So its taken me awhile to update as a treat you get 2 chapters HAPPY NEW YEAR

Chapter 7

I ran to the house and knew the others were waiting for me in the family room but I was not ready to reveal everything just yet because I saw if they knew about Bella before Edward realizes he's feelings for her they'll want to move and you can call me selfish or whatever other word out there one can think of cause of my actions but I refuse to lose her now that she's so close.

Alice

As expected everyone was waiting for me in the family room Rosalie and Emmett where in the loveseat, Emse was in the armchair and Jasper was standing up pacing with a pained expression on his perfect features and I already felt guilty but at that moment I vowed to make it up to him.

Before anyone even had a chance to talk I just ran over to Jasper and tipped-toe and reach my palm while staring into his eyes. No words needed to be exchange at this moment because I conveyed my apology through our gaze and with my emotions. He kissed the top of my head and tip of my nose and I knew all was forgiven before he wrapped me into an embrace.

I let out a content sigh and voiced without turning around to face anyone that "I'll answer your questions to the best of my able but you must trust and truly understand me when I say some of your questions cannot be answered right now due to certain circumstances which shall reveal itself in time."

Emse was the first one to speak up "Why exactly were you arguing with Edward?"

I turned to face me family with my hand still wrapped around Jasper chanting to myself Edward's going to do the right thing……

"Edward's can across a challenge today that he cannot resist in more ways than he'll ever imagine however he's only worry about one particular issue and that's he's bloodlust for the chiefs daughter. The Chiefs daughter is how those two women were to you Emmett and I saw some disturbing visions that I'll never want to think Edward's capably of doing."

I waited to see if anyone would say anything so why no one spoke up I continue with the information I wanted them to hear.

"Also due to other vision that I CANNOT share at this moment a major change is coming to our family one that will make us stronger and complete. Had I not stop Edward's decisions our family would never be the same and if you think Edward's behavior is morose now the consequences of his actions would have been ominous."

I saw that Rosalie wanted to say her piece because she always so adamant that Edward and I are always conspiring with one another serious for a vampire she's too paranoid. "And before you start your tantrum of yours Rosalie this is not in anyway some sort silent plotting or conspiracies Edward and I or up too. Edward is not aware of any of the visions I refuse to share. He's only aware of the ones he where he let his instincts take control."

"And where is our little bloodthirsty brother now?" Emmett boomed out. I knew Emmett would want to give our ribbing but now was not the time and I felt I had to let them know how serious my stance was on this situation especially with Rosalie.

"He's gone……" Before I continue Rosalie voiced her opinion acidly. "Goodness am I the only one that's sick of Edward's irrational behavior so what it he has uncontrollable bloodlust it's just one pathetic little human one last human to worry about did he not think what leaving would do to this family why must her ."

Jasper felt my built up tension as Rosalie continue speaking I became more enraged and was ready to pounce on her. "Rosalie that it's enough don't talk about what you do not know about. I ask Edward to leave until he can control himself enough not to bring her any harm. Do not try to make Edward out to be a selfish prick he's doing this for my sanity and well-being because had he stayed Edward or whomever else condemn his actions would not have lived if he lost any sort of control around her that results in her death. Also to forewarn all of you especially you Rose any harm whatsoever come to her or if you even look at her the wrong way you'll have to deal with me, now this conversation is over because I cannot be held accountable for my actions if it continues. Jasper I'm going out for a bit I need sometime to myself and I need to take care of something."

Jasper knew whenever I got like this the best thing would be for me to cool off on my own. It's very rare for me to lose my temper so when it happens people should know not to mess with me. Plus I had to make sure Edward does not make a bee-line to The Swans house being that he's future still shows two paths. Jasper guess kissed me softly before whispering in my ear "take your time Ali baby."

Bella

When I gotten home from experiencing my first day of high school here in Forks to say I had a lot of things on my mind would be the understatement of the year.

The attention I was receiving from the most of the male student body (Hell even some of the females) just irked the living hell out of me. It was like I was some sort of "shiny new toy" that they just couldn't wait to get their hands on.

Another thing that irked me and that I really have to be more careful with is the things that are coming out of my mouth. Even though Jessica or anyone else that believe the Cullen's are weirdoes, freaks or whatever other name the can come up with because their "adopted or together" deserved my little outburst. Hell I just surprise that people don't know I'm adopted seriously a smart person would probably put two and two together to realize from my mouth vomit.

Which brings me to the source that weighs the heaviest on my mind The Cullen's; well mainly Alice and Edward if you want to get all technical. I wonder if no one brought up the fact of them being adopted or me not have any sort of contact with them would I had been indifferent towards them. I personally would never be the type to just go and sort out a friendship towards someone because I LOATHE attention and sometimes I just want to be left alone to my own vices.

In all honesty I can relate to Edward's behavior after all it takes another tortured soul to know another right? I mean I would never be down right mean to someone if they were to introduce themselves to me or glare at them like I wanted to harm them unless they did something to merit that type of rise out of me. Personally right now the juror is still out on Edward Cullen in my book.

Then on the completely opposite of the spectrum is Alice, she's appears to be completely friendly, full of personality, and energy. She also seems extremely familiar to me for crying out loud right after we bumped into each other I had the strongest urge to pull her in an embrace and bare my entire life to her like a child would do with their mother.

My mother……humph…..Why does thinking of Alice all of a sudden have me thinking and wanting a mother's comfort, geez she could not be no older than I.

Thoughts of Alice and Edward are consuming my mind so much I didn't even hear when Charlie had gotten home.

"Hey Bella I was thinking since I have no groceries at the moment how would you like to go to The Lodge for dinner tonight?"

"Sure Charlie no problem." To be honest as long as I did not have to eat Renee's cooking I was game for anything. To be fairly honest my relationship with Charlie was not as weird or strangle as my one with Renee. Renee had tried to implement the whole "mom and dad" thing on me when I first came to live them even years later she still tries. Charlie on the other hand is the more understandable type and came to terms that I could never utter those words to either of them. What's my reason you might ask it feels plain and simply it feels like betrayal.

As I was approaching the passenger side door of the cruiser I sudden had the strangest feeling that someone was watching me. I looked around my surrounds but it was too dark to see anything out of the ordinary so I just shrugged it off as being paranoid to my new surroundings.

Dinner was a fairly quiet affair event besides the typical small talk conversation openers "How was your day, how do you like your first day or school, how are you enjoying Forks and whatnot." Seriously Charlie was not a man of many words and I did not mind that at all even though right about now I could have used a distraction to my wandering mind.

It was during dinner I believe I came up with an epiphany on the whole Edward and Alice thing. For some reason it felt like they're vital to my life and my wellbeing which is absolutely outlandish to me.

It's like they're my Yin & Yang, Edward being the Yin which is dark and Alice my Yang who brings the light to my darkness

I call Edward my Yin because his aura is cloud with darkness and like I said before he's a tortured soul who I just want to reach out to and comfort. Then on the opposite end of the spectrum is my Yang Alice, for some reason I feel she's my shelter from pain, she'll soothe, guide me and protect me.

Okay these feelings are even weird to me because at first when Edward pretty much gave me the cold shoulder and those "If looks could kill, I'll be dead" glares at that moment I made a decision to avoid the Cullen's like a plague. I had pretty much assumed the others would be just like him due to them being so standoffish behavior however upon meeting Alice I question my judgment and it was like things were gravitating me towards them...

It was like her presences change my outlook and the course of "fate" which typically I do not pay too much mind to that whole fate mumble jumble crap because fate's been known to be cruel to me.

Actually I wish I knew where my old mementos are especially my doll that doll was always special to me and has always brought me solace especially when I have nightmares. Why being here now after all these years has me thinking of dolls and fate?

Okay maybe I'm just finally losing my marbles and should check myself in a psych-ward. Seriously I'm 17 yrs old thinking a doll will bring me comfort also why do I feel so strongly that two total strangers are vital to my well-being and life?. Jesus Isabella what the hell is wrong with you pull yourself together (Yes I'm mentally scolding myself.)

A/n

I know this chapter is short be I hope you can see the depths of how both Alice and Bella feel.

Edward will be gone probably till about chapter 10-11

I've to set up the relationship between Alice and Bella first. I'm kinda in my happy place and cannot do self-loathing just yet.

LOOKING FOR A BETA AND PLEASE EXCUSE GRAMMAR FOR NOW WILL GO BACK AND EDIT SOON.