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"That is what she wants. But if you don`t want this with all your heart don`t do it. Are we clear?" she loved Addison. She was like her fifth sister she didn`t want her brother to hurt Addison again.

"I am completely sure Nancy. Really"

"Then what are you waiting for? Lets get back to her house. I have keys" Nancy told him and walked towards her car.

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He went into Addions master-bedroom quiet. All he wore were his boxers he already unclothed himself in the bathroom so he wouldn`t wake her up until he lays next to her in the bed.

She looked like she cried herself to sleep. His heart arched after he realized how broken she was. Carfully he craweld into bed next to her pulling her against his chest thighly, kissing her softly.

He stroke her back up and down like he used to, when they were happily married back in New York and then placed his hand on her bumb stroking it in little circles.

He could feel light kicks against his own stomach and had to smile. This was everything he ever dreamed about. Having children with Addison.

He could feel Addieson snuggle up to him, how she needed him near her. Not just as the father of her children but as her husband. The husband she had back in New York, befor he became absent.

He couldn`t belive how he could just threw his marriage away like that. But otherwise, he probably would never have realised how much he loved her.

"I love you" he wishpered into her ear and kissed her again. This time she kissed him back. More tears streamed down her whole face now and she snuggled even closer to him. Not saying anything. Just allowing him to hold her and she fell back into the dreamworld easily.

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The next morning she woke up still in Dereks arms. She didn`t know what to do. She knew he had said the truth last night when he told her that he loves her, but she wasn`t sure what she should do now. Can she trust him?

He woke up only minutes later as he felt her move.

"Hey" he gave her his McDreamy smile.

"Hey" she replied unsure what to do.

"Are you okay?" he asked noticing the unsure expression on her face.

"I don`t know Derek. What is this all about? How do I know, I can trust you. How do I know you won`t hurt me again? I can`t take it another time not now when my hormouns are going crazy and all. Don`t do this because you think I need this to go threw the pregnancy. I can handle that if I have to" she assured him and moven away from him as she couldn`t handle him touching her anymore.

"Addison, this isn`t because of the pregnancy. I know you are a strong woman and you could handle it alone, I love you. And I`m sorry it took me so long realized it. I think when we tried to make our marriage work, I haven`t forgiven you for sleeping with Mark. And that`s why I slept with Meredith.

But I forgave you. After we got divorced I forgave you. And the last weeks, we spent so much time together because of the babies, I realized it even more. I realized how much I love you. What an amazing woman you are. I just didn`t know how you feel until Nancy stormed the trailer today telling me what an a** I am for letting you go.

I love you Addison Forbes Montgomery. I am in love with you and it would be my luck if you could give me another chance to prove that to you"

She could see tears shimmering in his deep blue eyes and tears appeard in her eyes as well.

He noticed that and moven as far as possible to her and took her in his arms again, gently stroking her back and kissing her tears away.

"I love you too" he could hear her say quietly. It was almost a wishper.

To be continued…

I know it`s short, sorry.

Ohh and I`m still not sure about the names so if you have new ideas just post them.

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