The next day I pulled up to Bella's house and used the spare key to let myself in.
The house was quiet as I quietly made my way to her room.
She was restless as usual in her sleep.
I kissed her forehead before gently shaking her.
She stirred and blinked sleepily before noticing me.
"What are you doing here?" she whispered and I could hear the sleep in her voice.
"We have a meeting with the lawyer in an hour so I came to get you." I said.
She sat up and that exposed her thin tank top with her nipples hardened and a pair of lacy boy shorts that hardly covered anything.
I was getting hard at the sight and closed my eyes and readjusted myself discreetly.
"I didn't know we had a meeting." She said getting out of bed and grabbing her clothes for the day.
"I set it up yesterday, it was pretty late and I was sure you fell asleep so I didn't call." I said.
She smiled faintly.
"Ill go get breakfast for you." I said getting up and she closed the door to the bathroom after nodding.
As I made her a cup of coffee after making me one, I tried not to think about the fact that she was in the shower without any clothes on.
Just as I plated the bacon and eggs she came into the room clothed with her hair wet but already drying into her natural curls at the ends.
I handed her the coffee and she smiled when she noticed I made it way the she liked and said a soft thank you.
I picked at my bacon while she ate. She noticed me not eating and put her fork down. "Did you already eat?" she asked quietly.
I shook my head and her eyes flashed in anger.
She was so unpredictable.
"Then eat, Edward I can't have you not eating." She said as she stood up from her chair and shoved a piece of bacon into my mouth.
I ate it while watching her in amusement and pulled her into my lap.
She pulled her plate towards her and fed me mine and while I chewed she ate her breakfast.
Yes my wife was unpredictable.
We arrived at the office right on time so the receptionist let us in first.
As planned Bella went first.
I could see her face crumple in pain as she saw what I had but I just smiled.
I brought out the divorce papers early.
She signed them and walked out of the office.
She didn't even make eye contact.
I didn't sign the papers when it came time to. Instead I ripped them up.
Bella saw what I did and her face looked completely shocked.
I walked out of that room and pulled her by the hand and helped her into my car and drove in the direction of my house as she came out of her shocked state.
"Edward we're heading to your house." She said confused.
I just curtly nodded and drove faster. Technically it wasn't my house. It was our home.
I parked the car in the driveway and got out and helped her out of the car and took her in. Once we reached the living room she stopped and forcefully pulled me to look at her.
"Edward I want some answers, you bring out the divorce papers, make me sign them and then rip them up and then drag me here." She said exasperated with her voice rising higher with each fact
I ran my hands through my hair and turned my back on her collecting my thoughts.
I was acting on impulse here and my thoughts were a huge jumbled mess.
"Damn it Bella, I don't know what is going on, I wish I knew, this whole thing has been a horrible mistake, I should have never wanted to get a divorce and it shouldn't have piled up this high. My life is a complete mess for the past year and I really don't know." I said finally turning to her.
Her face was blank, unfathomable; nothing I could do would give away what she was thinking.
So I continued with my rant.
"But I do know one thing: that divorce was wrong and that should have never happened. We should have spent the past year blissfully and maybe with a child at this point."
She blushed at that.
No matter how many kinky things we had done my Bella was still pure and innocent.
"I also know that I love you more than anything. You are my life and I don't know what id do without you. The past 4 months have been treacherous for lack of a better word. Only those brief moments at the hospital in those two weeks are what kept me sane for so long. I-I understand if you do want a divorce." I said my voice barely above a whisper.
I dropped to my knees as they gave out at the thought of her leaving me. The pain was already seeping into me and she hadn't even given me an answer.
I felt her drop to her knees before me.
When I looked up at her, she was glaring at me.
"Don't you dare ever question my love for you."
And with that she knocked me to the ground and crushed her lips to mine as her petite body molded itself into mine on top of me.
Once I got over the shock of the fact that my wife who I was about to divorce was kissing me I kissed her back, hard.
I had been deprived of her for a year and I was going to taste the wine, I had officially grown tired of just admiring the bouquet, a bouquet that was out of my reach for the past year.
I flipped her over onto the living room carpet and pulled my lips away from hers.
She was heaving and her tiny body was pressed tightly against mine so I could feel every curve.
"Yes or no, Isabella." I said staring into her eyes.
"For what?" she asked breathless.
" Would you like a divorce or not?" I asked sitting up and pulling her into my lap so she was straddling me.
"A definite no and my decision will not change for eternity." She said and that was all it took for me to crash my lips back to hers.
She managed to unbutton my shirt and her nails lightly scratched my chest making me hiss in pleasure.
She took that as her opportunity to thrust her tongue into my mouth and I picked her up and we blindly stumbled into our bedroom.
I laid her down on the bed and unbuttoned her shirt. Once I managed to get it off she sat up and unclasped her bra.
As soon as the material was removed from her I pushed her back down on the bed and attached my mouth to one.
Underneath me she moaned in satisfaction and rubbed her thighs together for some friction.
I wasted no time in getting both our clothes off and entering her.
She was so tight.
That was the undeniable proof of the fact that she wasn't with another man in the past year, not that I needed that proof, I trusted my wife more than I trusted myself.
She mewled and I groaned getting impossibly hard inside of her and twitched.
She gasped and wrapped her legs around my waist and pulled me impossibly closer.
We made love slowly but forcefully that night.
"So what have we learned from this?" she asked afterward as she lay on my chest.
I laughed.
"That you and I love each other too much to ever let go of each other." I said.
She smiled.
"I love you." She whispered.
"I love you too." I whispered back.
She lifted her head and I kissed her lightly and she smiled before resting her head back on my chest.
We fell asleep right after.