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That Voice
I woke up in the morning with a hard piece of wood under my head, to an annoying mechanical beeping. What? Why was I sleeping on wood? When I reached under my head to grab it, I realized it wasn't a piece of wood. It was my laptop. Nice. I had fallen asleep while reading my e-mails. Oh. And that beeping must be my alarm clock. I reached over and turned that off before flopping back onto my bed.
Last night hadn't been anything different than my dreams this whole week. All had me sitting in a dark room, with a voice talking to me. Well, not any voice. The voice. The one voice that might love me.
The voice would comfort me all night long. Tell me stuff that made me happy. Made me feel loved. But the weirdest thing was, this voice had never been in my dreams before. I had only ever heard it when I was about to make some careless, reckless, stupid move that I surely would regret in the long run.
Why? That was all I could ask myself this morning. Why now? Why is the voice back now? Why is now the time it has to drop into every single dream I have? Why is now so special, compared to the past 14 years? Why now, in my dreams?
In the past 14 years I had only ever heard the voice while I was awake. Never in my dreams. So this was a first. I had to smile. I loved doing things for the first time. But why was this voice haunting my dreams? Well, not exactly haunting. It was making it 100% better. But still. That was besides the point.
I thought back to everything the voice had told me last night. Comforting, comforting, comforting, and right before I woke up comforting, and one more thing. It had said "see you soon Bella." SEE you soon. See. Like, with my eyes. I was going to get to see this voice?
I felt just thrilled.
I couldn't deny it.
I was absolutely in love with this person, voice, what ever you wanted to call it. I really was in love. And I wasn't afraid to admit it. Great. I was in love for the very first time. With someone that didn't even exist. It was a voice, for crying out loud! I was in love with a voice! Maybe that therapist wasn't a bad idea after all...
After I had decided that I was absolutely in love, and absolutely crazy, I decided it was about time that I started to get ready for my first day at that dreaded school. Groan. I didn't really care what people thought of me, because I would probably be gone soon enough anyways, so I decided to wear the first thing I saw.
I headed to my closet where I had put most of my clothes in last night when I had unpacked and reached in to grab something. My hands came out with black skinny jeans and a white tank top. I decided to add my purple v-neck sweater to that with my pair of purple flats I wore yesterday. Sure, I was wearing a lot of purple lately. But most of my wardrobe consisted of purple clothing. It wasn't like I wouldn't end up wearing purple two days in a row in the future.
While I was in the bathroom brushing my hair and deciding what to do with it today, I heard a quiet knock at the door. I went to answer it and found Emmett standing there. He was wearing a long sleeved white shirt, tight to his muscles, and a pair of faded black jeans.
"Hey Emmett. What's up?" I asked him. He looked up at me sympathetically. Damn! Why did he always do that? It made me feel so... different. But at the same time, so normal. Like he knew what I went through.
"Well, my friends came ten minutes early and are excited to met you. You don't have to come meet them if you don't want to, but if you do we'll be right downstairs in the living room. Don't feel that you need to come down just because they want you to. Only come if you want to."
"Well," I started. I really did want to actually meet Emmett's friends. "I do want to met them. So I will be down in five, okay?"
"Sure thing Bella," Emmett said before he headed down the hallway. Okay. I had five minutes.
I decided to put a headband in my hair and leave it at that. The curls always gave it something, so it wouldn't look to plain. I packed my black bag with some stuff I might need at school and headed downstairs to the kitchen before going into the living room. I saw a fruit basket on the counter and grabbed an apple for breakfast.
I stopped before I walked into the living room out of pure curiosity. Were they talking about me? As I listened I didn't hear my name, but I heard something 100 times more surprising. It wasn't just surprising, it was amazing I couldn't even believe my own ears. Was I just hearing wrong?
No. I wasn't hearing wrong. I had really heard it. The voice. His voice. And now it wasn't inside my head. This person was alive and real. It was so much more clear than any of the voices in my head had every been. This person really was real. They had been this whole entire time.
I really had found the person who that magical voice belonged to. The magical voice who had saved me countless amount of times from committing suicide. The voice that I had fallen in love with.
The only person I had ever loved.
Authors Note: Sorry to just leave it at that! I do have more written after it, but not for you guys right now. So I want to make a deal with you guys. If I can get 5 reviews before 7:30 than I will put the next chapter out. If I don't.... well, you might just have to wait a few days. But seriously, you guys are making me crazy! On the first few chapters I was getting lots of story alerts and a few reviews so I knew people were reading, but now I only get like 2 reviews for a chapter! But I know you guys can give me 5 reviews. You did 5 reviews for chapter 3, so you can easily do 5 reviews now. Sorry the chapter was short, but I do have more. Just waiting here....
-Emma :)
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