Believe it or not I still do not own Twilight

Alice

Why does tragedy always seem to find its way to her? First she loses her mother on her birthday and now her father. Seeing her folding herself up like that just hurts me deeply its like she's a very big important part of my life. I heard her words through whimpers and it saddens me when I heard her say no one loves her anymore she has nothing left to live for. As soon as the words left her mouth I whispered to myself "Don't worry little one you'll never be alone." However once the words left my mouth I saw I stop rocking back and forth before she mumbled to herself "I'm awake how am I hearing that voice." She slowly started turning around searching the church for something or rather someone and just as her eyes laid upon me she just smiled and continued to stare at me.

I thought to myself there is no way she could have heard my whispers no human could but something in her eyes show that she heard me. She continued staring until the woman next to her tapped her shoulder and her face faltered to sadness before she turned back around. I stayed where I was and it tugged my heart when I saw she kept glance over her shoulders to see if I was still there.

BPOV

I saw my mommy angel together and see stayed throughout the whole entire service but when I tried to find her afterwards she was gone and I became sad once again because she did not come to me like she does in my dreams. I ended up going back to the home I orphanage I was staying in with my social worker and she told me that at the end of the following week I was going to meet my new mommy and daddy but I did not want a new ones.

At night I cried myself to sleep and sometimes before I fell deeply to sleep I felt someone lift ever so gently and cradle me in their arms while rocking me to sleep and humming the most beautiful melody. Whoever that person was were always gone before I woke up but their touch always brought me peace that I believe it was my mother's angel.

I was in the park one day it was not a sunny day and I was just sitting on the grass looking out thinking about everything that's happen to me. When from the corner of my eye I saw someone sit down next to me so gracefully. Whoever it was just sat their and remained silent as well and to tell you the truth I did not mind because I did not talk to anyone anyways. We sat like that for an immeasurable amount of time before they started humming a melody as soon as they started humming I knew immediately who it was and it brought a smile to my face.

I did not talk to her just yet because everything seems so surreal at first until I whispered to her "Are you an Angel?" and when she spoke her voice was heaven " No Isabella I'm not an Angel but I knew you mother and I made a promise to her which I intend to keep." I turned to face her and I was speechless by her beauty, she was extremely pale with golden eyes, her hair was cropped short and spiky like but if she was no angel she had to be some sort of fairy or something because everything about her features ranged from angelic to pixie-like. After getting over her stunning beauty I finally found my voice "If you're not an angel are you a fairy and you know my name so it's only fair that I know yours"

Her laugh was extremely musical and sounded like a bunch of church bells and she laid her arms around my shoulder say "Isabella, your quite smart for such a young age and you're right it's only fair you know my name I'm Alice but I assure you I'm no angel nor an I a fairy but people do say I remind them of a pixie because of my size." Her touch was cold but it didn't bother me and even though she said she was neither an angel nor a fairy I knew she had to be something because she always appears to me in my dreams.

"Alice, why did daddy have to die?" Her face held so much sorrow by my question but even though I did not like her answer "God has special plans for you and your father so your dad had to move on in order for these plans to happen but you must understand that even though it pained you dad to move on he'll always be watching you and loves you so much."

Alice and I talked about everything and it felt so strange but it felt like there was some kind of deep familiar bond between her and I that I didn't want her to leave me.

"Alice can I come and live with you instead of this new family?" Even though I had a feeling what her answer may be I still wanted to ask her. "I'm sorry little one but living with me is not the best or safest place for you."

Her answer did shock me because nothing about her would make me feel her lifestyle was not safe especially "Why it's not safe for me? I know you will not hurt me and you make me feel wanted and safe"

Alice looked like she wanted to cry by my words and I too wanted to cry because I did not want to move and never see her again and when she spoke her words were reassuring "Isabella, as much as I would want you to come and live with me there are many things in my life that's not safe for someone your age and I rather protect you at all cost from those things." I was about to cut her off but she place a finger to her lips to silence me. "Look little one I know this is not what you want to hear but I promise you the new family you're going to meet is going to make you feel so loved and happy."

She seemed so sure about her words and I could tell that she meant each and every one of them but I still felt I wasn't going to see her again and that thought frighten me the most even though I hardly even knew her. "Alice, will I ever see you again?"

At first she did not want to answer me I guess because she were afraid how I would respond and I felt at first I'll feel hurt if I never were to see her again but then I knew I'll see her in my dreams like I always have also I knew if I ever lost and alone how I do now she'll show up like she has now. I was pull out by my thoughts when she reached into her bag saying "I have something very special for you Isabella"

She pulled out a gift box that was neatly wrapped with a beautiful blue ribbon as I open the box I became speechless on the inside was a beautiful porcelain doll that resemble Alice and ever detail was handcrafted beautifully. I looked up to speak to Alice but she began talking first "I want you to understand little one that I may not be with you psyhically but I want you to have something in your life to make you remember me and even though you may not thing I'm anywhere around I'll always be only a decison away. Your special to me Isabella and I'll always make sure no harm comes your way."

I was about to respond when my social worker came yelling "Isabella you know you shouldn't talk to strangers" I glared at the social worker and said "Alice is not a stranger she's a friend of my family."The social worker seem to look uncomfortable in Alice presents like she was afraid of her but I just could not understand why after all Alice is complete harmless. Alice apparently felt the uncomfortable vibes from my social worker and she just stood up so fluidly and said "it's ok I was just leaving."

Alice turned to walk away but I wasn't ready yet for her to leave but I knew I had to be brave and strong however I ran up to her yelling "Alice wait.... Thank you for everything and I'm going to cherish your gift forever." Alice pulled me into a hugged and within her hug I felt love, safety and a everlasting friendship I'll treasure forever. Alice wiped away my tears and whispered in my ear "Be Safe Isabella and remember Only a Decision Away." We broke the embrace and I just turned around walking back to my social worker and the future that awaited me......

Alice

Watching her walk away was so sad because I wanted more than anything for her come home and live with me but what kind of life she'll have living in a house full of vampires. I knew giving her that doll would make her extremely happy and that's all I could possible ask for but I was just glad that I saw her happy and safe with her new family. For the first few months I see her struggling to overcome all that happens but I knew within a year tops she'll forget all this pain. I whispered so softly "My dearest Isabella we will meet again, it may not be in the near future but I do promise you next time we meet we'll be in each others lives forever." I did not need any vision to know that definitely but I just knew it deep in my soul to be true. Just like before when I whispered Isabella stopped to turn around to smile and wave at me before turning back away to leave and not before stating "I hope so Alice, I love You Alice and Till we meet again."

OK next chapter should be out soon and will pick up at Forks High please review even if your comments are good, bad or ugly I love the critique and for those who have reviewed thank you soo much for your comments.......CHEERS