Chapter 18: Questions

JPOV:

From the moment it was clear to me that Bella and I would be together I knew this day would come. When we went to visit Charlie, my only intention was not only to break the news about Aiden. It was to ask for his daughter's hand in marriage.

The man seemed elated. It was as if he knew I was the one for Bella. While I prepped for tonight, Esme and Rose were taking Bella on a girl's day out. With the exception of Aiden. You couldn't pry Rose and Esme off him if your life depended on it.

While in the kitchen prepping one of Bella's favorite dish I sensed my brothers walking in from a hunt.

"Bella must have you whipped. Why are you in here cooking?" Emmett asked sitting at the island.

"Because dufus I want to make tonight special. I'm going to ask Bella to marry me?"

"Why so soon?" Edward asked. I could sense his shock. I felt horrible having to put him through this. But just because Bella was now my girl did that mean I shouldn't live my life?

"Time waits for no one." I replied.

"Well good luck!" Emmett said interrupting our silent moment. This truly was awkward.

"Thanks" I muttered turning my attention back to the stove." I could still sense his eyes on me as he tried his best to stifle his emotions from me. It was way too powerful to ignore.

Not only did I feel jealousy, I felt his regret, hurt and happiness. I guess like me he only wanted to see Bella happy. Emmett went into the living room to practice his skills on the latest wii game he purchased.

"I know you felt that." Edward said softly. I looked up at him and nodded.

"I know this is hard for you Edward. I know you still love her-"

"I'll never stop loving her." He murmured. If I was a jealous man I would have been enraged. But I had confidence in my girl and I knew we belonged together.

"I know you won't, but Edward why put yourself through this pain?"

"Where else can I go Jasper?!" He yelled. "I can't just walk away from her. I've done that far too many times." he added calmly. His voice dripped with emotion.

"But it's hurting her to see you this way. She feels so guilty knowing she's caused this."

It worries me that she might run back to him just to make him happy. I quickly dismissed that thought. Bella chose you Jazz.

Edward sighed heavily.

"I feel so lost without her Jazz. I just don't know what to do. I screwed up and now I'm forced to suffer the consequences. I wish I could just walk away, but I want to do right by her. I want to have her play some part in my life. Even if it's a friend." He added in a whisper. His emotions began spiraling out of control. He buried his head in his hands and began to sob tearlessly.

I wished there was something I could do. I hated to see him this way. This pain was unbearable. I began to wonder how he made it through each day. There was a silence between us. I didn't know what to say. I sent him a tranquil vibe.

"You're going to change her aren't you?"

"I know that's what she wants. I won't be able to deny her when she asks." I answered honestly.

"What about Aiden? He needs the two of you. Bella won't be able to be around him." I shivered at the thought. This would be difficult.

"I guess that's something Bella and I would have to discuss."

"Discuss what with me?" she asked walking into the room with Aiden in her arms. I must have been slipping because I didn't even sense her. She stood there in a colorful halter dress with heels on. Rose must have bribed her. I had to remember to thank her when I get the chance.

"Nothing really we were just talking about Aiden's -" before I could finish Rose came to my rescue

"Bella what are you doing in here. Upstairs right now." Rose interrupted. Bella sighed and excused herself out the room. Edward and I looked at one another.

"I just don't think changing Bella is a good idea." He said quickly.

"I appreciate your opinion Edward but it isn't up to you. Like I said earlier, Bella and I will discuss this and will come up with a decision together." Edward simply shook his head and walked out.

Although I understood where he was coming from, I was much too selfish to allow Bella to live out her life. I couldn't imagine a life without her and couldn't picture our life any other way.

If Bella was meant to be with me then surly she was meant to become like me.

BPOV:

I had no idea what was up but I knew Jasper was up to something. I was sitting in Rose's bathroom playing dress up. The only thing missing was my fashion crazed tinkerbell.

"Rose please tell me what's going on. Why am I in a dress?"

"Because Bella Jasper wants the two of you to spend some time together."

"But in a dress?" I wasn't quite comprehending the concept. Rose rolled her eyes.

"Sometimes it's good to show some skin. Take it from me." She whispered and winked her eye. We shared a giggle as she put the finishing touches on my makeup.

I wore a sweetheart satin black dress with a pair of death pumps. Although Rose was done it was as if I was stuck to the chair. My body refused to make a move.

"Bella please don't tell me you're nervous?"

"Would it be wrong if I say I was?" I asked feeling a bit awkward.

"Yes!" She yelled. "This is Jasper your soul mate that is waiting downstairs for you. It's not to say you don't know who he is." Although she was right I still couldn't help my nerves. He sighed and nodded her head.

"He told me to tell you that he loves you and not to be afraid of him. " She grimaced at whatever she heard from him. "He also said that if it makes you more comfortable then change into some sweats…witch you better not do." I couldn't help but smile. I stood up and hugged Rose. She was the best big sister I could ever ask for.

"Thank you Rose …for everything." I whispered.

"Bella you don't have to thank me…yet." She giggled. "I'll see you in the morning."

"What! Why?" I asked.

"We're giving you and Jasper some privacy. Emmett and I will be out hunting and Esme, Edward, and Carlisle are taking Aiden up to Seattle." I sighed not wanting to hear anything else.

"Have fun you two." I said hugging her. She walked me down the stairs only to find my handsome boyfriend all dressed up in a pair of slacks and a button up shirt. His hair was arranged into an organized curly mess. I resisted the urge to run my fingers through it.

"Well hello there gorgeous." He said taking me in. Rose made me spin and suddenly I was in his arms and felling his cool breath caress my hot skin. He kissed me softly and whispered into my ears.

"You are the most beautiful creature I have ever laid eyes upon in my existence…it's such a shame my darling that you can't even recognize perfection within yourself." He finished off placing an open mouth kiss along my jugular witch just seemed to heighten my smoldering skin. I took a deep breath.

"Come on sweetheart lets go." He said letting me go and signaling to get on his back.

"I'm assuming you won't tell me where we're going right?" I asked as I hopped on. He laughed and speed out the house. The sky was lit with different hues of pinks, oranges and purples due to the sun setting. We wound up at the same spot Jasper took me when I found Edwards letter.

It was amazing how much things had changed in the past months. I was supposed to be getting married today but instead I'm with my ex's brother…with a child.

Love can change so drastically.

Set up was a candle lit dinner for one with rose petals creating a path to the beautifully arranged dinner.

"Jasper" I gasped in shock. "What is all this?" I asked wondering what could possibly spark this romantic side in him.

"I wanted to do something special and just have some Jasper and Bella time." He said pulling my seat out for me and pushing it in once I wobbled over and sat.

"Is that all?"

"Well no. Edward and I were talking earlier and I want us to discuss a few things but for now-" He uncovered my plate to reveal what he had been cooking when I came home earlier, Chicken alfredo.

"Oh Jasper it smells great!" I shrieked.

"It does?" He asked skeptically.

"Yes it does." I said before digging in. He watched attentively as I ate every bite.

"I never knew you could cook." I said smiling at my skillful boyfriend.

"The cooking channel is a life saver." He joked as he took my hand and led me over to a blanket that was laid out for us. It was now twilight Jasper and I cuddled under a tree. It was silent for a moment as I took in the beautiful scene and enjoying the feeling it gave me to be in Jaspers arms.

"This is beautiful Jasper." I said with a sigh. With a smile plastered on my face. "You do know that all this wasn't necessary right?" I added.

"I felt as if it was." He said adjusting himself so we were face to face. Jasper took my hands and looked into my eyes as he spoke.

"Bella you've made me the happiest man dead or alive. You've changed me and showed me what it meant to live. You make me better and today I realized that I can't picture my existence without you." He said softly. My heart began to flutter and suddenly I began to feel lightheaded.

"Jasper what are you trying to say?" I asked unsure.

"I'm asking you Bella" He got on one knee and In his hand was a small velvet box. He opened it and I swore every nerve in my body went numb as I gasped and covered my mouth.

"I'm asking you to spend an eternity with me as my wife." It took a moment for the words to sink in and Jasper being the soldier he was, waited patiently for an answer.

There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted to be Jasper's wife…but was he willing to change me?

"Jasper are you sure this is what you want…in terms of me becoming an immortal?"

"Bella did you not hear what I just said. I can not imagine my existence with out you." He said emphasizing each word. "Besides I don't have a problem with the whole soul thing as long as it's what you want. I'm not my brother."

"Well in that case…" I threw myself at him. "My answer is yes." I shrieked as a big smile appeared on Jaspers face as he slid the beautiful platinum two caret princess cut ring with a beautiful lace details to the sides. It was simple yet elegant.

Jasper placed both hands on either side of my face and kissed me passionately. Like our first kiss he placed all his love into it. I was so consumed in his love I became light headed. Jasper quickly pulled away and held me.

"I love you." He whispered.

"Forever" I added.

"Jasper what did you want to discuss?" I asked relaxing into Jaspers strong arms.

"Bella I don't want to rush you or anything but your change would have to happen soon."

"Why?" I asked sitting up.

"Because darlin' we have a son. And with you being a newborn you won't be able to be around him. And since Aiden is young now."

"Jasper I don't want to leave-"

"I know Bella but one way or another it has to happen. That's why it has to happen soon while Aiden is still young." I stayed silent for a moment. I understood his point but I was afraid. It took the Cullen's years to adjust to the vegan diet. When I transform would that mean I would have to keep a distance from my son?

"We don't have to make this decision right away darlin'. It's just something to think about." He said rubbing my back to calm me down. I sighed and pushed it out my head tonight was about my fiancé and I. I loved the sound of that.

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Like I always say thanks so much for the constant support. I wrote an outtake for this chapter witch is a lemon called my addiction. It would be out hopefully by the weekend. I wrote it as an outtake since it's not for everyone and I know some of you are young.

Sadly this story must come to an end and I'm currently trying to plan that out. If you have any suggestions please let me know. Till next time...