A/N: Well, I had some extra time this weekend for another short chapter. This is from Edward's point of view, so I hope you all get your imaginations working in overdrive. There is a nice shower scene to hold you over until I can write more. The next chapter will be the Halloween party. I have a poll up on my profile. It's regarding Bella's costume, so please go vote. I like the idea of couples costumes, so I may come up with something amazing for our three couples. Please vote!

Thanks to all the readers, I love you guys!

DISCLAIMER: still not her… hope you enjoy anyway.

EPOV

I couldn't believe my sister. She had some nerve. First our parents die and we have to move in with our Aunt and Uncle. Then she has the audacity to start planning a party at our new house, without even asking Esme and Carlisle.

"I'll tell them, you just have to trust me Edward!" Alice had her hands on her hips as she stood in her bedroom doorway.

"But you've already sent out invitations to most of Forks High. When are you planning on telling them, after everyone shows up?" I matched her stance and we began a staring contest, just like we used to do when we were younger.

"Trust me, Edward. Esme and Carlisle want us to be happy. They will agree to this." Alice started a little teary eyed. But I knew that she was just pulling out her tricks to get me to fold.

I stormed away before I began yelling at her and would say something I would eventually regret. Within a few weeks of starting the school year, I woke up one morning remembering everything that I had said to my father just before the accident. Since then, I've tried to act normal, but I'm a horrible person. I don't deserve to be happy.

Bella was over at the house everyday with Alice and me working on our homework. After we would finish, she and I would sit together on the couch and cuddle, but I don't know why she stayed with me. I didn't deserve her. She was perfect and she would never act the way I did with my parents. I began pushing her away from me. I hoped that she would find someone more deserving to be her boyfriend. I just hoped that she chose anyone beside Newton or Jacob.

So for most of the fall, Bella kept trying to find ways for us to be alone, but I knew that if she really knew what type of monster I was, then she would probably be running as far away from me as possible. But she didn't know, and I was slightly selfish. I wanted to keep her, even if I knew deep down I didn't deserve her.

So that brings me to the present. It's the day before the Halloween party that my "sweet, adorable" sister is throwing. And for some strange reason, she feels it necessary to invite most of Forks High. It's like she's trying to torture us all.

I lay down on my bed and stared up at the ceiling. My mind drifted to my Bella. She had been trying to recapture some of those last moments of summer break lately, and for some stupid reason, I had been rebuffing her advances. My mind wandered back to that last time we made love on the bathroom counter. I could feel my cock twitch and instantly harden.

I had to stop this because knowing Alice, she would show up just when I didn't want her to. I stood quickly and went into my bathroom. I walked to the sink and splashed some water on my face hoping to cool off a little. I placed my hands on either side of the sink and realized that this is exactly where Bella and I were that last time….

I spun quickly and turned on the shower. I stripped quickly and my hard cock sprang from the clothing. I jumped under the water and yelped slightly at how cold it was. Unfortunately, the cold water did nothing to calm my problem. I turned to water to a slightly warmer temperature and reached down and began stroking my hard length. I released a moan before I could control it. I leaned a hand against the wall as the water splashed down on my back. I stroked up and down wishing that my Bella was with me in this steamy shower. I imagined her pert breasts and tight stomach.

I began stroking faster as I imagined slamming into her tight pussy. It didn't take long after that before I came all over the tiles. I grunted with each spurt of my hot jizz. I sighed as I realized that I had been holding that in for far too long.

I was so tired of turning her down. I decided as I grabbed the soap that after the party tomorrow night I would do my best to make up for the distance I had put in between Bella and I. I would make her mine again, and I would let her know exactly how beautiful I thought she was.