Chapter 11: Feeling Right

I watched in horror as the past and present loves of my life went at it. I was afraid for them. Call me crazy if you wanted to but I still cared for Edward. Despite all what he had put me through. I wanted now more than ever to leave. I ran out into the hall way only to be stopped by a tiny voice.

"Bella?" Alice called. I followed her voice and found her in Carlisle's study. Brian laid on the table motionless and it didn't take long to realize what was happening.

"Oh Alice is he alright?" I asked running to her and hugging her.

"Brian is fine." She smiled brightly.

"When he wakes up we're gonna have to leave. So he could adjust to his new life." I felt a knot well up in my throat.

"No don't go Alice." I protested. Her eyebrows furrowed and her eyes clouded as she stared at something distant. A quick smile appeared across her face as she came out of her vision.

"What did you see?" I questioned her.

"Looks like I'm not the only one going away." She said with a bright smile bouncing in her seat.

"I saw you and Jasper heading to Texas and finding a big surprise. I won't say exactly what." She said with a wide grin. We were leaving I wanted nothing more than to spend some time alone with him.

"Right about now, we could use a vacation." I grumbled sitting down next to Alice.

"Oh Bella I'm so sorry for what happened. I should have left Tanya and got Jasper to you sooner." Her mentioning that name made my blood boil.

"Which reminds me-"

"I heard." She said quietly. "Don't worry Rose and I kicked her ass. I should have burned her arm." Alice grumbled. Her eyes were as black as cold but quickly changed over.

"You should go get Jasper before he kills Edward." I quickly nodded and ran outside. Jasper was on top of Edward repeatedly punching Edward who no longer had any arms or legs. I gasped at the site. Causing Jasper to pause and turn to me.

"Bella are you alright babe?" He asked running to me. I looked at him with tear filled eyes.

"Please let's just get out of here." I whispered as he pulled me to his chest and held me tight.

"I'm so sorry." He said quietly as he stroked my hair. Suddenly fed up with all the drama I pulled away and turned to what was left of Edward.

"Now that you know the truth I want you to leave. Don't come back until it finally registers in that thick skull of yours that I'm no longer yours." I said jabbing my finger to his skull. I heard chuckles coming from Emmett and Rose.

I turned back to Jasper seeing a one footed one handed Tanya searching for her missing body parts. I just couldn't resist. While passing I simply knocked her down causing Emmett Rose and Jasper to burst into a fit of laughter.

"You could have him now." I said coldly earning a grunt from her.

Jasper sighed while wrapping an arm tightly around me and kissing my hair. "God I love you." He whispered as we walked inside. I ran to my room pulling out a duffle bag and packing some clothes for our trip. After walking out of my closet I froze seeing my boyfriend lying on my bed.

"So where exactly are we going darlin'?" He asked with the sexiest grin I've ever seen. He laughed and quickly ran to me wrapping his cool arms around my waist.

"Your hometown." I replied smiling as I draped my arms around his neck. He was quiet for a moment and seemed to be deep in thought.

"Bella I just don't understand you." He said locking eyes with me.

"I think you should stop trying and just go with it." I said earning a chuckle and a peck on the lips.

"Of all the places we could possibly go …you choose Texas?"

I sighed. "Jazz the reason why I want to go is because it's a part of you. You haven't been there since the war. Don't you wonder what happened to your family? Don't you want to see and possibly meet a relative of yours?" He sighed and kissed my forehead.

"I am too darn lucky." He said giving me a brilliant smile.

"Your flight leaves in an hour." Alice yelled. We quickly gathered our things and rushed to the airport. I was way too excited to find out what Alice was talking about.

While on the plane to Jaspers old stomping ground, I couldn't help but try to picture our life together. I felt so content with the knowing that for the rest of my life I would always have him beside me. A drama free life. I would never have to worry about him trying to control me. I couldn't help but smile at the thought as I snuggled closer to him. I always wanted to be close to him.

"Somebody's happy." He said softly while rubbing my back. I sat up and smiled at him.

"It's because of you." I replied resting my head on his shoulder.

"Really" He replied. "And what exactly have I done to make you this happy?" Was he serious?

"You loved me even when I didn't return it back. You showed me what a real relationship should feel like. The list goes on." Before he could respond the flight attendant interrupted our special moment asking if we wanted anything. She was giving her full attention to Jasper witch made me feel annoyed. Jasper smiled at me and rubbed my shoulder.

"Would you like anything darlin'?" He asked.

"No I'm fine." I replied. Jasper looked back at the flight attendant and smiled.

"We're fine, thank you. "

"Just let me know if you need anything." She said emphasizing on the last word. I suppressed the urge to roll my eyes as she walked away.

I heard Jasper chuckled causing me to look up with a questioning look.

"Was that jealousy I sensed just now?"

"No that was pure annoyance." I replied.

"There's nothing to worry about Bella, you're the girl of my dreams." I couldn't help but smile. He was the man who haunt my every thought and dreams.

Once we landed we checked into the closest hotel. I pulled out the laptop I packed and searched for a map of the area. When I found what I was looking for I showed Jasper.

"You need to hunt Jazz." I said softly as he watched me questionably.

"I'm fine sweet heart seriously." He said pulling me to sit on his lap.

"It doesn't look that way to me." I said rubbing my thumb along the darkened circles under his eyes.

"Are you afraid of leaving me alone?" I continued.

"Yes" he answered honestly. I don't like to be away from you." He said with all sincerity.

"I don't like to be away from you as well. But there are certain circumstances beyond our control. I'll be fine hun really. Go hunt." I said caressing his cheek. He gave me a smoldering kiss then sighed.

"How did I ever get so lucky?" He asked in barley a whisper running his lips along my jaw line.

"If you keep this up I might end up changing my mind." I said breathlessly. A sly grin flashed across his face and he began to kiss down my neck causing me to shiver. I had no idea how I did it but I stood up.

"There will be plenty of time for that Jazz. Go hunt." I said mustering all the strength I could find within me. He sighed in defeat and kissed me.

"I'll be back soon." He purred in my ear and quickly ran out the room.

Now that he was gone what was I to do? Before I could think my phone began to ring. I quickly answered it without checking the caller id.

"Bella?" A husky voice called.

"Hey Jake." I said smiling to myself.
"I just left the Cullen's home to check on you they said you went away." He said.

"Yea with all the fighting going on I wanted to go away and let things cool down at home.

"How are you feeling? I saw you bleeding. Did you break anything?" He questioned rapidly. I couldn't help but laugh to myself.

"No Jake I'm fine. I didn't break anything I just banged my head and have a few minor scrapes and bruises." I assured him. I could hear him sigh in relief.

"You should call your dad. He's worried about you."

"You didn't tell him did you?" I asked. There was a silence.

"Jake why?" I whined and stomped my foot like a three year old.

"He called the house while I was with you and Billy told him that your bloodsucker was back." I grunted.

"I'll call him after I get off the phone with you."

"Bella?" He said in barley a whisper. I knew what he was going to ask.

"You're with the other blood sucker aren't you?" He asked quietly. I was instantly overwhelmed in guilt.

"Yes" I answered in barley a whisper. He sighed heavily.

"He seems to really care for you. I just hope he's not like that other joker." He grumbled.
"And unlike him I don't think he'll get in between us."

"He better not." He roared.

"Hey Jake?" I called after a moment of silence.

"Yea Bells." He answered softly.

"Thanks for always being there for me. I couldn't ask for a better friend." I said.

"Anytime bells. Take care of yourself." He replied.

"You too." I replied hanging up. I quickly dialed my father's number wanting to put his mind at ease.

"Dad?" I asked once he answered.

"Bella are you alright? Billy told me that Ed-"

"I'm fine." I assured him not wanting to hear the name.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

"I'm positive. Jasper and I are visiting some of his relatives while things settle down at the Cullen's." He was quiet for a moment.

"I thought he didn't have any relatives?"

"He didn't have any in the position to adopt him." I quickly blurted out. "Really dad I'm fine. I just wanted to let you know so you wouldn't worry."

"I'm glad to hear that Bells. How's jasper treating you?" I paused out of shock. How did he know?

"Bella I wasn't born yesterday you know. I saw the way he looked at you when ed…he left...again. I knew it would only be a matter of time." My mouth hung open. I couldn't believe my ears. Was Charlie accepting my new boyfriend?

"Bella are you still there? Charlie asked concerned.

"Yea I'm still here. He treats me well." I answered suddenly felling awkward.

"Well that's all I'd want for you." He replied. "I love you bells." He said with more emotion than he's ever displayed.

"I love you to dad." I replied. "I'll see you when I get back."

"Sure thing." He replied before hanging up. I sat on the bed still in shock. It was odd how the two people who so hated Edward was suddenly routing for Jasper. This must really be meant to be.

"Is everything alright Bella?" Jasper asked sitting beside me. I was so wrapped up in my thoughts I didn't notice when he walked in.

"Yea" I replied flashing a smile. "I just spoke to Jake and Charlie. You seem to have your very own fan club."

"Hmm although I'm flattered I must say there's only one person I'd like in my club." He said smiling devilishly. I moved over now sitting on his lap. I wrapped one arm around his neck and the other tangled in his hair.

"Are you trying to recruit me Mr. Hale?" I asked playfully.

"It's a very exclusive club. There's only room for one special person." He whispered against my skin.

"I'll join under one condition."

"Anything." He purred.

"I get to be president." I said pressing my lips against his. His tongue licked my bottom lip begging for entrance. I simply opened allowing him entrance and deepening the kiss.

"You have my vote ma'am." He muttered.

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No cliffy I must be losing my touch lol. I was planning on writing a lemon but realized its they're first going into they're second day being an official couple....so I hope that was fulfilling enough for now. I know the story was lacking some good old fashion Bella & Jazz time.

Ok so there are a few things I would like to address:

For one I just like always want to thank all of those who have been reading and sending me your feedback. I swear I scream every time my blackberry goes off. Although it annoys everyone when its posting day. When ever I feel like pissing some one off I would turn my phone on high and..... well you know I'm rambling so back to the subject.

Its sometimes difficult to write my story only for the fact that I am writing another and editing two other stories that are BellaxEddie pairings....catch the dilemma? I have wrote to some of you saying this and and I'll say it again. This is apart of the reason why Edward's character is so dark and dramatic. This is also the reason why I could only update once a week. I am constantly writing and in between writing a chap I often take a day in between to switch either to Edward mode or Jasper mode.

Some of you were surprised when Charlie was so accepting of Jazz and Bella... The reason why is simply because he loves his daughter and wants to see her happy. And right about now anyone that isn't Edward would gain his approval. Also he recognized the love in Jazz's eyes when Jazz looks at Bella.

As for our precious Eddikans:

I was shocked at the responses I received about the events in the last chap. I thought you all would of ripped me to sheds and burn the pieces but you didn't and my limbs are still in tact. =) Now let me explain his actions. Edward is desperately in love with Bella there is no doubt about that. He's just an inconsiderate coward that doesn't take blame for his actions (Sounds like my ex boyfriend lol)

Edward was so desperate not to lose Bella he wasn't thinking rationally and thought he would give Bella what he thought Bella wanted...plain and simple. Hope you all have enjoyed this story so far and thank you for reading me rambling on about my life and whatnot till next time.....