btw im sorry my internet had been off for a while so i'm making an extra large chapter... enjoy!

THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO EMSY MY BEST FRIEND EVER!

Jasper POV

I was following Aro. I really didn't know why I had said yes. Was it to protect my family? Or Alice? Or maybe both? I didn't really answer any of Aro's questions I had just nodded and shook my head. After that he just stopped talking altogether. I could tell Felix didn't like this idea of me being in the Volturi guard one bit. For that reason I liked seeing him pissed off. And if I was the one doing it... well then I would have to just keep going wouldn't I? It seemed like years had passed before we had finally reached Volterra. We stopped when we reached to big white double doors. A girl with a mini-skirt on was there looking at us. Looking at me mostly. I could feel lots of emotions coming off of her. anger, cuiosity, Hope and most of all....Lust.

"Heidi dear. We are back with someone very special."

He turned to look at me halfway through the sentence. I nodded at her and more lust poured off of her. She nodded back and giggled. Aro nodded at me to follow him and I did. We walked through the massive white double doors and we were soon followed by heidi and Felix. Felix was still angry, not at me thought... at aro, for letting me in just like that. As I saw the womam at the counter with a smile one her face I saw heidi bringing in loads and loads of humans. If this thing had changed I had not. I would not feed off of humans after all of these decades. I would still hunt animals. I would not dissapoint Carlisle anymore than I already had. We went to the room were all the Volturi guard were and the rest of the volturi. marcus and Caius. Caius stared at me with curious eyes and Marcus just looked naturally bored.

"hello Dear ones. This is jasper... what is your last name Jasper?"

"My last name is.... Whitlock Sir"

"Jasper Whitlock. Well Jasper has agreed to join the Volturi guard."

He seems so happy about this situation. I kept my head down not daring to look straight at one talked or spoke for a long time. Then I felt someone builing up lots and lots of anger. I turned around to see who it was. There stood someone I though or hoped seemed like the more appropriate word I would never have to see again. Maraia. I then realised the anger wasn't coming from someone else. It was me.

"Maria. How wonderful to see you. Have you met the newest member of the Volturi guard? Jasper Whitlock."

He smiled at me and then I turned around to face Maria. She just started into my eyes. There were lots of different emotions coming off her. Fear and Lust were the two main ones.

"Jasper. How nice it is to see you." She dropped her head and then looked at me again. "well you have changed haven't you? Your eyes their gold!"

I just stared at her beet red eyes.

"Yes. I do not feed the way you do. i do it differently"

"Yes i had heard you were with Carlisle and his family. So the rumours are true then."

"Yes they are Maria."

"So you mean it is also true that Carlisle has fallen in love with a human?"

I really didn't not. I hadnt seen Carlisle since i don't even know how many days ago. I did not want to keep track.

"I really do not know, Maria."

She smiled at me and then looked up at aro.

"So Aro is there a reason you summoned me here on such short notice?"

I was curious now too.

"Yes. Well you see we are always in need for a new skilled vampire fighter and I heard you were the one for the job. Is that correct???"

She pretended to think about it and then nodded quickly.

"So will you join us?"

"Of couse. I could never pass up an opportunity like this."

She smiled at Aro then at then began to walk forwars towards me. It felt too clode for my liking. I took a step backwards as she took one forwards. She then did something I would never expect any vampire to do... She tripped on thin air. She fell right into my arms. I held her as she smiled at me.

"Oops. I'm glad you were there to catch me."

"Of course, Ma'am."

I still coudln't be nasty to a lady.

Emmetts POV

I couldn't believe it. Here I was with a study buddy making out on my bed. But there was one problem, sure she was nice but.. she wasn't Rosalie.

Rosalie POV

"God Edward! We are NEVER going to find him like this. He could be home for all we know."
"Rosalie he isnt home. Carlisle would've phoned."

God!
"Edward thats it. I am Leaving. I am going over to Emmetts right now!"

I turned around and stomped away. I needed to see him so badly. I could possibly get toh is house in 5 seconds? Yeah. I ran as fast as I could all the way to Emmetts house. I slowed down as I reached his street. I saw the house. I slowly knocked on his front door and his mother opened it. As always she had a big smile on her face. Hmm.

"Hi Mrs McCarty. Is Emmett home?"

"Why yes Rosalie. He is studying actually. You can just go straight up. "

She smiled at me and I smiled back.

"Thank you so much."

I got to the stairs when i saw his sister coming down.

"So not in jail yet? Don't worry keep having sex for money and you eventually get there!" I smiled at her.

She grimaced and walked away. Huh. No comebacks? whats up with her. Anyway back to Emmett. I ran up the rest of stairs (sadly I had to do this at human speed) and got to the front of the door. I decided if her was studying I could just go in. I opened the door to look for him. Oh my god. I slammed the door shut and slid down the wall. How could he DO this?!! This strange pain crept up inside of me.

"Angelina! Wait. Rosalie Hale meant nothing to me! I swear she was just a fling. You mean everything to me!"

I saw the girl just shake her head and run down the stairs. I guess he didn't know I was still here.

Esme POV

Great, I get to see Dr Cullen today. I know pacients shouldn't fancy there doctors but.. could you really blame me?? I started to get up when I heard a large ripping sound coming from somewhere. Then as that happened blood began to fill my mouth. What? I can't breath! I spat most of the blood out and made a stuggled attempt to get up. I eventually did and decided that now was the time to see the doctor. What was wrong with me? I got to my car and put the keys in the igniton. It took two minutes to get to the hospital but the pain had just got worse. I literally feel out of the car. I got up and slowly walked into the hospital. Carlisle. Carlisle. Carlisle. Where is he? Then I remembered. I had a baby inside of me.... wait! MY baby! That is what is must be. my baby is dying!

"CARLISLE! HELP MY BABY!!"

I couldn't stand it. Not my baby. Please god. No.. I saw my angel appear in the doorway casually. eh then loked at me and pain flodded his eyes.

"PLEASE HELP MY BABY!" My legs failed me and I collapsed to the floor. Lots of doctors where around me in a second.

"Its okay Ms Platt. We're going to help you."

Help....help...he..l...p...m..e..

Rosalie POV

"EMMETT McCARTY!!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?! I MEANT NOTHING TO YOU. I WAS JUST A FLING?! YOU SHOULDVE KNOWN NOT TO MAKE ME ANGRY LIKE THIS. CAUSE I SWEAR IT WILL BE THE DEATH OF YOU!" I coldn't talk anymore. I was dying inside. Emmett slowly turned around to see me standing there.

"Rosalie?! What are you doing here I thought you left!"

I couldn't stop it. My eyes were now flooded with tears. Vampires can't cry. But I guess I broke that huh.

"I didn't mean any of that."

if he didn't mean it why did he say it?

"I know i was stupid but...."

"BUT WHAT?!"

"I dont know."

The pain was now away and replacing it was anger. I know Carlisle would hate me for this but i couldn't stop myself. And at the very second that i decided that i lunged for his throat......