Chapter 4

Gilbert stared up at the moon. The stars twinkled, and a gentle breeze blew his hair back from his forehead. He took in a deep breath of the chilly night air, closing his eyes slowly with his face still lifted to the moon, as if to bask in its silvery light.

The Nightray was sitting on his windowsill, feet dangling out so that his heels kicked against outside wall. The curtains fluttered this way and that behind him.

"I know who you are." Gilbert whispered to the darkness.

The mask had been lifted; he now knew who had been tormenting his dreams for these past few years. But he was not quite sure how to comprehend the thought. Was he afraid of Sebastian? Or was he relived? Since the encounter, Gilbert's mind had been elsewhere. It seemed to him that he would wander through this foggy daze forever, not knowing wrong from right. So many questions that would probably never be answered, so many feelings that didn't have a name. As much as he hated to admit it, he was attracted to Sebastian's powerful aura. Maybe it was because he was so powerless.

There was nothing he could do for Oz except wait for the right time. Even that was out of his control...

Gilbert growled softly out of frustration. It was like all o his emotions had been wiped clean, leaving him with nothing. He loved his master, he was terrified of his brother, and he was unable to bring his feelings about his stalker into words.

Speaking of his brother, it had been made official; he was not sure how he had managed to do it, but he had announced one night that he was old enough to be living by himself, and would be moving out of the Nightray manor and into town within the next couple weeks.

The wind blew through the leaves of the trees below him, the sound was almost relaxing. But there was something else. A feather brushed across his face. He could hear wings beating through the cold air, right past him. Gilbert's eyes snapped open, his body going ridged. The slightest shit in position almost made him lose his balance. He clung to the window ledge to keep himself from crashing to his death on the grounds before. But maybe that wouldn't be so bad...

"I told you I'd come back, Gilbert."

He didn't have to turn around to know who was speaking behind him. He knew who it was. His heart thumping in his chest, he looked over his shoulder and into his room. out of impulse.

The sight of Sebastian gazing at him made him almost lose his balance again.

"You!" He said the statement with more shock than rage as he clambered back into the room. Sebastian was grinned at him, seeming to be quite at ease after trespassing and showing up uninvited... In Gilbert's own room.

Gilbert knew that he could not defend himself at the moment; his gun was on the nightstand on the opposite side of the bed. Not that it would so any good. He reminded himself. Still, it would have been nice just once to have something that would make him feel in control of the situation. Any situation.

Sebastian laughed softly, but did not rise from his seat on the bed.

"How did you get in here?" Gilbert hissed.

"The same way I have been for many, many years now." Sebastian's voice was as calm as it was during their last meeting. Gilbert took a step back. It had only been tow years since Sebastian had been watching him… Right?

"What do you mean by 'many'?"

"I took interest in you were you were nothing more than a small child. You were wondering alone, with memories of your past. Look at you now." Gilbert was unable to look away from that calm, unwavering gaze that seemed to pierce through him like a knife.

Like Oz's sword.... No! He would not think of that. Sebastian. Was not. And would never be. Oz.

Gilbert hated the was Sebastian was looking so calm. He hated how the moonlight made his pale face glow with cold light. He hated how Sebastian was sat... No. Perched on the edge of his own bed, his back as straight as could be. Sebastian must have taken Gilbert's silence as a need more more explanation.

"Humans are interesting to me. But you are different from others of your kind… This is why I have chosen you."

His words.... His voice alone, made Gilbert want to forget his hate. He found that sudden hate had been replaced by sudden wanting. He wanted his man. More importantly, he wanted his man to want him.

Gilbert felt the need to be closer to Sebastian, but he could not make his feet move. Then suddenly, the reality of what Sebastian was saying sunk in, and Gilbert was able to resurface from his trance for just a moment.

"You… You say that as if you're not human yourself…" Gilbert whispered, his eyes widening in fear as he backed all the way against the wall, trying to get as far away from Sebastian as he could. Surly there was some explanation for why Gilbert's bullet have had no effect on him, but then again...

It's not use…

Again, Sebastian chuckled, and this time it did make cold fear tare at Gilbert's heart. Gilbert watched, horror struck, at the other rose from the bed and begin his painfully slow descent upon him. Gilbert was suddenly reminded of a predictor that was stalking its prey. Agonizingly taking its time before it came in for the kill.

He was trapped between the wall and Sebastian himself now. Sebastian didn't stop moving until their bodies were pressed as close together as possible. Gilbert felt his face get hot. He looked away from Sebastian as he fought an internal war with himself.

Don't lose control. Don't lose control....

Sebastian smiled down at the youthful Nightray. He gently cupped the others chin in his hand so that he could force Gilbert's head upward. Blood-red eyes stared into gold.

"What of it?" He whispered, softly.

Gilbert could barley make out these words as they were spoken to him. His mind seemed to melt and become nothing more than a puddle of goo. His eyes glazed over as his already thundering heart beat faster against his ribcage. There was no point in resisting the other now. With just a few words, Gilbert had completely lost control of himself.

So close… You're so close to me, Sebastian…

Their bodies were pressed together. Their lips almost touching. Lust was taking him over the edge. Gilbert wanted more.

So much more…

Sebastian watched the younger, smaller boy lean against his chest. Gilbert was blushing in such a cute way, and his breathing seemed to be getting more rapid. His body temperature was increasing; Sebastian could feel heat radiating from Gilbert. The taller one licked his lips at the sight of him in such a state. He wrapped his arms around the other, tangling his fingers in Gilbert's soft hair. For once, Sebastian wished to never let go of the other. He wanted the youth to be under his spell forever so that he could belong to him. The red-eyed man smirked. He knew the game well. Humans had a funny was of denying things that they want the most just for the sake of personal pride. But this way, Gilbert could never deny himself of the pleasure that only he, Sebastian, could bring him.

Gilbert's chest heaved against his own. Sebastian's eyes sparkled dangerously, and he groaned at the feeling of his pants growing tight.

Gilbert moaned softly, completely unaware of any common sense or thought. His vision kept blurring, but all he could see, hear, smell, feel, was the beautiful man above him. Above him? When had he been moved onto the bed? those thoughts were pushed aside as Gilbert wrapped his arms around Sebastian neck and pulled him down for a kiss. Sebastian happily obliged, pressing his tongue against the others lips. Gilbert moaned, louder this time, into the kiss and parted his lips so that their tongues could mingle.

Sebastian growled deep in his throat, revealing a small portion of the other side of him. A side that he hoped Gilbert would never see. He pinned the other one down to the mattress, taking one hand and holding the others wrists above his head. The kiss was broken when air was needed, a thin line of saliva trailing between their lips as they both look in large gulps of air.

Another kiss, lighter this time and Sebastian began kissing and licking all down Gilbert's neck, who let out a moan in response and threw his head back to his the other more room to do as he pleased. Sebastian began to work at the buttons on Gilbert's shirt with such force he was sure that he was going to tare the thin fabric. But he didn't care in the least, and neither did Gilbert, who encouraged him but scrapping his nails up and down his back. He entangled his long fingers into the others hair. When the shirt was fully unbuttoned, Sebastian moved his lips back over Gilbert's, kissing him hard enough to leave a bruise, at the same time running his glove-clad fingers gently over the raven's fevered flesh.

The kiss was broken again, and Sebastian smirked as he heard a whine escape from Gilbert as their lips parted. Sebastian positioned himself so that he was on his hands and knees looking down at Gilbert. The sight that came into view was erotic; enough to make him was to take his little toy then and there. Gilbert Nightray's thin frame was outlined by the light from the moon; his chest was fully in view, and Sebastian trailed a finger along the thin scar that ran across the others torso. At this action, Gilbert's half lidded eyes opened fully and he arched his body upward. Sebastian's smirk only grew as he bent down to suck teasingly at one of the hard buds on the others smooth chest. Gilbert grabbed the back of Sebastian's head harder and pushed downward, groaning and writhing around slightly, trying to gain more contact from the others skilled mouth. At this, Sebastian chuckled darkly and sucked harder, reaching up to toy with the other bud; running the tips of his fingers over it before tugging on it roughly.

"Hn…ahhh~" Gilbert moaned again, this time arching up to press his whole body against Sebastian's, unconsciously grinding their hips together. At this, Sebastian couldn't restrain himself and bit down rather hard on the nub he has been working on and moved upward to place another bruising kiss on Gilbert's mouth.

Sebastian sat up, but this time he straddled the others waist. Gilbert gazed up at him through half lidded eyes as he panted heavily. He placed an arm over his forehead and tuned his head to the side, the blush on his face darkening as the seconds wore on.

The butler watched his raven through eyes that were clouded with as much lust as his soon-to-be lover's.

Smirking as he managed to catch his breath for a minute, Sebastian lifted one hand to his mouth and took his glove between his teeth, pulling it off and letting it drop to some unknown place in the folds of the sheets beneath them.

"Sebas…tian…" Gilbert muttered, reaching up with the hand that was covering his face. Fumbling slightly, he managed to pull the tie from around the others neck and throw it into a far corner of the room. He then started to unto the buttons of Sebastian's shirt. He leaned up so that every inch of flesh that was revealed received a lick or a kiss of some sort.

Sebastian watched this, his breath starting to come in short gasps. It felt wonderful, but this was going way too slow for his liking. He pushed Gilbert back down to the bed forcibly and finished undoing his shirt with one hand. He left it to hang loosely around his shoulders as he bent down to kiss Gilbert again and again. His hands trailed downward to the others was must have been now painfully tight pants. Sebastian grouped hard, making Gilbert let out as gasp as he throw his head back again. The butler smirked, and then worked on unzipping Gilbert's pants as his lips make their mark on the others smooth neck. Once his pants were open, Sebastian shoved his hand downward, causing Gilbert to cry out.

The demon bit down harshly on Gilbert's neck, making the other wince slightly, but it was replaced by a shudder and he moaned as Sebastian fondled with him. This was getting to be way too much for the butler to handle, and he could feel himself hardening by the second. Sebastian undid his own pants and flung his and Gilbert's across the room.

Gilbert lay perfectly still underneath him now, his breath coming in heavy pants as he looked up at Sebastian with eyes full of wanting along with a twinge of fear.

Slowly, Sebastian began to part Gilbert's legs, moving between them at the same rate as his eyes never left Gilbert's. He had waited for this for countless years, and now it was finally about to happen. Gilbert Nightray would be his.

But Sebastian knew that it would never be able to last. They were both servants that were deeply devoted to their masters. Once Oz came back, Sebastian would have to leave Gilbert forever. But until that day came, Gilbert belonged to him.

All the while, Gilbert was completely and totally under Sebastian's control. He could barley see straight; his body felt hot and he had become very aware of it during this time with Sebastian. Once again he was not sure how much time had actually passed since Sebastian had entered his room, but at the moment he did not care.

"Sebastian…. Please…" Gilbert managed to whisper. Sebastian blinked, and his smirk grew bigger as he bent down over Gilbert's face, his lips brushing along his as he spoke.

"'Please' what, Gilbert? Tell me. I will give you whatever you desire..." Sebastian whispered in a husky voice in the others ear.

"M-more…" Gilbert gasped, and shyly kissed the one above him. Sebastian's smirk grew into a dangerous smile. He spread Gilbert's legs as far as they would go, and then traced Gilbert's lips with the tips of his fingers. He wondered if the other had noticed the blackness that was his fingernails, and the purple contract that was visible on the back of his hand. The Nightray took Sebastian's finger's in his mouth eagerly, wetting them with his saliva. When he knew he could go over the edge right then and there, Sebastian pulled his fingers from Gilbert's mouth and moved them to his entrance, slowly pushing one inside.

Gilbert let out a groan as he clenched his fits onto the sheets. It didn't really hurt at first, but it was uncomfortable. Sebastian kissed him again as he prodded deeper within the smaller boy. The raven dug his nails into the others back and whimpered quietly into the kiss. Sebastian entered a second finger as slowly as he did the first one, then a third, which earned a yelp from Gilbert. Sebastian's fingers dug deeper despite the clenching muscles surrounding them, looking for that one spot that would make the young one forget all of his pain.

Gilbert let out a shuddering gasp, blinking away a tear that trailed down his cheek. Sebastian licked it away hungrily and continued to move around inside Gilbert.

Sebastian felt his fingers hit something, and Gilbert cried out, the pain and tension instantly gone from his features.

Gilbert's eyes widened as something deep inside of him was brushed against, causing waves of pleasure to pulse throughout his body.

"Ooohh... again… hit it again…hhhna" He begged as he gave Sebastian a pleading look. Sebastian smirked, and hit the same spot once again before pulling out completely and positioning himself between Gilbert's legs. He looked up at Gilbert, asking for permission to continue. (Sebastian made a mental note to slap himself later for being so nice to a human on his own accord.) Gilbert's blush spread from his face all the way down his neck as he watched Sebastian. He took a large gulp and nodded.

Sebastian smiled gently at Gilbert, trying to calm him down as he started to slowly push into the tight ring of blisteringly hot muscles. He held the other close has he pushed deeper inside, whispering soothing words in the others ear as Gilbert grunted in pain.

Once he was all the way in Sebastian licked Gilbert's ear, making the smaller boy shiver, before speaking again:

"Ready?"

Gilbert wrapped his arms and legs around Sebastian pulling his closer, before nodding his response.

Smirking slightly, Sebastian pulled out slightly, and thrust back in, trying very hard to keep himself sane enough so that he would not hurt Gilbert. Wait a second… Would not hurt him? Now Sebastian knew that he was becoming soft.

I've been spending way too much time with humans.

Gilbert's moans shook him from his thoughts, and he smirked again, thrusting a little harder inside the other as he aimed for the one spot inside the teen. Sebastian's movements quickened, and Gilbert tried to keep pace with his thrusts as he twisted beneath the other in pure bliss. Sebastian could feel himself coming closer to the edge, but he reused to come until Gilbert reached the closest thing they would experience to heaven.

"Oh.. G-god… Sebasti-..tian… I'm c-close… ah..haaa~!" Gilbert said through his moans. Sebastian nodded and grunted his response.

"Me, too…"

A few moments later, Gilbert's entire body seemed to spasm and he was screaming out the others name as he came over both their chests. A few more harsh thrusts and Sebastian came deep inside of the other, panting heavily and trying to calm down from his high as he pulled gently out of Gilbert and rolled over to lie beside him. Through his panting, he let out a soft laugh; Gilbert had completely passed out.

When his breath steadied itself once more, Sebastian stood up to retrieve his cloths. Once he was fully dressed, he pulled the sheets gently up over Gilbert, just as he had done to Ciel many times. Gilbert moaned in his sleep slightly, but made no more sound. Sebastian bent down to place a gentle, almost loving kiss on the others lips.

"Thank you, Gilbert… For a wonderful night."

Another light kiss, and then he straightened up.

"We shall meet again."

Sebastian bowed, and a second later a raven took off through the open window and into the night, leaving only a single black feather behind. It fluttered slowly through the air, and landed on the pillow beside the sleeping Nightray.

AN: I'm not the biggest fan of author's notes, but I thought I might as well have one in here.

Okay, so I came up with this idea for a video, with Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji and Gilbert from Pandora Hearts. These two are my two favorite characters out of my two favorite animes at the moment.

Now, I'm not too good at writing Mature scenes, as you can tell from above. I used to be but I have been out of practice for a while now. This is also my very first fanfiction to be put up so that everyone can see it, so please be nice to me and give me at least SOME credit.

Please Review and tell me what you think???

I hope you have enjoyed my story so far, because there is more to come.

- Thorn of the Rose