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Renewed Hope:
When the transformation was over, I found myself lying on a soft queen bed in a very purple room. It had purple sheets, with shiny lavender walls. Where was I? This definitely was not my room. My room, in my house, with Charlie. The thought of Charlie was enough to make me sob, but then I realized, no tears were falling. There was only a slight sting that came to my eyes. So this is what a vampire feels like when they want to cry.
"It's okay. It doesn't hurt anymore. You're okay now." Selena reassured. I have a feeling I'm really going to love Selena.
"No, it's not that. It's Charlie. I've never felt so alone." I said quietly.
"You're not alone. You have us." Selena had a caring look in her eyes that I just could not doubt. So I went along with their lives, living with them and befriended them. It still was very hard to look in their eyes and see the love they had for their mates, while I was alone, and had no one. But still, they loved me all the same, as a sister and I would not leave them for anything.
I had decided to go hunting alone because for some reason, I was not like other newborns. We were supposed to be all bloodthirsty and filled with evil but no, I was not like that. I was calm and wise, like I expected all this and was so prepared that I just skipped over the demon stage.
I began to run, and caught the scent of elk. Animals did not smell as appetizing as humans, but I never longed for human blood since my record is clean. I have never tasted a single drop of human blood.
I followed the scent of the elk and found a large herd in the middle of the forest. Time to feed. I went with my natural instincts and gave up my senses to the hunt. But what snapped me out of my thirst was a disgusting, repulsive smell of a dog. I could hear a heart pounding, and blood pumping through a body but the smell warded all of the thirst of. It was a absolutely horrible!
Jacob stepped through the shadows with a surprised look on his face.
"Bells? Is that you?" He asked uncertainly. Jake never used to be uncertain to me! What happened?
"Yeah Jake." I realized that I had forgiven him for breaking my heart after I felt a surge of pleasure run through me at the sight of him. Of course, it wasn't his fault that he imprinted on that girl. It was a wolf thing, an instinct. Jake's still my best friend, and I'm so glad I have someone in this cold, lonely world. "I'm sorry that I slapped you before. I understand totally, and I have forgiven you."
"Oh Bells, I thought you were dead. I sat there for 2 whole days crying my heart out." With that he ran into me with his arms wide open. I embraced him fiercely, and he shuddered.
"So you're a vampire now, are you?" He asked.
"Yeah, a coven found me and changed me." I said.
"Well, vampire or human, you're still my Bells, and you always will be." Jake said happily. These were the words that made my day, and reminded me that I am loved and why I'm still here. With these words in my head, I could carry on and know that there's always someone that will be there for me. My best friend, Jacob Black, who loves me even though I am his natural enemy.
"Yes Jake, I love you too. I'm going to miss you so much!" Now I wish we weren't going to move away from Forks. I want to stay here with Jake so badly.
"Miss me? I'm staying right here Bella." Jake said confusedly.
"No, we're moving. We have to because everyone knows me here, and they'll certainly notice the difference. We're planning to move to Pennsylvania for maybe 2 or 3 decades, and then we'll come back to Forks because I love it so much." I said.
"I'm going to miss you. Promise me you'll write to me?" He asked.
"I promise. It'll be so hard for me when you leave this world." I couldn't imagine life without Jacob.
"Leave this world? Oh no way! The girl that I imprinted on, well she's a new werewolf. Kind of... Well we're planning to stay here for the long term. I'm not going anywhere. Trying to get rid of me?" Jake said playfully.
"Oh yes, I hate you so much!" I laughed back and threw my arms around his waist again. But we couldn't stay here forever, my family is waiting, and I have to leave. We slowly pulled away from eachother and whispered out goodbyes.
I ran back home excitedly and told my coven about my encounter with Jacob. They already knew that I had seen a werewolf because of the horrid smell. I just gave a sheepish smile and started to move our suitcases into the moving truck. Brianna was so much like Alice, she loved shopping. She bought new stuff everyday, saying that the old clothes were wrinkled slightly, and she would not have that. In fact, Brianna was probably worse. But I loved her and the rest of my new coven. Who would've thought that I would ever become a vampire? But the fact that I don't have a mate is still depressing. Maybe I'll find someone in Pennsylvania. A new state, a new life, new hope.
A/N: I hope it's not too cliffy. Ohhh! I'll try uploading the next chapter today too. I am so into this story, its not even funny! Oh well. Reviews please! They make a writer's day(: