A/N: Hey everyone, I'm updating again in case I don't get a chance later since uni starts again this week. Lucky for you guys, I have an awesome schedule so it shouldn't make updating too hard. I wanted to thank Mandi82, Riverimongen, & CSI Forever1 for being the first to review my story and egging me on to keep writing it. I got a lot over 56 hits and 56 visitors in the first 12 hours I posted so leave a review so I know if you guys like it or not! Also I wanted to explain the title, for those of you who don't speak Italian, Vagabondaggio in a literal translation means roaming or wandering. Just a little insight into this next chapter, hope you all enjoy! Also, included a link to a picture of Edwards car in my profile for those who don't know what a Bugatti looks like. I think the car fits him pretty well, especially the color of it.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or any part of Twilight.

APOV

Edward seemed so sad, it killed me to see him like this. He never should have left her. This was insane for him to go through so much pain over something so silly. I missed Bella. , the whole family did. Even Rosalie missed her, though she didn't like to show it. We all missed how Edward was when she was around. He took off for awhile right after we left, but it broke Esme's heart. Since he has been back all he does is lock himself in his room and listen to Bella's lullaby. Everyday I think about looking for Bella's future, but I made a promise not to. I hadn't even been allowed to say goodbye to her- she probably hates me now.

I had been good on this promise so far, knowing I wouldn't be able to hide whatever I saw from Edward anyway. My shoulders slumped dejectedly as I thought of Bella and whether or not she was happy like Edward had wanted..I bet she wasn't. I knew Bella would never get over him. Jasper walked in the room and scooped me into his arms, calming my worry and stroking my hair as I stared at the floor.

"Jasper I don't know what to—" I cut off mid sentence as the room around me dissolved, leaving me standing in Forks cemetery. Charlie stood with Jacob supporting him as he wept by a coffin. Jacob Blacks eyes were rimmed red as he supported Charlie's weight. A minister was reading a passage in the background.

I gasped for air, terrified at what I had seen. Charlie? Jacob? I knew what that meant. What had happened to Bella? Jasper felt my fear and tried to calm me as I shook in his arms.

"Alice! What did you see?" he chided me for the details of the vision he knew I had, concern etched in his perfect face as he sensed the fear rolling off me. I felt heavy waves of calm swirl around me from Jaspers body and I stopped shaking enough to look into the molten eyes of the husband I love.

At that moment, Edward burst through the door, ripping it off its hinge. His face was alarming- a mix of terror, fury, and agonized pain. He searched through my head for the vision, watching it again. His eyes widened in understanding as he saw Charlie practically collapse in his grief. Edward wheeled out of the room before I could even say anything. I silently rose and raced after him, knowing he could not face this alone.

Edward POV

I was sitting in my room, thinking of my love, the others thoughts a soft background noise in my head, when I saw Alice's vision crop up in my mind.

Charlie was weeping, as I could never have imagined, as Jacob black held him up next to a coffin. Jacobs's eyes were swollen and it was clear he had been crying. Rene stared at the coffin in sadness, her grief too much for tears. Charlie wordlessly mouthed Bella's name in his agony, his body convulsing with the force of his sobs.

Fear raced through my chest, and I gasped at the scene I just saw. My legs carried me down to Alice, and I stared in her horrified face pleading with her to correct me. No such answer came from her.

I tore out of the room, running for the door. I sprinted out of the house and into my car. I could feel Alice behind me and glancing over, she threw herself into the passenger seat. I growled at her before throwing the racing clutch of my Bugatti Veyron into drive and flooring it. She didn't say anything to me as we drove as fast as my car could go. The car was a gift from Carlisle but I had only driven it once or twice since receiving it. I drove it now because it could reach up to 245 miles per hour. It was about 1837 miles from Chicago to Forks. I was going 240 miles an hour before I even hit the highway.

My mind was frantic as I drove. No. Bella could not be dead. I couldn't stand it. She was supposed to move on and be safe. That was the point of me leaving. Alice was wrong. The hole where my heart should have been gaped, searing across my chest in pain. I had given her my heart, my love, my everything, so that she could grow up and have a life not tainted by the trouble that would follow her with me. I pushed the car faster thinking of what could have happened. Had she broken her promise to me? Had she hurt herself? Or had the danger that I knew Bella was a magnet for found her at last. Did she die because no one was there to protect her from it? From herself? No. she wasn't dead. I won't believe it.

We pulled up in front of Charlie's house and I sat there, terrified of what I was about to hear. I could hear Charlie's muffled crying from inside the house. We had gotten here in nine hours, and it was nightfall in Forks.

"Alice, find her future, please." I asked her quietly.

Alice looked at me with pity in her eyes before closing them; her pixie face scrunching up in the effort of looking for a Bella we both knew was dead.

"I...I'm sorry Edward I can't see anything about Bella." Her small voice quavered as she looked into my face. "Edward…whatever happens, I am here for you." Alice's small hand held mine for a minute before we went up to the house. Knock Knock. The door swung open to see Charlie, clearly surprised to see us. His eyes bulged slightly when he saw me, but then his eyes rested on Alice and his expression softened slightly.

"Charlie… Please can we come in" Alice's soft voice cut off my attempt to say anything. Charlie surveyed Alice and then moved aside for us to come in, glaring at me as I walked over the threshold of the house.

"Why are you back? What do you want?" Charlie inquired bluntly, glaring at me.

"We heard from Angela and Mike, we still keep in touch with them" Alice lied, hurt clear in her voice.

"Charlie…What happened?" I tried to search his mind but it was just a frantic mess of images.

"Why should YOU care!? You destroyed her when you left. She never got over it. Never…"

He doesn't care about Bella, why should I tell him anything. Bella loved him so much and he had no love for her at all. She knew he didn't and it killed her to know he didn't love her.

Charlie's thoughts were the most painful thought I could have possibly heard. I swayed where I stood, terrified of his mind.

"Charlie…please" Alice whimpered, releasing the full power of her eyes on him. Charlie's face softened as I staggered trying to keep my breath steady.

"She's dead. Well, we think she is dead. We found her truck and her blood…a lot of her blood in a meadow a few miles off highway 101. Evidence was that she wandered off and was killed by some sort of animal, b-but we n-never f-f-found her body."

Charlie's voice shook and broke as his body racked with unbearable sobs. I stared into his eyes, knowing the truth. Bella never would have done something so dangerous with me around. She never would have wandered into the woods alone. My love, my life, my everything was dead. It was my fault. I never should have left her. I had killed her by leaving her unprotected. I felt a sensation in my legs that I never felt before and my legs gave way as Alice caught me and pushed me into a chair.

"Edward.." she asked uncertainly.

I starred at the floor shaking my head. I could not bear the pain in my chest. I could not bear existence. She was gone. I had to be sure.

"I..I am sorry for your loss Charlie," I managed to choke out.

"Alice…."

"I know Edward. I'm so sorry Charlie, we will leave." Alice's body shook with the effort of holding back her tearless sobs.

" You killed her you know! You did. You destroyed her. She was never okay after you left. You killed her!"

Charlie's sobbing voice rang in my ears. It was taking every inch of my composure not to break down and scream in agony right here in Charlie's living room. I could still smell the delectable scent of faded strawberries and freesia that hung in the heavy air. I turned and walked slowly out of the house, Charlie's sobs fueling my pain. It was exactly what I had feared- I had killed my love.

"I need to see it Alice. I need to find where she died."

Alice didn't question me, she simply took my arm and lead me back to the car. I didn't even argue when she took the driver's seat. Had she died in our meadow? She never moved on like I intended for her to, that much was clear in Charlies mind. The horrible images of Bella in his head showed a girl hardly recognizable from the Bella I knew. She was much too thin, her dead, glazed over eyes sunken with deep shadows under them, laying on the couch staring at the wall. My love, my love, what have I done?

Alice pulled off the side of the road, and I raced forward, seeking out any hint of Bella. There was the burning smell of mutt everywhere in this forest. As I moved through the trees, I caught a whiff of Bella's precious scent and slowed to a stop. She had clearly fallen here, grazing her hand on a small jagged stone. I picked up the stone, and carefully placed it in my pocket, and followed her easily detectable scent. I ran, following Bella's scent until I saw it- our meadow. I moved rapidly into the clearing, to the point where her scent ended and the smell of mutt became overpowering.

Bella's blood was indeed everywhere, not yet washed away completely by the rain. I could see the indentation on the ground where she had curled into a ball, blood pouring from her body. For the second time that night, my legs collapsed, bringing me to kneel on the ground. A roar of pain escaped my chest in a terrible ripping sound as my dead heart disappeared altogether with the life of my one and only love and singer. Alice's small arms wrapped around me as we both sobbed tearless cries for the loss of the most amazing woman I would ever know.

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Bella POV

The burning seemed to last an eternity. I knew in the back of my head that it was supposed to only last three days, but I was sure it had been more, it seemed like three years. But I wasn't dead. No, if I was burning like this, I certainly wasn't dead. I had been so sure the pack would kill me, and maybe they had. Maybe I was in the fiery hell I deserved.

I whined in pain as the burning seemed to rage inside my body. I was sure that when I examined myself later that I would be black and charred to ashes. I drifted in and out of awareness as the pain forced my mind to retreat within its shelter of unconsciousness. I do not know how much time had passed before things seemed to be getting clearer. I could hear birds chirping in the air, and I could feel sun on the back of my burning eyelids.

As things got clearer, the burning intensified and faded at the same time. It raged in my exhausted heart, pushing it to beat at a new extreme level I thought nearly impossible. The pain of it was unbearable but I tried to focus on my toes. My toes felt quite cool and pain free. I could feel the pain subsiding up my legs slowly. As the fading faded from the rest of my body it intensified in my chest, pushing my heart to a speed I knew it couldn't withstand. In a fiery explosion that could rival that of a nuclear bomb the fire exploded in my heart, bringing it to a complete stop.

I lay on what I could smell was moss, under a canopy of trees. My eyes remained closed as I took in my surroundings with my sense of smell and hearing. I heard a scampering of movement, and without realizing I made a conscious choice, felt my body fly backwards in slow motion. I could see and feel the elegant arch my body made as I flipped back against a tree, my eyes narrowing on a squirrel that was frozen in fright. I stood and straightened up. My throat burned in a deep dry manner reminding me of the painful transformation and I winced, looking down.

It was then that I fully forgot my thirst, pushing it out of my mind as I saw a piece of paper that had been carefully placed near me. I picked it up, not used to how fluid my motions were. I simply had to think about it and my body reacted so fast that my hand was already fluidly clutched around the paper. With steady hands, I opened it and saw it was a letter.

Dear Bella,

I am so sorry this happened, I wish I could have stopped it in time. I will tell Charlie that you died from an animal attack, your blood is all over the meadow. I wish there was another way, but you can't come back to Forks anymore, or La Push, or anywhere close. Sam sparred your life on my request, but if you return they will kill you. I am so sorry my love. Please don't look for me, or try to get in touch with me, we can't be friends anymore. You are far away from people, in the Yukon Territory of Canada, I thought that would be best. I am sorry I can't keep my promise to you Bella, just know I will always love you.

Good luck,

Jacob

I starred blankly at the paper letting it fall out of my hands as I sank back to the earth, thoughts of my thirst completely pushed out of my mind. A sadness overtook me as I realized my own personal sun and best friend was gone from my life, just like Edward. I gasped, clutching my chest as the hole in my chest gaped and took a different shape, adding the loss that was Jacob. My eyes prickled oddly as my chest heaved but I knew that no tears would fall.

I don't know how long I sat there, trying to force tears out of my eyes, but eventually I calmed. I rose to my feet willing myself to be strong and tucked the letter from my best friend into my dirty coat pocket. I ambled through the forest, not taking advantage of the speed I could feel my body begging me to use. As I walked I picked up on a sent that sent my throat bursting into flames, rekindling my thirst. I crouched low and pursued my prey at an impossibly fast pace, feeling my power and reveling in it. As I came through some bushes, I saw it-a grizzly. I launched myself at its back, snapping its neck and sinking my teeth into it easily. The warm blood quenched the burn, although it did not appease it entirely. I drank deeply from the grizzly until I felt it run dry. My throat was still aching, and I ran off, still in hunt mode.

I drank two more deer dry before my body felt full and I could feel the blood slosh in my stomach. I wandered around aimlessly, wondering what would become of me. What was my plan? I couldn't go back to forks, I had to stay away from people until I could control the raging monster in me. Where would I go?

I wandered around Canada for two years, feasting only on animal blood. Occasionally I ran into other vampires. I was cautious around them, and they never stayed for long, although a few invited me to join their covens. I was lonely, but I wasn't ready to face other vampires. I was terrified that I would meet him again. I didn't know what to think about the Cullens, I tried not to think about them at all.

I was a gifted vampire, as Aro and Edward had once predicted I would be. I had immense power over my shield, which I almost never let down. I could drop it if I wanted, or I could project it around others, or simply myself. It kept my thoughts safe. I had smiled when it had blocked another vampires talents for the first time. My mind had always been my safe place when I was human, and I was glad to see it still was now that I was a vampire.

It was exactly five weeks into me becoming a vampire when I realized however, that I had another gift. I had found that I was not strong enough to keep my shield around me when I gave myself over to my instincts completely- mostly times when I was hunting. I was up in northwestern Canada looking for some mountain lion, when I caught the scent of something so delicious I couldn't resist. I immediately gave myself over to my instincts as I stalked my prey, my shield forgotten, and all control gone from my mind. The instant I found it, I realized my mistake. There were two figures crouched low over the body of a human, drinking deeply from the corpse.

They growled at me before straightening up in surprise and recognition- Jane and Alec. The effect was instantaneous the second my golden topaz eyes met their crimson ones. Immense pain coursed through my body and I screamed out, collapsing to the ground in a heap. I flailed struggling to pull my shield up around me, but everything rapidly turned into nothingness.

A/N: So that chapter was a little bit longer this time, and it made me sad to write it cause I hate everyone being so upset about Bella's death but it is how I imagine it would happen. The plot starts to get more complicated from here out now that the fluff is mostly out of the way. Sooo that being said, I hope you guys liked it, please review and let me know what you thought or what you liked or didn't like!