My Promise to You

by Ravita20

Bella & Jacob are childhood sweethearts but Jacob is abusive. What will happen if Bella moves and meets a certain bronze-haired guy? What will happen if her past returns? What will happen if she gets stuck between not TWO but THREE guys? All Human.

6. Chapter 6

*Hides behind Edward and Jasper*

Hi people! I know I haven't updated for about…three days? So sorry about that! You see I have many reasons. One, I looked at the stats for this story and was kind of disappointed when I saw that a lot of people who were reading this story weren't reviewing so that made me very sad and it made me question if I was a good enough writer. Two, I was dead tired this weekend and couldn't bring myself to even get up until my brother threw a bucket of cold water on me which soaked my bed and then I couldn't sleep anymore. Three, I had to go to a wedding yesterday which made me learn so very important life lessons: 1) Never get married cuz it takes WAY too long. I mean seriously why does the bride have to take so long to get dressed? I'm a girl and I don't even take that long to get dressed! SHEESH! 2) Never start to like a cute guy in a wedding cuz then he might turn out to be related to you which just sucks. 3) Men with huge bellies should not dance because the sight can scar you for the rest of your life AND 4) YOU SHOULD ALWAYS BRING YOUR iPOD SO THAT YOU CAN SIT THROUGH A THREE HOUR LONG CEREMONY WITHOUT BEING BORED OUT OF YOUR HEAD!!!

So yeah….yesterday I was tortured and I didn't get to write much. I did finish the chapter though but I couldn't post it so I'll just post it now. Sorry about the wait! Again, guys, come on please! REVIEW! I really love the people who are reviewing so far! Thanks so much cuz they are absolutely wonderful and make me write the rest of the story! Now to the people who aren't reviewing, COME ON GUYS!! PLEASE!!!! I really need to know what you guys are thinking! The people who haven't joined the site can still review! And since I am on the topic of anonymous reviewing, THANK YOU TO MY FIRST ANONYMOUS REVIEWER, MIKKI!!!! Your praise really cheered me up and so, I am dedicating this chapter to you!!

Sorry about the wait. And now, the story continues….*fanfare*

Disclaimer:

Again, as I have said many times, I unfortunately do not own Twilight. There are many things to prove this:

1) Despite my name being Stephanie, it is not Stephenie. My name is spelt with an A, hers spelt with an E. BIG DIFFERENCE.

2) Then there is the matter of last names. Now my last name begins with an N therefore I do not own Twilight since the person that DOES own Twilight's name is Meyer which begins with an M. EVEN BIGGER DIFFERENCE.

3) Next there is how old I am. Now if I am fourteen years old, do you think I would've written a story like Twilight if when it was published, I was ten? Sadly, NO.

4) Now if I owned Twilight, Jacob would not be a werewolf and would be deposited to the bottom of the ocean like they did to Megatron in Transformers with a ton of bricks tied to his feet.

5) Then there is Midnight Sun which most likely would be published by now, had I owned Twilight. But sorry to say, I do not.

So in conclusion, I DO NOT OWN TWILIGHT. IT BELONGS TO STEPHENIE MEYER WHO STILL REFUSES PUBLISH MIDNIGHT SUN. T_T

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Chapter Six

I'd accepted that I had felt something towards Edward but I didn't say I'd act on it. From now on, Edward would just take a backseat in my mind. When I had to see him, I'd ignore him, when I had to hear him, I'd ignore him and when I had to touch him, I'd ignore him. No looking into his eyes and no getting lost in those two deep beautiful green pools that he called eyes but resembled lily pads. Argh! Bella stop it! I thought fiercely. From now on I'd only think of Demetri. A Valentine's Day dance was coming up in two weeks and it was decided that all three couples, Em and Rose, Alice and Jasper and Demetri and I would go together.

"We'll be the hottest couples ever!" squealed Alice whilst we planned a shopping trip for Saturday during Wednesday at lunch. Old Bella would've been dragged kicking and screaming. New Bella, one the other hand, was as happy as a lark. Demetri and the guys were in a deep discussion about something. I believed it was monster trucks. Apparently Em liked a truck called Grave Digger who he thought was going to win some freestyle competition whilst Jasper preferred Maximum Destruction and Demetri favored Blue Thunder. Wait monster trucks had a freestyle competition? I rolled my eyes as their conversation became more and more heated. They were so like the guys back in Forks, always fighting. Rose and Alice were talking animatedly about the dresses for Valentine's Day. The dance had a dress code. The girls' had to wear black, white or red dresses whilst the guys could dress in anything but jeans and t-shirts. We spilt it up. Alice would wear white, Rose would wear red and I'd wear black. The white would contrast with Alice's jet black hair whilst the red would represent Rose's name. Apparently I was given black because it would suit my pale skin perfectly. The guys were going to be dressed similarly with Jasper in a white shirt and black trousers, Emmett in a red shirt with black trousers and Demetri in black on black attire.

"Okay Alice, but don't forget I have dance practice at 2:00 PM so I have to be back by at least 1:30," I said to her. She nodded and said, "We'll meet pick you up 9:30 so we can reach at ten when the stores open." I nodded.

Ugh… practice, I thought. I'd have to see Edward not to mention touch him. Despite my mental protest, my body reflexively turned to Edward's table as I thought his name. There he sat with a girl on his lap that wasn't Tanya. His minions, James and Laurent sat on either side of him, flirting with Tanya's minions, Victoria and Irina. Apparently Kate, a really nice girl in my dance class, was Tanya's sister but how they were ever related I would never know. True, Kate did look like Tanya a little except she was all natural to Tanya's one too many plastic surgeries. Kate's hair was a beautiful blonde with natural streaks of brown and her eyes were a dark hazel. She was really nice and she was one of those people who were quiet, hardly talking to anyone except her boyfriend, Garrett. As I watched on, I realized Tanya wasn't in the picture. I looked over the cafeteria but she wasn't in sight. Just then, she walked in, her hands entwined with that Mike kid. Her hair was askew and her fitted blouse hung off her shoulder. Mike looked similarly ragged and one could right away guess what had happened between the two of them. I saw Kate giving them disgusted looks. I was sure I was wearing the same expression. Tanya smiled at Mike; a smile that I guessed was supposed to be sexy but just came off as slutty. She then walked away from him to Edward's table shaking her butt harder than Beyonce in the Single Ladies video.

Edward and the unnamed girl broke apart for some much needed air and I saw who she was. It was a girl from our year named Lizzy. She acted like a mini Tanya. She was in my Spanish and Biology class and she always wore the shortest mini skirts that barely covered her butt. She had grey eyes and brown hair that was streaked with blond highlights. She didn't like Tanya though from what I'd seen. Although she was pretty she didn't have the apparent appeal that Tanya had over guys. She seemed jealous of her and wanted to replace Tanya as queen bee. Alice had told me everything about her.

As I watched on, I saw Lizzy look at Tanya her face mad. She moved off of Edward's lap and just as she slipped off, Tanya slipped on and began making out with Edward. Lizzy looked mad as hell and ripped her off of Edward. They began to shriek at each other calling explicit names. Edward just looked pleased and satisfied as they fought and under the table, I saw James slip him a five. Then he glanced at me and smirked when he saw I was watching. Wow…players never change. I just sneered at him and looked away. This was exactly why I didn't want to get involve with Edward. Right now I hated his guts so badly. But I wasn't hurt. This wasn't the Edward I had been falling for. It was the other guy, the one who had let done his guard when I had looked in his eyes and the one who loved dancing more than anything else. I had seen him dance. To the normal eye, he would've just looked like he was dancing but to me, I could see that this was his way of expressing himself. Here he wasn't that Edward. He was just a stupid old player.

I pulled out my book only to have it snatched away from me by Emmett. "Come on, Bells, you can't get any better entertainment than this!" he called, holding my book out of my reach. Just then a teacher came into the cafeteria and seeing the fight went over to break it up. But that didn't exactly happen. As Mr. Montez made his way over, Lizzy picked up some mashed potatoes in her hand and threw it at Tanya. She ducked and it hit Mr. Montez in his face. Tanya, in response, grabbed a boat if gravy and threw it at Lizzy. It hit her square in her face and her white cashmere tank was covered in sauce. She threw back more mashed potatoes this time meeting its mark. Soon a full blown food fight had begun. Poor Mr. Montez was stuck in the middle of it as he tried and failed to calm the fight. Emmett at once joined in and started throwing food like mad. All the girls shrieked and ducked for cover. Jasper and Demetri both joined Emmett and Demetri managed to throw a hot dog at Tanya that landed straight in her tank. Someone skirted ketchup Alice though and boy, did the pixie get mad.

"What the hell was that for?" she screamed no one in particular. "This is silk you know!" That was followed by expletives and she joined in on the fight. Then Rose was also hit this time with a slice of pizza which landed right on her hair. She shrieked and grabbed a boat of gravy and flung it at her attacker. Now left to fend for myself, I grabbed a lunch tray and used it as my cover. Somehow I managed to dodge all the food thrown at me. I was out the door but then I saw a slice of pie coming in my direction. There was no way to dodge it and I closed my eyes whilst I waited for it to land on me. But it never came as I was pulled into a side door.

"What the heck?!" I shouted and someone covered my mouth and shushed me. I looked to my savior and there was Edward. "Shh… we don't anyone to find our hiding spot now do we?" he said as he removed his hand from my mouth. "Thanks," I said gratefully. He smiled and for once, it wasn't the stupid player smirk that he'd been trying to use all the time. It was a genuine smile and it seemed to make me weak at my knees. And for the third time it happened again. It had no warning at all. I was just standing there happy not to be covered in food and then suddenly I was looking into his eyes again. Everything vanished and then there was just the two of us.

Somehow I managed to break it and looked away. Edward took an unsettling breath and whispered to himself, "Why does that keep happening?"

I looked at him and decided to play dumb. "Why does what keep happening?"

He just looked at me and then muttered, "Nothing." I decided not to press his buttons so I said nonchalantly, "So I see you have some girl issues over there."

He smirked and asked, "Jealous?"

I looked at him incredulously and the smirk vanished. "You have no feelings do you?" I asked him. "Don't you realize how much you play with their feelings? You make out with one girl, break apart for air and then you go to another? That's seriously sick Edward. You just use them!"

He looked at me, looking angry, frustrated and somewhat ashamed. "I have been doing this for too long, Bella! Who the hell are you to come and question what I do? Of course, I use girls! But they know what they're getting into! They know I won't commit and that I only use them! But they also know that they'll get some pleasure out of it! And they're certainly not as innocent as you make them seem! You have no right to judge me Bella! Especially when you don't even know me! Besides, I can see why you'd go to Volturi instead of me. He'll just stand there and listen to all your crap and not say a word unlike me who'd actually fight back!" he yelled.

"The reason I chose Demetri over you is that he doesn't go from girl to girl and try to sweep them their feet before dumping them like the next week's garbage!" I shouted at him. He looked at me furious.

"You know what, Isabella? I can see why your boyfriend of yours dumped you," he hissed. I was stunned. Was he talking about Jacob? He couldn't be. He continued, "I'm guessing that's why you moved. Am I right? Poor little Bella moved because her boyfriend finally realized that she's just a self righteous little bitch and probably cheated on her? Aww…poor little girl. But I can understand him though. I'd do the same."

I looked at him shocked. Despite my protest, I felt tears in my eyes. He seemed to realize what he'd just said and his face mirrored mine. I whispered in a low voice, "You don't know anything okay? Nothing. Do me a favor and never speak to me again." He opened his mouth but then closed it as I whirled out the room.

Before I knew it I was running. Again, it seemed. I was always running away from something. The food fight seemed to be over and even from down the hall I could hear the principal screaming at the students. I ran to the big tree that we'd sat by for lunch yesterday and began to cry my eyes out I knew it was stupid and then I shouldn't have let Edward get to me. But the last part when he said he'd have done the same as Jacob and cheat on me hurt. I didn't even know why it hurt so bad but I was just crying.

Soon the bell rang and I had to go to Biology. I really didn't want to see Edward again but I was completely against ditching so in the end I had to go. Edward was there already when I entered the class room. For once he wasn't flirting with girls or anything. He just had his head in his hand and was looking down at the floor. I refused to look at him when he looked up at my arrival. I pulled my chair as far as I could and sat down putting my bag between us.

"Bella, I-" he began in a guilty tone. I held my hand up without looking at him. I didn't say anything but he seemed to get the message clearly and shut his mouth. When Mr. Banner entered the class, I focused on the lecture on onion root cells that he was giving us taking notes. I tried to forget that Edward was there and that he was staring at me still despite the fact that he could possibly see my face as I had covered that the side of my face with my long hair. I tried my hardest to forget but it was impossible. Soon thankfully the bell rang. Again Edward tried to talk to me but I ignored him and walked away. Thankfully Demetri was waiting outside for me so Edward couldn't possibly try to talk to me. Demetri was changed into a different t-shirt and jeans. Edward slinked off, leaving me with Demetri who glared at Edward's retreating back. He tried to question me on what had happened after I left the cafeteria but I just told him to forget about it. He seemed to realize that I needed some time so he shut up. In Music, we worked one the song that we were writing. He managed to cheer me up and soon, I'd gotten over the Edward incident. Edward, on the other hand, was completely different. Instead of working with his partner, he was just there not so subtly staring at me and Demetri whilst strumming the guitar.

Finally the bell rang and school dismissed. Unfortunately it wasn't over for me yet. I still had dance practice with Edward. I internally groaned at the thought. Demetri kissed me goodbye wishing me good luck at practice before speeding off in his Mercedes.

Since practice started at 6:00, I went to the library to do my homework whilst I waited for 6:00 to come. The library was in another building and was filled with books. Rose had told me that they didn't close until 9:00 since it was used for studying and research. I sat down in one of the studying areas and lay on the carpeted area. Most of the tables were taken so I just used the ground. It wasn't prohibited so no one told me anything. A couple people followed suit and I believed that I'd started a new trend. Before six, I finished my homework so I browsed the classics till I finally found a copy of Jane Eyre. It was probably my third favorite after Pride and Prejudice and Sense and Sensibility. I'd finished them both recently so I settled for Jane. I did like Mr. Rochester but it kind of creeped me out that he was so much older than Jane. But then again, love did work in mysterious ways. I had just reached the part where she learned about Bertha when I checked my watch and realized that it was minutes to six. I sighed and packed up my books.

I sped off to the locker room and changed into my dance clothes. It was not my usual black but this time a dark blue tank with a white mini and black leggings. The blue set off my skin perfectly and I had white ballet shoes on my feet. I tied my hair in a bun before heading off to the studio.

When I was just about to enter the studio though, I heard a guitar playing inside. I snuck and hid behind the entrance wall. It was Edward. His back was turned so I had no worries about him seeing me. I tiptoed closer so I could hear the music better. The music was so beautiful and he was singing softly to himself. I strained to hear the words and finally I was able to hear them. The song was so beautiful. Edward's voice was velvety and the words flowed nicely. He sang softly to himself, his voice ringing with sadness.

I shouldn't love you

But I want to

I just can't look away

I shouldn't see you

But I can't move

I can't look away

I shouldn't love you

But I want to

I just can't turn away

I shouldn't see you

But I can't move

I can't look away

And I don't know

How to be fine when I'm not

And I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best

To let go of you

But I don't want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you

There's so much I can't say

Do you want me

To hide the feelings

And look the other way

Cuz I don't know

How be fine when I'm not

Cuz I don't know

How to make a feeling stop

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best

To let go of you

But I don't want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

This emptiness is killing me

And I'm wondering why I've waited so long

Looking back I realized

It was always there

Just never spoken

I'm waiting here

Been waiting here

Just so you know

This feeling's taking control of me

And I can't help it

I won't sit around

I can't let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best

To let go of you

But I don't want to

Just gotta say it all before I go

Just so you know

Just so you know

Just so you know

He finished the song and I was stunned. I was surprised that Edward of all people could write a song with so much passion and meaning. But then again Edward did have two sides to him. I was probably the only one to look past the player front. But I couldn't help but be jealous of whoever he'd written that song about. It was so sad and you could tell that he really cared for the girl it was about. Hmm…I wonder who she is, I thought. It couldn't be Tanya. She was way too shallow and Edward knew that. He didn't really care about from everything I'd seen. It must have been another girl. But who? Edward didn't seem particularly close to anyone but then again I hadn't known him very long. He started another song. This one was even more beautiful but this one had more life in it. Wow… he must really love this girl, I thought.

He don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you

Tell me I should not be feeling what I am today
Tell me to silence my heart
Tell me we've been here before
and I will walk away from your love

For there is a wall between you and I
And he hasn't been treating you right
I've been watching it all
I've seen you cry
And I just gotta tell you tonight

That he don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you

Tell me this love's just a feeling and will pass away
Tell me your heart is a liar
Tell me you're not what I know you are
All that a man could desire

And he doesn't know, darlin, what he's got,
But I will treasure you
If you give me a chance I will make you smile
I will give you a love that is true

But he don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you

So why, can you not see,
The place in your heart that was made for me
Why must you hide yourself away?
And why must you fight the way that I'm holding your hand tonight
Take a chance and give your heart to me

But he don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you

But he don't love you like I love you
Don't think about you like I think about you
He don't want to have your children
He don't wanna build his life around you

WOW! That was great! I loved that song! Edward was a pro. Before I knew it I was clapping. He whirled around at the sound and his eyes widened when he saw me.

"Wow Edward, that was really great! You're really good at guitar!" I congratulated him. He blushed.

"Whoa, did the Edward Cullen just blush? You're turning into me now!" I joked. I had forgotten all about everything he'd said at lunch. Yes he used girls and he was a pig but he'd shown that he was a pig with feelings. I knew that I just had to accept him that way. I couldn't change him. I mean I had my flaws and I wouldn't want anyone to change me so I guess the same principle applied here. But I still wasn't going to date him. He was a heart breaker and I'd had one already thank you very much.

He rolled his eyes and then began to apologize, "Bella, at lunch- look about what I said- I'm sor-" I cut him off and placed my finger on his lips. He looked at me shocked. "It's okay. I know I can be a bit self righteous when I'm ready so no need to apologize. I forgive you. Just don't say anything like that again. Otherwise next time I might not be in the mood of forgiveness." I looked at him sternly and when he looked scared I laughed.

"That song," I began and I shook my head, "it's amazing. I had no idea you were so talented! Can you record them for me? Both of them? They were really great and I really want to put them in my iPod to listen to later? Please?"

His face lit up and he nodded eagerly. "Sure!" he looked down and then looked at me, "you really think they were that good?" he said looking uncertain.

"Of course!" I was shocked at his question. Did he really think he wasn't good enough? "Whoever you wrote that song for is going to love it! I must admit I wish I could have someone write a song like that about me! Maybe I can ask Demetri," I babbled on, trying to boost his self confidence.

He looked at me, shocked at something I had said. "What? Did I say something wrong?" He shook his head. "Do you really not know who those songs are meant for?" he asked his green eyes smoldering. I was shocked at the intensity of his gaze. I shook my head and tried to break my eyes away from his. I couldn't. They were hypnotic and seemed to pin me there. Right now, the player was gone. Now, it was only pure Edward, no games, no smooth moves, nothing. He was just Edward.

"Hmm… do I know her?" I asked trying to figure out who he was talking about. He nodded slowly as if trying to understand why I didn't at once guess who he was talking about. "Is it Tanya?" I asked, puzzled. I doubted it but then again, he did hang out with her. He shook his head and I continued to list every name of every girl in our class. With each one, he shook his head, growing more and more frustrated that I hadn't realized who it was.

'Well, that's every girl I know. It can't be Alice right?" I asked jokingly. He shook his head, frustrated still and gave me the look. "Bella, Alice is my sister," he said, disgusted. I gasped when I realized who was left. His face lit up when he thought I'd gotten it. "Not….Rosalie?" I asked, horrified. He was stunned and I took that as his confirmation. "Edward, Emmett is going to kill you when he finds out! You can't love Rose. She and Em adore each other, not to mention that Rose doesn't even like you all that much…" I jabbered on, just shocked that Edward was in love with Rosalie. He slapped a hand over my mouth to shut me up. "Humph!" I protested, the sound muffled by his hand. I shut up at the look he gave me. "Bella," he whispered, "I am not in love with Rosalie. Do you think I have a death wish? Em would strangle me in my sleep if he thought I liked her. And besides, it's not like I actually like Rose's tenacity or for a better word, pigheadedness. I mean do you think I want to be with a girl who has to look in the mirror every ten- or who am I kidding- five seconds?" I glared at him and tried to protest that Rose wasn't so bad. But his hand wouldn't let me. "Bella, you forgot one name. That one name you didn't call is the girl I am irrevocably and unconditionally in love with. I mean I haven't known her for very long but I can't help but feel that we belong together. I would give up everything for her. Everything. I'd change my ways and give up the player thing. I'd do anything for her. Bella, do you want to know who am I in love with?" I nodded. His eyes were completely serious and seemed to be two green flames. He opened his mouth to tell me the name of his mystery girl but he never got the chance. Before he could say anything, the doors opened and Ms. Nebsit walked in. Edward let me go and I fell on my butt.

"Ouch!" I said, rubbing my butt. I glared at Edward who just looked at me again, his eyes filled with some unnamed emotion. What the heck was going on with him? Who ever that girl was she was changing him. For the better, I guessed. At least he wouldn't be a player anymore if he could settle down with his dream girl. I felt kind of jealous of whoever the girl was. I mean she was probably something if Edward wanted to give up his player days for her, to mention that he'd written two amazing songs for her. I admit it. I was really jealous. Isabella, Edward has every right to want to have a girl he's serious about, my conscience mentally scolded me, besides, you have Demetri already so you have absolutely no right to be jealous!

Ms. Nebsit was talking to us so I tried to focus on the conversation.

"Now, today," she was saying, "we'll be learning some simple ballet exercises." She showed us the moves. It was everything I'd learnt when I was younger. I was excited to re-learn everything and in less than ten minutes I'd grasped everything again. Edward, despite it being his first time, was surprisingly good and picked up the moves quickly. Like today, I felt his eyes on me again but I managed to forget about it and focused of the dance alone. Ms. Nebsit was delighted and clapped her hands excitedly.

"My! You two are wonderful! I'm sure we'll be done before no time and then you can move on to choreographing your dances!" she said delighted. She dismissed us early around 7:00 since she was so pleased with our fast progress.

"Bye," I said to Edward as we walked to the parking lot and I headed towards my car. "Bye," he whispered as he slunk off to his Volvo. Then I remembered.

"Hey Edward!" I called, as I hurried over to him. He turned and looked at me expectantly. "Yeah?" he asked.

"Who's the mystery girl?" I asked, "You never did tell me." I looked at him hopefully. He just looked at me, his eyes again filled with the same emotion I couldn't put a name to. He shook his head and said sadly, "It doesn't matter. She has a boyfriend and besides, she'd never pick me. I'm just a player to her and she doesn't even like me." He looked so sad and lonely so I tried to encourage, "Well, maybe if you show her your nicer side, she'll like you better and dump her boyfriend for you." He looked at me stunned at what I'd said. "Really?" I nodded and his face lit up. "Thanks, Bella will do," he said.

"Um…now who is she?" I asked hopefully. He laughed and just shook his head. "You'll find out soon enough," he whispered as he got into his car and drove away. I just stood there looking at his car feeling slightly jealous and confused at the same time. Who could he be talking about? I wondered.

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Bella, Bella, Bella. Will you ever get it?

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