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Here`s chapter 2

She softly knocked on his office door. And waited for him to allow her in.

"Come in" she heard and felt somehow relievt.

"Hey" she said unsure.

"Addison, how are you?" he asked with a smile.

"I need to talk to you" she replied with a shaky voice.

"What about?" he asked friendly like ever. He was bright and shiny for a few days now. He was back together with Meredith.

"Something happened Derek" she answerd.

"What happened?" He sounded unpatient now.

"The hot shower sex? It was the last time we had sex, right? About 5 weeks ago?" she asked.

"Yes it was. So what exactly happened?"

"Well, Derek I`m 5 weeks pregnant" she spilled it out and felt much better now.

"YOU ARE WHAT?" he screamed now. She could see that he was angry. "You have to solve that problem! Get rid off it, I don`t want this baby! I don`t want a baby with you!" she was shocked as she saw he was serious.

"You`re kidding me, right?" she was desperate, she knew he wouldn`t be happy about it, but she didn`t expext him to act like that. "This is All I ever wanted DEREK!" She now screamed as well.

"I am dead serious Addison! I do not want this baby! You won`t have this baby, are we clear?" he looked at her with furious eyes.

After that she awake, she was sweating. She started to sob, she just had a nightmare about the next day, about Dereks reaction about her pregnancy.

After a glaw at the watch she decided to get up, the alarmclock would start in half a hour anyway.

She decided to call Nancy she knew Derek very well, she needed someone to talk about the baby she was carring and she needed advice, how to tell Derek, she was scared of his reaction. Especially after that nightmare she just had.

"Hello?" she heard Nancys voice threw the earphone.

"Nanc? It´s Addison" she answerd her former siste-in-law.

"Addie, nice to hear your voice, how are you?" she asked happy not noticing that Addison was near to start sobbing again.

"Could be better to be honest. Nancy I`m in trouble and I don`t know how to tell Derek" she replied.

"First you have to tell me what kind of trouble you`re in honey" Nancy told her and smirked.

"I`m pregnant Nancy, with my EX-HUSBANDS baby. God what am I gonna do? I`m so screwed, I don`t know how he will take the news" tears where running along her cheeks again.

"Oh Addie, just tell him. He won`t be completely happy about this, but he`ll support you. I`m sure he will. Do you need anything Adds?"

"I`m fine, thanks. Do you really think he will take the news well? I mean do you really think he don`t want me to get an abortion?" Addison asked unsure.

"Addison, Derek always wanted children with you as soon as your carrers would allow it, like I said, I think he won`t be completely happy at first but he will support you and he`ll be a good father. I can promise you that sis" Nancy respond.

"Okay"

"Addie it`s going to be okay. So how far along are you?" Nancy was curious, she always thought Addison and Derek would have children some day.

"I`m just 5 weeks along. So my due is in December. The 31 to be exactly"

"Ohh it`s going to be a christmas baby! Do you realise we do not have one child in the family with it`s birthday in December?"

"Honestly Nancy, I never thought about it. It`s enough that you birthday is on christmas eve, don`t you think?" Addison answerd sarcastically.

"Oh I think my birthday is enough, isn`t it?" Nancy answerd knowing very well what Addison meant.

"I should get ready and tell Derek. Thanks Nancy"

"No problem sis, you don`t mind me calling you sis right? I mean after the divorce"

"Don`t worry I don`t mind. I like it" she smiled not realizing Nancy couldn`t see it.

"Bye Nanc"
"Bye Adds, call me after you told Derek"

"Promise"

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Two hours later Addison entered Seattle Grace and made her way towards Dereks office after she checked the board and found out that he wasn`t in surgery.

She knocked softly and waited for her ex-husband to respond.

"Come in" she heard him answer.

"Hey Derek, do you have a minute or two?" she asked still unsure how to tell him.

"Sure is it about a patient?" he asked her not noticing her nervousness.

"No it`s, ähm, I" he cut in "Spill it out Addie you`re stuttering.

"Derek I´m pregnant. 5 weeks to be exact, so it`s defenately yours" she said and stopped thinking. She felt nothing she wasn`t able to read his eyes like she always could.

"Ohh" was all he could manage to say.

"Ohh? That`s all? Could you please tell me something more? How do you feel? What do you think about it? Anything? Please" she almost begged, she needed to know so she could decide what would happen next.

"I`m shocked Addie, I didn`t expect this" this time Addison cut in.
"Do you think I expected this? I just found out yesterday and went crazy!" she almost screamed, she was desperate.

"Addison, I didn`t expect this and I`m not exactly happy about it, not yet at least. I need a little time to progress. Okay?" he asked wanting to calm her a little.

"Okay" she wishperd barely for him to understand and sat down on his couch.

"You are keeping the baby, right? I don`t want to get attached, if you`re going to abort the baby"

"Abortion is not an option Derek, I`ll keep the baby. You know I always wanted children and this could be my last chance" she answerd him.

"Good. May I give you a hug?" he asked her, knowing her too well to not take her in an embrace.

"That would be nice, thanks" with that he pulled her in a deep embrace and wishpered

"I will always be there for you and our baby. I promise you that"

She was so relieved that she didn`t even thought about holding back the tears, which were now streaming down her face falling onto his shirt.

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