I stared up at the ceiling and counted all the little divots on the ceiling. Anything to keep my dreams away. I knew that as soon as dreams found me, they would be filled with Edward. Waking up would make it that much harder. I would be easier if I could just stay away and stare at and think of nothing. Unfortunately, my body had other plans and I was soon asleep.

Edward was standing in front of me. His eyes were hard and cold with almost a black coloring to them. I called to him and ran to where he was standing.

"What do you want, Bella?" His voice was harsh and cut like a razor-sharp knife.

"I want you, Edward. I love you." I reached my arms out to him.

"What make you think that someone like me would want someone like you. I got what I wanted from you. And you weren't even worth the wait. You aren't worth waiting for, Bella. Maybe someday you'll find someone in your own league. I don't even know why I bother with you. You are a waste of my time and energy. I'd say goodbye but I'd rather just leave and get away from you…"

He turned and got into a yellow Porsche with Alice behind the wheel. "Honestly, Edward… I don't get it. You could have any girl in the world and you chose to waste your time with Bella? The plainest girl in our grade, no wait, in our school… She's probably the most plain girl on the planet now that I think about it. She's not even pretty. What were you thinking?"

Edward sneered at me as he gave me one last glance over his shoulder. "I was thinking that she'd be better in bed than she was. Instead, she was the most unappealing person I've ever slept with. Maybe I will call Lauren up and see if she can give me some release…"

He pulled out his phone as Alice pushed the pedal to the floor, making the tires spray rocks and pebbles at me as I tried to chase after them.

"Wait!! Don't leave me. Take me with you. I love you…" I collapsed on the ground, sobbing.

I sat up breathing heavily. I wiped my cheeks when I realized that tears were again flowing down my face. I noticed that my window had been closed and it was once again raining. The sun was setting on my first full day without Edward. I don't know how I would survive this…

There was a light knock on my door and I turned to glance. I waited to see if whoever it was would just barge in or leave me alone. The door opened slightly and Jasper peeked his head inside my room. "Bella…" He looked over at me and I noticed his cheeks were also stained with tears.

"Oh Jasper…" I said running over to him. We hugged each other for minutes as we realized that we were both in the same situation. We were both without our other halves, our soul mates. Maybe if I had a friend who knew how I was feeling then maybe, just maybe I could survive this distance between Edward and I.

So, what do you think? Let me know in a review please. I should have an update ready before the weekend. It will be from Edward's POV, and there will be a shocking new development.