Happy Memorial Day!!! so sorry it took so long I just got back from an awsome concert last night and I'm feeling so great! So Enjoy the chap.
The moment you all have been waiting for….the beginning of Jasper and Bella's relationship.
Chapter 7: Home Sweet Home
JPOV:
I sat frozen not exactly knowing how to respond. Edward was gone I saw him run like the coward he was. Don't tell me he wrote her a bunch of crap and she fell for it hook line and sinker.
I had to hand it to him though. He was slick. He knew with him being away Bella and I would grow closer. So he fed her a bunch of B.S. knowing she'll quickly forgive him. I just…..I don't even know anymore. I was tired of waiting in the shadows for Bella.
"Read the letter." She said quietly. I could hear the pain in her voice. That Jack ass! I pulled out the folded letter from my pocket and began to read.
My dearest Bella,
I know you're probably worried why I haven't come back with the rest of the family. And I'm sure Jazz and Rose told you that I called off the wedding. Yes it's true I decided to cancel the wedding only because it's not what you desire. I want to apologize for all that I have done to hurt you. If I could go back in time then I would take them back. You are my life Bella and I never want to lose you. So I've decided that we should take some time apart and reevaluate what's important…our love. It's there and always will be. I promise I will be back soon.
Forever yours,
Edward
It was just as I had suspected. I glanced over at Bella and took in her emotions. I felt anger and confusion. I opened my mouth to say something but I had no clue what I could possibly say. I've never been so afraid of losing something I never had to begin with.
"It doesn't change anything." She said in barley a whisper. My head snapped in her direction. Did I hear correctly? She looked away and out the window. "We should go before Charlie thinks I'm having second thoughts." She said whipping her tears and continuing to look out the window.
I was stunned. Who was this woman sitting beside me? I quickly pulled myself together and drove off. I wasn't ready to take her home. And I was certain the guest room wasn't ready yet.
"Bella" I asked as I drove towards the freeway. She looked over at me. "Do you mind if I take you somewhere other than home?" I asked hoping that she'll say no. "I don't mind." She simply replied. I smiled at her as we made our way to my favorite spot.
When we arrived I sped to her side and helped her out. It was a riverbank overlooking the Calawah River. Bella gasped as she took in the scene. "Jasper this place is beautiful." I couldn't help but laugh to myself as I thought not as beautiful as you. Could I get anymore cheesier?
"I like to come here to clear my mind. I wanted to shear this spot with you. Bella I know you're confused and-"She cut me off.
"Did Alice tell you?" She asked looking at me suspiciously. "Tell me what?" I was confused she stared at me for a long moment then turned her attention to the river.
"Would it be alright if we took things slow…giving me time to sort my feelings out?" I smiled. That pixie told her about my feelings for Bella. "That's fine by me." She looked at me and smiled.
BPOV:
It was so peaceful here. I truly appreciated Jasper for bringing me here. Just being here made me feel more calm. Edward took me by surprise today. He wanted us to take a break and evaluate the relationship. I was upset for the simple fact that because he technically didn't leave there was still a possibility that I might take him back.
I couldn't help but wonder if Edward knew about Jaspers feelings for me, and if so was this his way of making sure nothing would happen between Jasper and I? Well if that was his intentions then he was more pitiful than I thought.
"Tell me about your human life." I requested. Jasper smiled and pulled me closer to him. "Well I'm from Houston, Texas. I don't remember much, but I came from a big family. I had two brothers and three sisters. I was the oldest." He paused for a moment. "Did you ever go back to visit?" he shook his head. "Maria would have never allowed me to. "
"What made you decide to leave?" I was too interested in his life before the Cullen's. "I just got tired of the lifestyle. All the killing, the nonstop fighting for land it became overwhelming so I ran away." I was quiet trying to picture Jaspers dark life before the Cullen's. "Tell me about your childhood." He requested.
"Well I was born here in Forks. My mother and I left when I was a few months old and moved to Phoenix where she ended up meeting her husband Phil about two years ago." "And what's Phil like?" I felt as if this was that day in biology when Edward first spoke to me. The only difference is I gave this information away willingly.
We sat and talked about our past then watched the sun set. I rest my head on his shoulder enjoying the moment. "Jasper do you have any regrets in life?" I asked looking into his eyes. He smiled. "Not one. I'm not too proud of my past but that past has made me who I am today…and it led me to you." He said softly.
His eyes were ever so soft and filled with love. I was foolish not to notice before. He leaned in closer to me causing my heart to race a mile a minute. He chuckled. "Well that's something I got to get used to." We should head home I'm sure everyone is wondering where we are." He said standing up and holding his hand up to help me stand.
"Jasper thanks for bringing me here. And for making me feel better." I said softly. "Anytime darlin'." He said as we headed back to the car. "Anytime you'd like to come back just let me know." He added.
As he drove to the Cullen's I couldn't help but smile at the feelings I developed for Jasper. At this moment I could say that I felt content. That was a feeling I haven't felt in a while. All my worries about taking Edward back had all but faded. I was more than anxious to grow closer to Jasper.
"Bella you won't believe who I met today!" Alice screamed as Jasper opened my door for me. "Who?" I asked knowing she would tell me regardless. "My soul mate!" She shrieked. Ok the little pixie had my full attention now. "Spill" I ordered as we walked into the house.
"His name is Brian McCall. He's a student at Washington State University. He is in town visiting his family. We're meeting up for dinner later." Wait did I miss…oh "He's human?" I asked. She nodded. "Finally another human." I teased. "I'm so happy for you Alice." "Thank you Bella it means a lot to me. Hey would you and Jazz like to double date with us?"
"Do you really think that's a good idea? I mean the two of you are trying to get to know one another. And bringing your ex husband-""Hmm we are one dysfunctional family aren't we?" She joked. "Sure are."
"Bella" Esme called. "Why don't you come upstairs so I could show you to your new room." Esme called. I ran up the stairs and followed Esme into the beautifully decorated room. The room was light and had a comforting feeling to it.
The walls were painted a cream color with a beautiful wroth iron bed and a sitting area with two chairs and a small table that sat beside the window that had a view of the lake that ran beside the Cullen's residence. Sitting on the bed was snickers my favorite teddy bear from when I was a child.
"This is your home now Bella. I hope you like it." "I love it Esme thank you so much." I said as I hugged her and felt tears cascade down my cheeks.
I couldn't help but smile. This was now my home.
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I want to thank all of those who have added this story to they're favs and reviewed. I know it was cruel for leaving you all with that major cliffy last chap but I was still uncertain where I wanted to go with this story. I was planning on making Bella go back to Edward but I knew most of you would of ripped me to shreds if I did so I went with starting Jazz and Bella's relationship.
Also I was planning on setting Alice and Edward up but decided against it since Edward is being such a jerk which is not appealing at all.
I am looking for a beta so if you're interested just let me know. Hope you enjoyed!
