A/N k im sorry about all the bullshit going on between mine and Cailees stories. I hope nobody hates me for it, and for the record THEY ARE DIFFERENT! she didnt rip me off! so please stop flaming her for something not even fucking true!
We brought the little grey box downto the kitchen. Mary and Billy had gone off to play in Billys room. We sat at the kitchen table, the box open in front of us." So what do we do with it?" I looked over at Wendy, who stared aimlessly down at the little white things.
" Well until we can figure out what they are, we hide them." Matt dug through them and pulled out little paper clippings." And heres some proof of the whole seance thing." He threw them onto the table in front of me and Wendy. My breath caught in my throat as I read the name of the medium.
" And he was the medium." I barely made it audible to them, it was mostly to myself. I looked over to the clock on the stove. It read almost 10:30." Come on Matt, you have doctors tomarrow." I grabbed the paper clippings off the table, throwing them back inside. He stood from the table, grabbing the box,and heading for our room." Please tell me your not bringing those things with you?" I looked at him pleading.
" I have to hide this from my mother or she will think im completely insane!" Knowing Sara, she would. I followed him slowly, dragging my feet as I walked. I was really starting to hate this room. Everything bad seemed to happen down here. I watched as Matt looked around the room, crouched in front of the bed and slid the box underneath.
" I swear to god if that box makes anything bad happen, im setting it on fire and chucking it out the window." He chuckled.
" Dont worry, i`d probably do the same." He can over and wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his head on my should." I`m so glad we`re having this baby." He pulled away a bit and placed his hand on my stomach then leaned in, giving me a sweet peck on the lips. I smiled at him.
" Me too, Matt. Now help me decide names for our little one." I went over and sat on the bed, crossing my legs. He came and laid on the bed behind me, playing with my hair.
" Well, how does Jessica sound? Wendy probably already suggested that one. Or mabye Josh? Wait I got it, I got it. Arizona for a girl and Xavier for a boy, how do they sound?" I looked over at him with a smile.
" Those names are perfect." He sat up and he had an excited look in his eyes.
" Now we have to think of middle names!" I chuckled at how he was acting, which was actually really cute.
" How about Arizona kelly? no, Arizona Natalie? wait I think this is the one. Arizona Natalya." I looked at him with an eye-brow raised.
" Did you combine those names together?" He nodded his head.
" I like the names Kelly and Natalie as middle names, but I just couldn`t decide. Now for Xavier. Xavier Nicolas, Xavier Justin, Xavier Alexander-"
" Stop, I like that one. Just spelled with a z like Alexzander." This time he raised an eye-brow.
" Why with a z?"
" Why Natalya?" He smiled.
" Lets just leave it and sleep." We crawled under the covers and turned the light out.
I laid in bed, unable to sleep. I had a million thoughts running through my mind, one in particular. It was this afternoon, when I fell asleep and talked with Jonah. I realized I had been such a bitch to him, and I was starting to feel guilty about it. I sat up in the bed, hoping he would appear somewhere. My eyes scanned the room, but nothing happened." Jonah, Im really sorry." I laid back down and started to hum, a tune I had remembered that came from my grandmothers snow-globe before it fell to the floor and smashed to pieces. I replayed that moment in my head. She had shown it to me and wound it up, placing it on the table in front of me. I loved the song it played, so I kept on winding it and shaking it, just watching as the glitter swirled around and over the little ornament inside. I remember shaking it to hard and it slipping from my hands. I tried to catch it but ended up falling off my chair and landing in some of the shards of glass, most of them piercing my palms. I was only 5 years old, and thankfully it healed with no scarring. I feel asleep thinking about my grandmother, wishing she was still here.
When I awoke the next morning I felt refreshed, something I was never used to. Matt was standing beside the bed, putting his close on. I just sat and watched him with a smile on my face. He turned to grab something and noticed me." Good morning." He smiled back at me. I threw the covers back and stood up, giving him a hug. A sudden sensation I was unfamiliar with was starting to form in the pit of my stomach. I stood there for a few moments, Matt looking at me concerned.
" Hey is everything alright?" He lightly grabbed onto my shoulder. As soon as I felt it in the back of my throat, I dashed toward the bathroom. Morning sickness, was going to be the only thing about this whole pregnancy I was going to hate. I wiped at my mouth and walked back out. I dressed quickly and ran up the stairs, just catching Matt and Sara as they were about to leave. I pulled on my shoes and ran out the door, nearly falling as I jumped off the porch. The ride was always boring, but atleast now it was short. Today he had to get blood work after his radiation. Me and Sara had to wait outside for his radiation, which took about 10-20 minutes. I grabbed his hand as we walked into the cancer clinic room. there was alot of people sitting down and walking around.
We took a seat near some windows. I had both hands gripped lightly around Matts arm, feeling out of place and uncomfortable. I looked around at all the pale skinned people, hoping they woudln`t take any notice to me. My eyes drifted back to Matt who seemed to have all his attention focused on the floor, but his eyes looked as though they actually saw something. I kept looking at him, following his gaze, hoping I could see it to. The nurse had come up to him and I pulled his sleeve up, hoping she didnt notice his dead-like state. She pulled out a needle, and I turned my head away. When I looked back Matt was out of his dazed like state and the nurse was just pulling the needle from his arm." Now that didnt hurt did it?" She smiled at him and placed a cotton ball over the little bleeding hole. A man came over and started talking to Matt. I looked at him like he was insane and not wanting to stay over there, I walked over to Sara.
" Whats wrong?" I shook my head.
" Nothing, im just really hungry right now."
" Didn`t you eat breakfast?" I shook my head.
" I also threw up this morning." She smiled slightly.
" Aw,sometimes you dont get morning sickness, your just an unlucky one." I rolled my eyes and smiled.
" Thanks Sara." She chuckled at my sarcastic tone. Matt walked over to us and we start back to the car.
" So what did that creepy old guy want?" I looked at Matt.
" He wasn`t a creepy old guy, he was nice, don`t be mean. He was just telling me about his wife and other things." Matt refused to say any more about it. I bugged him the whole way in the car but he kept his mouth shut. He grabbed my hand and dragged me down into the bedroom.
" Matt please tell me!" He laid down on the bed, weak and exausted from the radiation.
" Lets just say, he can probably help us."